expreso mi llanto/express yearns

Jehovah’ me eres una total santidad,

me guias en esa misma expresion Divina,

conoces bien mis actos mas intimos,

mi confianza se aloja en ti, y solamente en ti…no hay partidos entre nosotros,

permiteme un corto alargamiento mas para que se manifieste lo escrito,

me examina diariamente como si fuese notas perdidas, asi es tu apego hacia mi,

un esclavo sin rumbo en busca de tu colorido espendor,

extiende mi llanto asi ti, que nunca se apaque en busca de tus obras superlativas,

mi Santo y eleogiado ser Divino te expreso lo que siento y no te oculto nada muy bien lo sabes,

si el sheol abriera las puertas a cualquier momento  se que me buscarian aquellos encuentros,

inquieto por ti lo inanimado de mis huesos, de seguro me eres memoria en la profundidad.


Jehovah, you are a total holiness to me,

You guide me in that same Divine expression,

You know my most intimate acts well,

My trust resides in you, and only in you…there are no parties between us,

Allow me one more short extension so that what is written can be manifested,

He examines me daily as if I were lost notes, this is your attachment to me,

an aimless slave in search of your colorful splendor,

He spreads my tears so that it never subsides in search of your superlative works,

My Holy and praised Divine being, I express to you what I feel and I do not hide anything from you, you know it very well,

If Sheol opened the doors at any moment I know those moments you would seek me out,

The inanimateness of my bones are restless for you, you are surely a memory to me in the depths.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Global family/much love

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Evilution VS God (Creation)

 

Evolutionists Explain Design Using Unscientific "Magic Words"

The term "magic words" is used here as a concise idiom that describes the best words evolutionists use to explain "apparent" design. Evolutionists confidently insist that a complex biological feature simply "appeared," "emerged," "arose," "gave rise to," "burst onto the scene," "evolved itself," "derived," "was on the way to becoming," "radiated into," "modified itself," "became a miracle of evolution," "was making the transition to," "manufactured itself," "evolution's way of dealing with," "derived emergent properties," or "was lucky."

How do words like "appeared" explain design? Just like magic, the use of this word invokes mysterious powers within unseen universes that are capable of leaping over enormous scientific obstacles without having to provide any scientific consideration for how a particular physical result was achieved. Magic words convey wish-like convictions that if evolutionists just believe deeply enough, their explanations must be true and someday will be true--though currently resisted by all scientific evidence. Explaining design by believing it "arose" appeals to imaginary special forces which help evolutionists to connect the evolutionary dots. But as in any magical kingdom, the connections are mental fantasies that are not grounded in reality.

Magic words lack explanatory power because they fail to tie real observations to detailed descriptions of how features of design originate. Claiming that novel biological features "burst onto the scene" abandons the need for experimental verification; indeed, the implication is to not even try. Take any biological observation. In evolutionary thinking, any observation can be transformed into a proof that explains its own existence by applying the magic phrase: "It exists because it is favored by natural selection." In reality, observations are only observations and are neither proofs nor explanations.

Engineers, medical doctors, and other scientists who rely on studies or experiments do not use these kinds of words. Their products do not "emerge" but develop via thought-filled processes. They rightly call filling a knowledge gap with narrative stories "arm waving," which calls to mind a stage magician.

In conversation with others, it would be difficult to overemphasize how important magic words are to evolutionary theory. Remark on how these words pervade elite journals like Science, popular magazines like Scientific American, and television shows like NOVA. "Magic words" pour from evolutionary literature like water over Niagara Falls. Challenge your listener to carefully observe the communication in these forums, noting how many paragraphs or statements pass without the use of these words. They are the lifeblood of the evolutionary community's most profound and highest-quality scientific literature."

- Randy J. Guliuzza, P.E., M.D.

*Footnote* I don't belong to any of Christendom ministries but do acknowledge and respect the films director/producer for the fine presentation. I do know that his actions are pure and clearly manifest the creator's true intentions. Other then a few rough edges I'm more then satisfied with the central theme and essences in which the author takes students and professor's from ground-zero, and points them to greater hope. Again thanks for the film and like professor Kent Hovind...your helping countless break free. 

This video has been circulating in my other blog (Stay Awake), so wanted to share in this one (poeticnoteand journeys).

