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Saturday, October 5, 2024

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If I God's outlaw "I will say this...it was/is worth every stroke of breath denied and every passerby who became a witness.  I Stand convicted and courageously in the presence of all those who hold the message in contempt, and try and stifle truth and its real meaning. In my many years in shackles, truly its been a heavy price on my head and I can't say no more !
 
To my dearest eternal host Almighty and Divine Jehovah (YHWH), Your name fills my place of dwelling,
I shall not keeping meddling in the past but as Your, spirit fills the same, the renewal of mines the unfruitful becomes the very desirable, weakness replaces strength and the orders of Your, kindness shall not be denied.
In times corridor continue to fill in the gaps, where I may have missed Your, commands by missed-places errors. Hold me not in contempt but shade me from the empty dwellings.
 
Shy away not and restore this vessel to the proper place of refinement. In any fine tuning You, have all the needful crafts, and tools to make right.
Your, spirit at work I can see all to well. Your, timing...my greatest craves. Keep me, in reserve...and so be it, at the final call.
YOU, know me all to well,
 
YOU, the weaver of dreams, thoughts, revelations, messages, predictions, writings, timely and precise without any marginal setbacks. Who can cause a single failure ? Who can forge it's content ? as of the the counterfeiters, who are the authors ?
 
You’ who dare challenge “The Almighty Divine and host-of-host”
You' who through countless counterfeits, schemes and treacherous acts of calculus...swept into a black-hole with no end in sight.
How have you’ fared against the supreme power structure ? Have you gained anything of worth ? Have you’ added a second of breath to your’ eternal damnation ?
 
How have you’ fared against the lesser of flesh and bones ? Your’ preferred target for bullying and carrying out an endless scores ?
Have these also made your’ challenge of twisted views, a shameful act of desperation ?
 
Hold and be hold...a cloud of lightening that bear witness through faith, that your’ cowardly acts conceive no fruits, these Men/Woman of faith, have been a thorn and rise from the ashes you’ consider weak and playground.
Through their weakness, a force-field protects like a shield and growing everyday...mightier and mightier.
 
You’ the so-called angel of light, in drunk darkness you’ have fallen and left the original place of birth among the stars, expelled and no place found for you’ but a suitable dungeon. This is what “The Almighty Divine host-of-host and Jesus-Christ (Michael) have said...The true and faithful.
 
In Seeking access to the Almighty God (YHWH), I'm very much aware in his dealing with the men/woman of faith in the pass and present. There are many to recount, but I will take a few on my list of seeker's. Paul The apostle of nations, Moses a chosen vessel with extraordinary leadership skills, and David a King searching for God's heart.
 
David is my champion, and this love affair between Divine and simple dust has moved (Me) since my young years. From my age 9-12 I had no father or mother figure, being the youngest out of the flock and pecking order the nest is a hostile place. At the age of 12...I was put into a reform school for gifted inner-city kids. Princeton, NJ was my new home until 15.

soy el hijo de nueve el ultimo de una familia humilde, modesta…
cuando sali del taller sagrado un ser Divino me recibio con manos abriertas,
soy su encanto hasta este dia, y dia por dia estare y que logre su objetivo en su engendro,
sere feliz, nada ni nadie podra quebrantar ese gozo,
la alegria que siento de servir, y esta a su disposicion,
estira esta vasija y moldea...moldea, te sere algo util por que eres confiable y nada de lo que te propones a fallado.
Tus poesias Divinas ensayan mi arrededor, todo suspira grandeza, todo elojian tu santidad,
nadien como tu ni nada en lo minimo,
me eres un placer envocar tu nombre O’ Jehovah, me energizas y inspiras gran emocion,
me conmueve las largas noches..descanzo arrebatado, medito en tus magnificas obras,
Jehovah eres muy deseable, placentero, me inquietas, me siento a verte conocido largo tiempo atras,
soy ignorante a causa de tu poder, eres autoridad suprema,
quisiera que sellara mis pensamientos y tambien mi boca, no soy digno de acercarme a un Rey soverano eterno en cual soy su propiedad,
como es possible ser hecho a tu semejansa ?
A lo largo de las divisiones en una noche estellada espero tu presencia, se me agita el espiritu y tengo tu audiencia,
por que me tratas con tan audaz ?
Por que me eres tan fiel ? Acaso me debes algo ? Dichoso en mi podreza el tener acceso a tus riquezas, en lo escondito de cuatro paredes que tu iluminacion replandesca !
 