Sacred expression

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

 

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

 

Express the self in purity,

 

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love, 

 

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

 

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

 

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

 

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

 

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

 

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

 

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

 

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

 

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

 

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

 

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

 

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

 

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

 

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

04/15/24

Rafael G Gonzalez

weakness and power

I feel broken and a sadness that chokes (me),

 As I, walk pass those doors and a cold spell that last many seasons,

 I shall not forget the irony that has walked with (me) and the assembly of 

piercing starring eyes adding more to the conflict that rages inside.

 Yet I’m your guest, that teaches forbearance, love, kindness, compassion, and a host of fruits for the picking.

 I kinda wonder who was gaining from this chaos crushing (me) inside ?

 And I, rekindle with reasoning “when I’m weak” a power struggle rages within...then the irony shifts gears to my favor.

 In the order of weakness and power, I bear witness of a Divine being who has set (me) free, through the act of true love...and we are one in the challenge to uphold a universal question ? Of who really rules with exclusive devotion !

 Please take (me) home as you wish! Where I belong ! Praise be your saintly and Divine name...Jehovah (YHWH) for millenniums to come !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Some time ago...

LOVE grow cold

 Emotion=Energy in motion, magnetic thoughts that transcends in frequencies, vibrations, through various wave length, the unseen sounds, the spectrum of aurora channeling those hidden gems. To capture these arrays of the unspoken, challenging the brightest of gifts that becomes our expression. So when one releases those vast pool of knowledge, in terms of Divinity what is obscure are made manifest in plain view.

Through the expression, the emotions...energy is relayed effortlessly, poetic notes are inherent as to Divine poetry is in relation too the energy itself.

Do you see the point? 

I hope so ! :}

When was the last time the Almighty God (YHWH) wrote something specifically for you his beloved child ? Well, there is a compilation of 66 books in all of them you finds his ever embracing LOVE affair in relation to his falling children. As a matter fact this Divine being host-of-host spare no time in invoking high emotions in regard for their return.

Everyday, every-week I’m bathe with expressions of endearment, which some may find odd to say.

So allow me to expand a bit...if I Ralph wrote you a poetic note or a LOVE letter...the expression not my own, the feelings not my own, the LOVE not my own, the emotions not my own, the compassion not my own. You see it was all superlatively worked/crafted through the incubation period of 9 months and continuance to this day for the Glory of Almighty God himself. I take no credit for this contraption of flesh and bones, and my worth is property (copy right) of Jehovah himself.

I never knew that a little LOVE and affection killed anyone, it's completely a new turn in human activities, much anticipated and well documented. Matthew 24:12 

“and because of the increasing of lawlessness, the LOVE of the greater number will grow cold.”13 But the one who has endured to the end will be saved.”

 So be a real men or woman about it, lawlessness is at it’s peak, but dress yourselves with true LOVE and the person of Jesus Christ our lord and savior...because to endure the lawlessness, only LOVE can counter such manifestations. Yes, LOVE is alien and taboo on account of application and not the cohesion of sinfulness.

One of the greatest tools or should I say attributes of the Holiest-of-Holiest is LOVE, through this sublime quality He, bathe, showers, shields his creative subjects. 

Should I say anymore ?

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Elitist invite

 

I wish not be initiated by any cult, sect, new-age- movement, elitist club…

If I stand or stumble “The Christian’s (The Way) which I prefer and embrace in martyrdom or witness.

I have dedicated and in spiritual vows summons the highest authority in heavens, that our union shall not be made to rapture for the temporary and trivial matters of life.

I do respect and admiringly way, must decline any offer that goes against that.

Thou having a thorn at my side, through my LORD and KING in celestial abode,

concedes undeserved kindness, that kindness and mercy are over-stepped and that grieves me,

In honorable death let me, depart without fear that by opening the doorways to the other-side is a blessing bestowed.

I believe more in a resurrection, more then I belief I'm still alive (material)...a martyr's wish...a martyr's call. This energy is yours, there is nothing called self, that resides here in this contraption of flesh and bones,  I yearn for your presence. Design a scheme for us, and I will blindly follow.

By accurate knowledge I have been set free !

05/10/2022

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Pipe-lines of life

 Psalm 139:14

New International Version

 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;

    your works are wonderful,

    I know that full well.