 
I am the son of nine, the last of a humble, modest family...
When I left the sacred workshop, a Divine being welcomed me with open hands,
I am his charm to this day, and day by day I will be and may He achieve his goal in this birth,
I will be happy, nothing and no one can break that joy,
the joy I feel to serve, and will be at his disposal,
stretch this vessel and mold it... mold it, I will be useful to you because you are trustworthy and nothing you propose has failed.
Your Divine poems rehearse around me, everything sighs greatness, everything praises your holiness,
no one like you or anything in the least,
It is a pleasure for me to invoke your name O' Jehovah, you energize me and inspire great emotion,
I am moved by the long nights... I rest raptly, I meditate on your magnificent works,
Jehovah, you are very desirable, pleasant, you uplift me, I feel having known you for a long time,
I am ignorant because of your power, you are the supreme authority,
I would like you to seal my thoughts and also my mouth, I am not worthy of approaching an eternal sovereign King in which I am his property,
How is it possible to be made in your likeness?
Throughout the divisions on a starry night I wait for your presence, my spirit stirs and I have your audience,
Why do you treat me so boldly?
Why are you so faithful to me?
Do you owe me something?
Blessed is my modesty to have access to your riches, in the hidden place of four walls that your illumination shines!

Life to (me) is a love story from being cast-out from the sacred chamber, Almighty God’s workshop (womb) into the light, from the vast deep and pipe-lines of life, every journey is Divine poetry.
I’m wonderfully made and woven to the highest expectations, I was tailored-made to order and there is nothing missing. From memories long ago...far and beyond, the potter’s vessel and weaver's choice...I must praise him while I can and laud him with all expressions bestowed.
 
I was personally tutored and adopted by a wealthy family while under supervision, in Skillman, New Jersey. I will not go into great details, this is not a Biography about a Puerto-Rican who became an experiment from birth.
 
I can talk about bright young kids who have share my life's journeys : Tyrone King, Ernie walker, Reggie walker, Tony mack, Mike Tyson, Tally Malave, Renzo Malave and the list goes on. But one thing I'm much grateful and will be in debt is to my stepmother Sharon Geisel, God Almighty bless her. When turn 18, I stepped into my own world and started to slip again and joined the USA army to regain my discipline.

In the army I was nicknamed "Hitman" because I got into many fights and knocking out privates, which is not all that acceptable fighting brothers in arms. But there was always a cause, I felt alien and like in different world of young men different from the association I had in the hood. I started boxing at a very young age at about 8 or 9. My training started at local gym "Team Post" in East Trenton, New Jersey, there I received training from a Golden Glove champion and former Marine, Mr. Marlo. In reform school I fought anyone I didn't like and was always disciplined, they kept me busy doing domestic house work which was something absent at home. Also in the streets I joined a brotherhood at that same age, they accepted me and (Lucky= Ricardo Maldonado) into the association. The brotherhood all trained in boxing and there I found greater experience. I think I would have done very well in professional boxing if not for the twist and turns life dishes out and very little guidance.
 
 I spent two weeks in a military hospital in Fort sill Oklahoma, suspended in a coma, because of vaccine induced injury. As a matter of fact it's been a long journey gaining my IQ back at 147. It takes more courage than one can imagine, and for the love of Almighty God, today I live or will die, but the truth has set (me) free. Also being near death it's been an early resurrection, as I await the final call.
 
My compulsory learning's at the school combined with that of skilled educator's prepare (Me) for what you hear and read today. "Poetic notes and journeys" one word...is a collection of writings dating back to my age of 12. At the age 22, I found access in seeking the Almighty God, and I have dedicated my remaining years to present in spiritual warfare.
The greatest of wars, have been fought in the spirit world, and not physical. When all subsides there then we will have peace.
 
Never shrink in speaking the "TRUTH" because we may never know who is listening on the other side, and if there be ideas your witnessing is not in vain. Give praise and glory to the Almighty and Divine, with the gifts of speech and surrender to the one and only what is rightfully his.
The truth shall not be silence, it will remain an open portal to all those who truly yearn and seek it, shake the shackles that have tried to bind it and even go underground when needful.
 
The truth is the greatest of all virtues, it shall remain so as a thorn for all who try and veil it's revelations, messages, for-warnings, and ultimately the great question ? If one contends with tampering, those moments will be cut short.
 