Life to (me) is a love story from being cast-out from the sacred chamber, Almighty God’s workshop (womb) into the light, from the vast deep and pipe-lines of life, every journey is Divine poetry. 

I’m wonderfully made and woven to the highest expectations, I was tailored-made to order and there is nothing missing. From memories long ago...far and beyond, the potter’s vessel and weaver's choice...

I must praise him while I can and laud him with all expressions bestowed.

The truth is free and eternal, it can’t be confined, contained, or stopped…

It’s why the devil Satan has had such a hard time, in stifling it’s greatness.

The truth is fitting to all when needful, and we all have made use of it, yet it’s not assimilated/digestible to all.

One can live a lie...but not survive the truth, many are aware of this.

The truth is Divine, it has no rival, no equal, undefeated, able to transform, actuate and cause for the better. Awaken and released from bondage.

Lies are invoked and devised to counter it and not the other way around.

The truth is eternal and will remain ageless, and that is what Almighty God 

Jehovah, Yahweh, Jah (YHWH) has said.

Praise while we can, just praise him, exalt, sanctify make him known.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Infinite time (Eternity)

 Does eternity feels loaded down because of time constraints ?

Does a number on it's check list hold any significance ? 

Can it dictate to the lesser in it's space corridor ?

Is ancient of old and eternity of the same substance ?

Is it a difficult task to formulate the call to a higher state of consciousness and embrace the true essences of life giving force, as energies recycle in this enigmatic infinite duration ?  

What is the soul ?

Rafael G Gonzalez

Signature Of God (YHWH) ?

 Does your DNA carry the signature of Almighty God (YHWH ) Jehovah ?

Jeremiah 1:5...Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,

And before you were born I sanctified you.I made you a prophet to the nations.

Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.

Psalm 139:16  

Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.

Isaiah 49:5 
And now the Lord says, he who formed me from the womb to be his servant, to bring Jacob back to him; and that Israel might be gathered to him— for I am honored in the eyes of the Lord, and my God has become my strength—

Isaiah 49:1 

Listen to me, O coast-lands, and give attention, you peoples from afar. The Lord called me from the womb, from the body of my mother he named my name.

Psalm 139:1-24  

To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. ...

Galatians 1:15  

But when he who had set me apart before I was born, and who called me by his grace,

Psalm 139:15-16 

My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.

* As for me i'm wonderfully made and there is nothing missing, i'm his love joy from the beginning without ends.

And I will say this praise, laud, and sanctify him while you can !

Rafael G Gonzalez

concept

 How I loved the girl of my concept,

How she vanishes in thin air,

The countless bridges, inroad marks, I misplaced,

The concept all suitor’s hold so dear,

The concept foments ideals in a alienated chase of never ending want,

Alienated and far from truth,

The ideals that burn the foreign chase,

The suitor’s last wish,

She weaves and mends a host of broken dreams,

If dreaming means counterfeiting reality I, have done so to perfection,

My guest a stalking shadow, tossed in four directions,

If there is such thing, I shall find it.

01/04/22

Rafa EL G

To the highest power * Special guest

 Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty God of heavens and earth, you are the highest authority, through Jesus-Christ. Let your Divine will usher worth glad tithing and blessings only your tender side of compassion hollows first. Your patience running the gauntlet and time stretching thin, the opposition at the last death strokes. I'm completely confident you have shield (me) well, spare not one part of this contraption of flesh and bones, use (me) in whatever you feel fit...but deprive (me) not.

Expand your creative activities and shame, cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsions (fits), that your love and undeserved-kindness has no rival. Execute your fine-tuned attributes and fruits of the spirit, like no other period in human-kind history. Net the greatest collection of choicest expressions and make them whole for your grand schemes.

I can see that all to well....

Praise and honor to the Almighty God, to the highest power !

Let your light shine through the truth, may it pierce the hardest substance, make the enemy of the Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah... uncomfortable with your presence. Cause him to slip in your, steadfastness and greater vision of faith. Become a memorial in the scrolls of life, at the gates leading to eternity. Be one of those who can stand in victory, likeness and fashion of "Welcome Reign" I be there with you or die trying at the final call we can say...mission accomplished.

* YHWH
 

Rafa EL G Gonzalez
02/14/24

Grateful/Global family

 

 

 

 

 

Since January, 5th 2021...I had a turning point in my life. I'm not going to recall into details those events, many of the contacts, friends, follower's and the public are much aware of that awakening. Ever since that time I have written some of the most striking poetic notes that seem pressing in memory. I started writing pieces of thoughts at about 12 years old, what ever bounced into my mind, and when ever I could record them. Some of my older collection were submitted to the library of congress under copy right.

 

As a writer one has ups and downs like any other venture in life, well I have not been so fortunate as to pick and choose, no cherry picking or coasting down Hollywood boulevard or Collins Avenue. Life to me has been in the same terms they are written. So I give unselfishly of me, so that the masses at large can take something with them.

 

 

In the last two years, I have felt a call like nothing to compare in my search, in my restless nights, deprived of sleep and comfort. Out of all these challenges and commotion a little better then 12 poetic notes have taken on an international scale. I give thanks in gratitude to the global family for the support, and presence while I was asleep. You my family have created a spark, when my soul was dimming in the dark. Some of you I hold dearly and will love into eternity.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

The conspiracy

 

You’ who dare challenge “The Almighty Divine and host-of-host”

You' who through countless counterfeits, schemes and treacherous acts of calculus...swept into a black-hole with no end in sight.

How have you’ fared against the supreme power structure ? Have you gained anything of worth ? Have you’ added a second of breath to your’ eternal damnation ?

How have you’ fared against the lesser of flesh and bones ? Your’ preferred target for bullying and carrying out an endless scores ?

Have these also made your’ challenge of twisted views, a shameful act of desperation ?

 

Hold and be hold...a cloud of lightening that bear witness through faith, that your’ cowardly acts conceive no fruits, these Men/Woman of faith, have been a thorn and rise from the ashes you’ consider weak and playground.

Through their weakness, a force-field protects like a shield and growing everyday...mightier and mightier.

 

You’ the so-called angel of light, in drunk darkness you’ have fallen and left the original place of birth among the stars, expelled and no place found for you’ but a suitable dungeon. This is what “The Almighty Divine host-of-host and Jesus-Christ (Michael) have said...The true and faithful.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Higher intelligence

 

Psalm 139:14

New International Version

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;

your works are wonderful,

I know that full well.

 

Life to (me) is a love story from being cast-out from the sacred chamber, Almighty God’s workshop (womb) into the light, from the vast deep and pipe-lines of life, every journey is Divine poetry.

I’m wonderfully made and woven to the highest expectations, I was tailored-made to order and there is nothing missing. From memories long ago...far and beyond, the potter’s vessel and weaver's choice...I must praise him while I can and laud him with all expressions bestowed.

 

The truth is free and eternal, it can’t be confined, contained, or stopped…

It’s why the devil Satan has had such a hard time, in stifling it’s greatness.

The truth is fitting to all when needful, and we all have made use of it, yet it’s not assimilated/digestible to all.

One can live a lie...but not survive the truth, many are aware of this.

The truth is Divine, it has no rival, no equal, undefeated, able to transform, actuate and cause for the better. Awaken and released from bondage.

 

Lies are invoked and devised to counter it and not the other way around.

The truth is eternal and will remain ageless, and that is what Almighty God

Jehovah, Yahweh, Jah (YHWH) has said.

Praise while we can, just praise him, exalt, sanctify make him known.

Rafael G Gonzalez

wicks silhouette

 

I have taken a tumble for love a thousand times, but not hard enough to keep (me) from fallen for the next,

my heart does not wear-out nor do the feelings take flight,

My desire persistent like light and shades,

the wicks silhouette choreograph, arrangements, musical muse, flames dancing burning at both ends,

I seek what is superlative to compliment a consuming desire,

a yearning remote and isolated,

beyond allotments tossed,

fine tuning and alignments seeking to collide that which is Divine.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

02/11/24

19 and beyond

 Federally approved, medically administrated your choice...but don't term or call it a biological weapon with foreign agents, it's to Insidious (artful) for the average.

It is sacred to remain ignorant to the chains that heavily entangles and a snare, to the master's we so masterly revere !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

King's of King's

 

King David, King Solomon and the rest of king’s 14 in succession of a 1,500 hundred years of dynastic rule. The king’s of the North and the King’s of the South, all experienced Divine sanctions. I’m not going to point out every King and the opposition, but “I will say this”...that what the Almighty King of heavens and earth, Jehovah (YHWH) God brings into his house (tent) is a special guest.