Seek truth and expand the call, no better time then present !
The truth is senior/prior then the conspiracy itself,
Older then the counterfeits,
Much more ancient then Satan the devil and all his schemes,
It’s like lightening striking through the mass dense of darkness and exposing all the fraudulent fabrications.
 
The truth is free and eternal, it can’t be confined, contained, or stopped…
It’s why the devil Satan has had such a hard time, in stifling it’s greatness.
The truth is fitting to all when needful, and we all have made use of it, yet it’s not assimilated/digestible to all.
 
One can live a lie...but not survive the truth, many are aware of this.
The truth is Divine, it has no rival, no equal, undefeated, able to transform, actuate and cause for the better. Awaken and released from bondage.
Lies are invoked and devised to counter it and not the other way around.
The truth is eternal and will remain ageless, and that is what Almighty God 
Jehovah, Yahweh, Jah (YHWH) has said.
 
It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, counter-productive against Satan's counterfeits, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If out of the list there is one faithful, Paul is my champion.
 
Apostle Paul or me ?
 
2 Corinthians 12:7-10 is a passage where Paul has some profound things to say about the theme of strength in weakness. And I want us to begin by reading this passage.
 
(Paul the Apostle) "to keep me from being too elated by the surpassing greatness of the revelations, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from being too elated. Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong".
 
ask me what is my religion ? I will say this, Love...peace and tolerance. Ask me what is my faith ? I will say this, an unbreakable bond between me and a supreme being, which I know exist and experience its manifestations in the many periods of my life's duration. He is all powerful, very visible through his creative process, I'm drawn to him for the same reason he is drawn to me.
 
How do I worship ? In spirit and in truth.
Ask me how I found the light ? I will say this, by tracing back the foundations and man's quest for the greater revelation. Am I in ignorance may that never be the case, to emulate the father creator, I have disowned myself and seek an audience with the perfect being, that is the light, infinite knowledge, compassion, mercy and a true warrior for righteousness and justice.
 
He is equal to all, impartial to all, none and ever will compare to the one and only. In my relentless search for the ultimate GOD, I can honestly say creation speaks in silence !
 
I'm constantly forced to ask within, how can we/I ever truly be a spiritual person...when our bodies (temple) of the soul, is saturated with negative energies causing so many anomalies, that interfere with that growth ?
If I serve out the allotted time, certainly it is a gauntlet well fought' yet I wasn't the whole person I was meant to be !!! This drama that unfolds inside of me, to a point drives the affliction, challenges that become the actuating force in an inquisitive process... Of why my innocence's and the crushing expectations.
 
(Me, a vessel) If I’m weak in the flesh and yet chosen, ordain to do the powerful work’s of the spirit, then the spirit bears my weakness in the flesh. And if the spirit contends with my weakness I have become powerful. If the spirit actuates my life force, then I have overcome my greatest adversary. For it has become my strong-hold, in my contemptible state.
 
So being weak in the flesh, and contemptible...the spirit takes pleasure that I have fought a great battle in my extremities. Left for dead...died many times, yet powerful to on-looker’s, humble in understanding.
 
Internalized by my conflict, and much aware of how its utilized, weaponized against me, here again is my helper. The power over the spirit working it’s ancient secret formula. The flesh and weakness have become silent in their activities as the faith bears all, supports it all...that we have overcome and never left behind.
 
So what is asked of us ? We don’t indulge in the flesh or weakness, yet there ever present ! Does the helper take pleasure in our lowest point ? See for yourself, if He adopted us in our lowest point, certainly his goal would be to make us greater in our highest ! Men/Woman of little faith, how many times can a heart break, and how many times can it mend ? If He can see through all our short-unsightliness, why can’t we ?
 
So if my weakness has become your stronghold...Almighty God bears witness, that I become a lighthouse for those He, shields in love and tender compassion.
 
I dare not deprive "The Holiest-of-Holiest" what is rightfully his. So that through the expression He, becomes elated and joyful at the least.
 
For those who hold the past so dear,
let it go (disable/disconnect) and be cured,
inform the past I don't need you...and repeat and repeat and feel the healing within.
I include myself with you, in the exchange of guilt let's heal one another.
If there be anyone without either, guilt or past...I have carried it to long.
 
*Sometimes a person can feel Satan the (devil) breathing from behind like the wild beast he is. I will say this, I want him to breath hard and feel him, that way I know who to summons and which God (YHWH) I serve.
How merciful are those benevolent host, when we move them the right way, actions of emotions cause them to actuate (engage) become excited and respond timely.

If I’m called/approved for the work's of Almighty God, then I must show up for the work's of God.
But if I do both, the work's of God and that of nations, I’m good for nothing, but a rotten flesh.
If I under God’s mercy and contrite the spirit, and also uplift the spirit...I must be under some special supervision, that the power structure has not given me to complete darkness.
 
Yet there is this battle cry that only this power structure can accommodate, yet I wrestle and wish to eradicate.
So if my weakness is great, so is greater the power structure that supports me through all my good intentions.
 
So here is my contention, at the final call the weakness shall slip and the good for nothing power behind it, decompose in the flesh.
I must also say this, we are winning and most onlooker’s will never see, how an enemy is turned upside down in his countless attempts and counterfeits.

I don't take anyone's word or counsel/advice as the absolute/ultimate gospel, and Jesus being the gospel, I can't follow that to the letter or better yet the law. By remaining pliable/expandable and under reasoning, I let go of all presets so that through a renewal of the self as in selfishness, through him I'm set free because the conscience bear's witness of him. By being cautious of the "man of sin" I choose perspicacity before the man of light.
if anyone has a contention against this bring forth your light...
New King James Version
Luke 16:8
So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light.

Philosophy : Love of wisdom
Why do we seek knowledge ? I search it for the purpose of revealing it, not framing it and keeping in obscurity or secret. Of what function is to know so much and not impart the self of those allotted gains ? The more I know...the better we/us will be, that is my debt/payment to you...to society.
If I embrace wisdom and stupidity, at the end both will merge, but I prefer the highest wisdom, that which man have little access, and few are called. Through love and conscience I summons the highest authority in heavens, that which is personal.
I pity the lesser for their devotional absences, lacking desire, countless excuses and detachment from a spirit of sacrifice.


Insight has helped me to strengthen my columns of greater support,
Ignorance is worse than a loaded weapon,
ignorance breeds extremism, blind hatred, racism, nationalism, patriotism, feminism, machismo, rainbow pride and the most vile absences of reasoning, headstrong stubbornness which is ruination.
Ignorance is worse than a missile,
than an atomic bomb, or 'biological weapon prolonging in the air,
than a dirty bomb with nefarious method and purposes,
that a virus without conscience,
that of unscrupulous science,
that of modified substance,
than the poorly applied pharmacy,
worse than gene editing and manipulation (tinkering with the sacred spiral) for advancement, research of corrupt science and detriment of the specie.
that misguided obedience,
that of reinforced influence with intimidation apparatus (Blackmail) and personal gains, the overpowering of free will,
Ignorance has been one of the most hostile artifact and proponent through-out the human experience,
it is the most destructive spawn of the human being,
Ignorance defies all logic, all that is love and all offspring's and its fruits.
It is sacred to remain ignorant to the chains/shackles that heavily entangles and a snare to the master's we so masterly revere !

Philippians 2:6-8 "although he was existing in God’s form, did not even consider the idea of trying to be equal to God. No, but he emptied* himself and took a slave’s form and became human".
 
In this contraption of flesh and bones there is no self, for I have disown* the self, and place control of the complete person to a higher level of consciousness. My soul journey is to emulate the potter's vessel and conform to the unselfishness, through the many operations of the holy spirit.
*Disowned The self as in selfishness and embraced a higher call...that is the person in Jesus.
 
I recognize that I'm an individual with free will...but the "Divine will" guides the sober-self so that one can be set free, and not ruled or coerced by the implications that I own this contraption of flesh and bones. There is no self or selfishness that can undo, the operations taking hold in inside this soul.
There is no absences in conscience and I'm very much aware of my allotted space, and final call.

On account of our debt seek the highest prize with atonement in view,

I be your witness...if we can hold hands together and claim the highest prize.
That is the seeker’s delight !

Psalm 141:2
May my prayer be as incensed prepared before you,My uplifted hands like the evening grain offering.



Un tributo a la paciencia :
 
Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,
a tu direcion,
a tus momentos designados,
Te vestiste de gala y recibistes el premio major,
a tus actos benevulos,
cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,
Nunca me dejetes sin salida,
Me llenates de gran aguante,
Me orientates en gran consuelo,
Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,
Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,
Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,
Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,
Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,
Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,
Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…
Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia.
 