 

How we cherish that invite is of particular interest, a few King’s truly valued the symbiotic relationship. It is of great recourse engaging how this Divine figure responded and reasoned it all out, in a symbiotic exchange. Some of these King’s were very wicked and vile, barbarian’s in nature, misguided by opposition and inherently against the Divine will.

 

It leaves me dumbfounded, lost in thought, exhausted in spirit, yet renewed at the passing of this allotted space I occupy in my master's domain. I speak of King’s because who am I ? but a miserable mortal, searching my master’s house...chasing his heart...stretching the fruit’s of the spirit, he left behind and attributes I can’t encompass.

 

I get emotionally charged in revealing the work’s of the Holy spirit, and also consider how charged is the Holiest-of-Holiest, host-of-host. A power structure I can feel...sense...and see all to obvious through the power of faith, and how every living things declares glory.

 

Praise the Almighty God Jehovah (YHWH), To the highest power.

 

 

El rey David, el rey Salomón y el resto de los 14 reyes en la sucesión de 1.500 años de gobierno dinástico. Los reyes del Norte y los Reyes del Sur experimentaron sanciones Divinas. No voy a señalar a cada Rey y la oposición, pero “diré esto”... que lo que el Rey Todopoderoso de los cielos y de la tierra, Jehová (YHWH) Dios trae a su casa (tienda) es un invitado especial. .

 

Es de particular interés cómo apreciamos esa invitación, algunos reyes realmente valoraron la relación simbiótica. Es de gran ayuda comprender cómo esta figura Divina respondió y razonó todo, en un intercambio simbiótico. Algunos de estos Reyes eran muy malvados y viles, de naturaleza bárbara, descarriados por la oposición e inherentemente contrarios a la voluntad Divina.

 

Me deja estupefacto, perdido en mis pensamientos, agotado en espíritu, pero renovado ante el paso de este espacio asignado que ocupo en el dominio de mi maestro. Hablo de reyes porque ¿quién soy yo? pero un mortal miserable, registrando la casa de mi amo... persiguiendo su corazón... estirando los frutos del espíritu, dejó atrás atributos que no puedo abarcar.

 

Me siento cargado emocionalmente al revelar la obra del Espíritu Santo, y también considero cuán cargado está el Lugar Santísimo, la hueste de las huestes. Una estructura de poder que puedo sentir... sentir... y ver todo muy obvio a través del poder de la fe, y cómo todos los seres vivos declaran su gloria.

 

Alabado sea EL Dios Todopoderoso Jehová (YHWH), Al poder supremo, mas alto.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Expandable/Human

 

What the normal eye see’s is what I don’t see, I’m going to get spiritual and philosophical. If one takes a simple rubber-band and flexes it proximity 50 times it losses flexibility, elasticity and eventually slaps. Or one can take the simple rubber-band and flex-it in full beyond the threshold and eventually it will break.

The human rubber-band is of the same function, we are in the middle between two highly opposing tents good/and bad, its a tug-of-war in which we are being utilized as instruments of choice and separated accordingly through the knowledge gained. We have free will to pick which side separates us, but not which side chooses us. The election by which we become the instrument, depending on which side wants it more. The good/benevolent reaches out and the opposing tent exercises contractual rights to do the same. For better or worse its expectation to remain expandable. Too what point ?

So there are two ways to break-down expeditiously or through momentum or accepting non resistance and eventually washing away without the knowledge. Gaining insight of why the ups /downs in our everyday struggles would balance the playing field, and the chessboard of player’s can reveal their hand more openly of the pulls and stretching, we our all subject one way or the other.

I have just revealed my hand of why we/us are being stretched thin and because of knowledge gained, remaining expandable...something will eventually break...and breaking is not that one throws in the towel, but through trial and perseverance access granted. Beyond the scope of reasoning why some are targets for the greater call or awakening is somethings that remains insolvent in a series of episodes I wish not to disclose.

Who is your equal, who is your rival, what's the opposition ? You the all seeing, all loving and benevolent, stage-cast the insensible like pawns in a borderless chessboard.

For every move made you're light years away and not one miserable among the mortals or immortals can access your hand unless granted.

this much I know!