A tribute to patience:
Forgive (me) for not having conceded into your impulses,
to your direction,
to your designated moments,
you dressed to the nines and received the major prize,
to your benevolent acts,
When I were most in need,
Never left (me) without a way out,
You fill (me) with great endurance,
You guided (me) in great comfort,
Like a pacemaker and hourglass,
you didn't keep track of time,
You were always within my reach,
Never bother with my ignorance,
You harden and yield with unforgettable reasoning,
Your actions towards (me) are superlative,
Your presence along my path will be my eternal company,
My impatience was not your brokenness, but your strength... You have acted like a Divine enigma,
and replenished my greatest desires...I will be in debt for time and duration of my existence.

Psalm 139:14
New International Version
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
 
Life to (me) is a love story from being cast-out from the sacred chamber, Almighty God’s workshop (womb) into the light, from the vast deep and pipe-lines of life, every journey is Divine poetry. I’m wonderfully made and woven to the highest expectations, I was tailored-made to order and there is nothing missing. From memories long ago...far and beyond, the potter’s vessel and weaver choice...I must praise him while I can and laud him with all expressions bestowed.

Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty God of heavens and earth, you are the highest authority, through Jesus-Christ. Let your Divine will usher worth glad tithings and blessings only your tender side of compassion hollows first. Your patience running the gauntlet and time stretching thin, the opposition at the last death strokes. I'm completely confident you have shield (me) well, spare not one part of this contraption of flesh and bones, use (me) in whatever you feel fit...but deprive (me) not.
Expand your creative activities and shame, cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsions (fits), that your love and undeserved-kindness has no rival. Execute your fine-tuned attributes and fruits of the spirit, like no other period in human-kind history. Net the greatest collection of choicest expressions and make them whole for your grand schemes.
I can see that all to well....
Praise and honor to the Almighty God, to the highest power !

 Let your light shine through the truth, may it pierce the hardest substance, make the enemy of the Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah... uncomfortable with your presence. Cause him to slip in your, steadfastness and greater vision of faith. Become a memorial in the scrolls of life, at the gates leading to eternity. Be one of those who can stand in victory, likeness and fashion of "Welcome Reign" I be there with you or die trying at the final call we can say...mission accomplished.
 
 
One of the endowments of the spirit is compassion, in order to have this gift one must disown the self which isn't easy task and feel the physical, mental, or emotional pains of others. At times it can seem intrusive...but not selfish, as no longer seeing itself by embracing others it becomes a comforter. It may come into question and even ridiculed, but that is within the confines of the superlative expression which is Divine. Yes, being sensible is not weakness...it takes more strength that we can imagine to some.
Just reach out the highest power and it's power structure and see for yourself why, it's absent of what we preconceive as weakness.
 
 The more transparent the task, greater is the mission, those who embrace the higher call are aware of this. By simplifying we're in-steps with the fine shepherd. The pressures and distractions in life are all to obvious, but experience is a redeemer.
 
"Keep your eyes on the prize and stay on mission"
 
 She speaks the same language you speak, yet there is irony in her words of truth, compassion, love and work's of the spirit...which is sacrifice. I pass down judgment not, but the experience has been my voice inside yearning for that change, for that pure language, that expression, maybe the gift that remains Untinkered (Unmanipulated) in the vastness of hopes.
 

May your Divine schemes look upon (me), and never depart from (me),
Grant the courage and access to view your commands, mandates, as the blessings already present in gifts and charitable works of your hands.
My heart is heavy for you,
Allow (me) to fight the good fight until my soul slowly wear's out (dims) and through dynamic energy replenish and recycle for those greater moments not yet seen.
If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality...I boast even greater, for what you have made material it truly fits well.
Truly you're my God (Jehovah) the Almighty and Divine, host-of-host...and among the countless god's, they remain impotent, powerless and a shame to look upon. I have made you my strong-hold and summons that supreme authority to seize what is rightfully yours.
 

 When one keep's the expression silent it doesn't take root, it is obvious what is held in secret it is also held hostage and in bondage. To let go of one's intentions take a lot courage, pride must be absent and this is very difficult in our days. It is true some things held in bondage are released in do time...and when thinking of time it's like we had authority over it, that is the greatest illusion. Time makes the calls and we're but microscopic in it's infinite portals. If we were the time-keeper and some of us regarded that illusion, think about how far you have come ?

If you fear (me) and what I write, when the real fear arrives, and the shadow enemy makes the calls you will embrace it with greater eagerness !
It is sacred to remain ignorant to the chains/shackles that heavily entangles and a snare, the master's we so masterly revere !

Si temes (a mí) y a lo que escribo, cuando llegue el verdadero miedo y el enemigo en la sombra los llamados lo abrazarás con mayor afán!