Rafael G Gonzalez

God's (YHWH) outlaw

 

For all my criminal activities (pass and present)**
I have a supreme Judge (YHWH, the Almighty Divine) a prosecutor (Jesus, the millennium Reign; welcome Reign) and a hand picked jury some whom I have labored with hand-to-hand.
 

The accuser a counterfeit defector, who has afflicted me from birth…..
The verdict a life sentence of love,compassion,mercy and undeserved-kindness, and a badge of honor for bravery, courage for standing up to a psychopath bully.
 

Stead-fast in all my tribulations, and yet those to come.
I anticipate this trial as a symbolic death-role recipient, my opening statement, “Satan you’re a beast and you know it, because Jesus the King said so! Your warden !
 

In all these years in shackles I can truly say...let’s do this all-over again.
Rafael G

*Taking on the judgement sit, would equate in usurping the authority of the almighty Divine. A mere moral can't read minds, hearts or home in on stress levels. The fine shepherd...(not the super-fine shepherd), that The apostle Paul warned about; can see through all our short comings. I put my trust less on humans in high places, and pull more confidently with the fine shepherd !

2 Corinthians 4:3
if, in fact, the good news we declare is veiled, it is veiled among those who are perishing, 

2 Corinthians 4:12
So death is at work in us, but life in you.
 

2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore, we do not give up, but even if the man we are outside is wasting away, certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.
 

Galatians 1: 9
As we have said before, so now I say again: If anyone is preaching to you a gospel contrary to the one you received, let him be accursed. *
" I include myself, if that be case...for that I have judge, a prosecutor and a cloud of witnesses."

**Being an outlaw for the cause (the conspirator, the arch enemy) of Jesus and The Almighty God has placed me in shackles contrary to Divine law. So I have become God's outlaw more then the average, singled out by cowards and bullies that have striped away my rights to defend or tried their best to make me hold.

 

But I will say this....

It is a heavy burden to speak the truth, but not heavy enough to separate me from it. The countless attempts have been futile and much counter-productive, even if it means death, let it be honorable, for this I have been called.

 

Es una carga pesada decir la verdad, pero no lo suficientemente pesada como para separarme de ella. Los innumerables intentos han sido inútiles y mucho contraproducentes, incluso si eso significa la muerte, que sea honorable, por esto he sido llamado.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Jiddu state of mind

 

We have reduced the world to its present state of chaos by our self-centred activity, by our prejudices, our hatreds, our nationalism, and when we say we cannot do anything about it, we are accepting disorder in ourselves as inevitable. We have splintered the world into fragments and if we ourselves are broken, fragmented, our relationship with the world will also be broken. But if, when we act, we act totally, then our relationship with the world undergoes a tremendous revolution.

 

After all, any movement which is worth while, any action which has any deep significance, must begin with each one of us. I must change first; I must see what is the nature and structure of my relationship with the world - and in the very seeing is the doing; therefore I, as a human being living in the world, bring about a different quality, and that quality, it seems to me, is the quality of the religious mind.

 

The religious mind is something entirely different from the mind that believes in religion. You cannot be religious and yet be a Hindu, a Muslim, a Christian, a Buddhist. A religious mind does not seek at all, it cannot experiment with truth. Truth is not something dictated by your pleasure or pain, or by your conditioning as a Hindu or whatever religion you belong to. The religious mind is a state of mind in which there is no fear and therefore no belief whatsoever but only what is - what actually is.

 

~ J Krishnamurti Freedom from the Known Chapter 16

A religious mind is inquisitive, the spiritual mind is innate, it contends with that which is superlative and it's guidance must coincide with that which is also superlativeness. In my years in searching for the ultimate God, my experience has been a relentless pursue for a connection, for a revelation that imparts Divinity and all the attributes of finest design. I have found my God, which seeks (me) in the stillness, silence of a yearning heart to piece together all the vast overloads that which I seek in that grandeur.

It's been no easy task...and in prayer's, supplications, talk's I commune with such' as I would with this audience as (the medium). Yes, the spirituality of this mind-set invoked a host which I would have never found otherwise. YHWH-through historical writings and signature of God, has made my search equal for the things you hear and read today, which is the ultimate expression.

Let (me) just clarify one last thing the mindset or state of mind, becomes a reality once, a person disowns all that is pass and embrace the higher learning or ultimate expression, which is the truth and let go free. With the truth we can harness the needful apparatus to undo, the great question ? of why so much pain and human suffering. The 30,000 thousand god's become subject for endless search, when the human mindset submits to greater call of spirituality.

"one can't experiment with truth"- Jiddu

I hope you get the point !

Rafael G Gonzalez

Welcome Reign * Special guest

 

I have never felt alone, as a matter of fact I’m very comfortable writing and expressing about the fruit's of the spirit which overshadows (me). In my years in absences, the ones missing (me), are the ones lacking insight and engaging the benevolent acts which are superlative to embrace just like the host, pure, strong to digest.

 

In years of absence, the bowl has never run empty and fruits for the picking. Now that my call is taking a new path and guided traction, my absence has not been in vain. When the subject (me) and presence (Host) never broke loose.

 

It’s not my time to boast, but I will say this your honor is unsurpassed, your boldness riddles me, your act of undeserved-kindness keep me in debt, your loyalty undisputed, my sweet dreams you have untied, you broke into my storage vault and guided my senses. I wish to keep writing to chase your heart, to cause and move your greatness...if that is eternity that's where my focus will to be.

 

I’m very eager in joining the ranks, with no ambitions, not seeking rewards, or position in the race. In the race we have a first prize-winner Jesus Christ, will we cross the finish-line ? We would love to see you there! My desire only a request that are personal and acceptable to the goal-keeper (Almighty God Jehovah-YHWH) host of host that is enough to fill (me), as I go about in paying my debt.

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*YHWH

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Power struggle

 

I fall to pieces and a sadness that chokes (me),

 

As I, walk pass those corridors and a cold spell that last many seasons,

 

I shall not forget the irony that has walked with (me) and the assembly of 

piercing starring eyes adding more to the conflict that rages inside.

 

Yet I’m your guest, that teaches forbearance, love, kindness, compassion, and a host of fruits for the picking.

 

I kinda wonder who was gaining from this chaos crushing (me) inside ?

 

And I, rekindle with reasoning “when I’m weak” a power struggle rages within...then the irony shifts gears to my favor.

 

In the order of weakness and power, I bear witness of a Divine being who has set (me) free, through the act of true love...and we are one in the challenge to uphold a universal question ? Of who really rules with exclusive devotion !

 

Please take (me) home as you wish! Where I belong ! Praise be your saintly and Divine name...Jehovah (YHWH) for millenniums to come !

Rafael G Gonzalez

I'm your witness II

 

If I’m called/approved for the work's of Almighty God, then I must show up for the work's of God.

 But if I do both, the work's of God and that of nations, I’m good for nothing, but a rotten flesh.

 

If I under God’s mercy and contrite the spirit, and also uplift the spirit...I must be under some special supervision, that the power structure has not given me to complete darkness.

 

Yet there is this battle cry that only this power structure can accommodate, yet I wrestle and wish to eradicate.

 

So if my weakness is great, so is greater the power structure that supports me through all my good intentions.

 

So here is my contention, at the final call the weakness shall slip and the good for nothing power behind it, decompose in the flesh.

 

I must also say this, we are winning and most onlooker’s will never see, how an enemy is turned upside down in his countless attempts and counterfeits.

 

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.

 

Praise the Almighty God, praise him while you can !

  

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Si soy llamado / aprobado para la obra de Dios Todopoderoso, entonces debo presentarme para la obra de Dios.

 

Pero si hago ambas cosas, la obra de Dios y la de las naciones, no sirvo para nada, sino para carne podrida.

 

Si estoy bajo la misericordia de Dios y contrito el espíritu, y también elevo el espíritu...Debo estar bajo una supervisión especial, que la estructura de poder no me ha dado para completar la oscuridad.

 

Sin embargo, existe este grito de batalla que solo esta estructura de poder puede acomodar, sin embargo, lucho y deseo erradicar.

 

Entonces, si mi debilidad es grande, también lo es la estructura de poder que me apoya a través de todas mis buenas intenciones.

 

Así que aquí está mi argumento, en la llamada final la debilidad se deslizará y el poder inútil detrás de ella, se descompondrá en la carne.

 

También debo decir esto, estamos ganando y la mayoría de los espectadores nunca verán cómo un enemigo se pone patas arriba en sus innumerables intentos y falsificaciones.

 

Ha sido una carga pesada llevar a cabo los mandatos de Dios Todopoderoso Jehová (Verdad), pero no lo suficientemente pesada como para separarme de ella. Cada oportunidad en la que puedo ser un contrapeso, y contraproducente, me jacto de ser ese contendiente con un alto precio.

 

Alabado se a Dios Todopoderoso, alabalo mientras puedas

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Purple Triangle

 

May your spirit fill us with holiness, courage and patience's, so that we can overcome the enemy.

The infamous slanderer that has cause great disturbance and has challenged our faith with countless schemes.

 

Give us insight into his treacherous acts to with-stand those machinations, Keep us in reserve for the final call, so that your Divine will take place timely and accordingly.

 

The true and faithful will not shrink when pressed beyond our means, we summons a higher power for those moments of glory to your honor.

 

Make us the strong rock, we ask in supplications and services to your Holy name. Deny us not this moment to shine as warrior’s for truth and faith, grant us these least of favors.

 

We’re not cowards, and bear witness of your Holy and Divine will. Instill into us the instrument for theocratic order with the seal of approval.

With perseverance and great endurance we, await your orders...with our eyes on the prize and on mission.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

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Time,space,infinite

 

It’s not easy to shake the Holy-spirit when, it moves one into action,

it is free-will and act of devotion.

Through a chance of faith the sensation is mutual, a deep feeling to a higher call can not be denied.

A glorious time for reflection,

A moment to pause and test truth when accomplished at full-force,

A pause in time to gather all rightfully gain and reserved,

A pause in time to show-up for the work’s of Almighty God,

A pause in time to take the challenge…

it will shake foundations, but that is the call to vibrate in Holy journeys, to express the long awaited scene of training and preparation.

To fill in the gaps of that mutual consortium, to which we’re summons.

In prayer and expectation I, have not stretched the boundaries,

I have much affection for you, If this is the actuating force...then I concede.

Time...space… and infinite are all equal, but eternity belongs to us !

Rafa El G Gonzalez

Jeremiah 1:5

 

Jeremiah 1:5

 

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, And before you were born I sanctified you. I made you a prophet to the nations.”

 

I can not begin to image the power structure behind those, sweet expressions and try to embrace, the fear inspiring, and benevolent kindness in which are said.

 

From a microscopic form the author/script-writer Can weave/knit life and predict, stage-cast its unique performance, gifts, expressions, and host Divine implants each with a personalize touch ?

 

Our DNA carries massive amount of information of each individual under Divine watch. Let me say this, of every living thing that has life in it. That is enough to have a brain storm...now you know how I feel very often as I write.

I express freely and it consumes me, to come in touch with these brain-storming gifts and sweetness of unequal host.

 

He must be laud, praised, sanctified, and made whole in every thought, expressions, and actions in the allotted time, so that through a process it becomes soothing melodies fit and acceptable in his Holiest realm.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Knitted in memory

 

 

Jehovah...mi santo, ingeniero creador... las obras de tus manos claman tu santidad,

 

toda vibracion y expression elogian un ser Divino.

 

Tu grandeza no tiene rival,

 

porque me eres tan fiel ? Acaso me debes algo ? Acaso entras con las manos vacia ?

 

Despreciable soy yo, y una eternidad no paga tus actos benevolo de caridad perpetua.

 

No encuentro entrada ni salida, estoy perdido en busca de tus respuestas !

 

Se te sobra la audacia en tratos conmigo,

 

Cuanto tiempo me tuvistes tejido en memoria, y cuando sali del taller sagrado...no fuiste tu quien estiro la mano en bendiciones y expressiones sagrada ?

 

Jehovah...my holy one, creative engineer... the works of your hands cries out for your holiness,

 

all vibration and expression praise a Divine being.

 

Your greatness has no rival,

 

why are you so faithful to me? Do you owe me anything? Do you ever come with empty hands?

 

Despicable am I, and eternity does not repay your benevolent acts of perpetual charity.

 

I can't find a way in or out, I'm lost looking for your answers!

 

You have too much boldness in dealing with me,

 

When you had me knitted in memory, and when I broke open the sacred chamber...wasn't it you,who stretched out your hand in blessings and sacred expressions ?

 

Rafael G Gonzalez