¡Es sagrado permanecer ignorante de las cadenas/grilletes que enredan pesadamente y son una trampa, y los maestros que tan magistralmente reverenciamos!

I place Almighty God (YHWH) as my witness, and stand before him with a clear conscience. That if it be through the expression bestowed or through poetic notes and other means, that I have tried to win the hearts and minds of those who hold (me) in contempt. Thou I practice a high state of awareness, I gather that Almighty God is not partial and that equal footing is granted to all who hold those virtues. The cheap shots taken against my character have no bearing...it is the actions that will eventually exchange and bring down the hostile acts...and this grieves me because I host no such sympathy. 

If controversy shadows (me) its the conscience that expands and that which broadens in overgrow seeks the proverbial "TRUTH" in all its manifestation. When one searches "The way : Divine Truth" in light form, the controversy is removed. Martyrs and seeker's make use of the unusual, so that which tries to over-shadow makes no gains on the proverbial truth. So being a public enemy is the badge of honor that which thereof carries no shame or pain greater then the martyrs/witness themselves.

Si la controversia me ensombrece, es la conciencia la que se expande y la que se ensancha en exceso busca la proverbial "VERDAD" en toda su manifestación. Cuando uno busca "El camino: la Verdad Divina" en forma de la luz, la controversia desaparece. Los mártires y los buscadores hacen uso de lo inusual, de modo que lo que intenta eclipsar no logra avances en la verdad proverbial. Entonces, ser un enemigo público es la insignia de honor, aquello que no conlleva vergüenza ni dolor mayor que los propios mártires/testigos.

What ever I do let (me) do for the lesser,

for anyone lesser then (me) is before me...

Therefore Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness that I have tried to gain the least, so that I may have his favor.

I have disown the self and embrace unselfishness so that through a trial of good will my master finds the expression.

If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune. 

From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics, drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. 

The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out. 

The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !

Does eternity feels loaded down because of time constraints ?

Does a number on it's check list hold any significance ? 

Can it dictate to the lesser in it's space corridor ?

Is ancient of old and eternity of the same substance ?

Is it a difficult task to formulate the call to a higher state of consciousness and embrace the true essences of life giving force, as energies recycle in this enigmatic infinite duration ?  

What is the soul ?

The odds or opposition, it matters not the busy bodies in a consortium of ill guided counsel. The traditions of antiquated hindrance that herniated all aspects that are truly of good nature.

Why step in an arena that is truly a novelty to the unlearned. Why not rebuilt the sagging image that drags all that which is fruitful.

Those who are guided by the spirit live by spirit and there is no corruption. Those with a well trained conscience give a thorough and complete witness before a host that is pure, saintly, benevolent, and sway nor bend to wishes of hearts and souls in detestable reasoning's. 

In conclusion do not destroy what you haven't built, and stay busy on your own affairs, that way that which is built becomes a lodge and resting place for a moments pause.

If you fear (me) and what I write, when the real fear arrives, and the shadow enemy makes the calls you will embrace it with greater eagerness !

Is it sacred to remain ignorant to the chains/shackles that heavily entangles and a snare, the master's we so masterly revere !

Si temes (a mí) y a lo que escribo, cuando llegue el verdadero miedo y el enemigo en la sombra  los llamados lo abrazarás con mayor afán!

¡Es sagrado permanecer ignorante de las cadenas/grilletes que enredan pesadamente y son una trampa, y los maestros que tan magistralmente reverenciamos!

Emotion=Energy in motion, magnetic thoughts that transcends in frequencies, vibrations, through various wave length, the unseen sounds, the spectrum of aurora channeling those hidden gems. To capture these arrays of the unspoken, challenging the brightest of gifts that becomes your expression. So when one releases those vast pool of knowledge, in terms of Divinity what is obscure are made manifest in plain view.

Through the expression, the emotions...energy is relayed effortlessly, poetic notes are inherit as to Divine poetry is in relation too the energy itself.

Do you see the point? 

I hope so !   :}

When was the last time the Almighty God (YHWH) wrote something specifically for you his beloved child ? Well, there is a compilation of 66 books in all of them you finds his ever embracing love affair in relation to his falling children. As a matter fact this Divine being host-of-host spare no time in invoking high emotions in regard for their return.

Everyday, every-week I’m bathe with expressions of endearment, which some may find odd to say.

So allow me to expand a bit...if  I Ralph wrote you a poetic note or a love letter...the expression not own, the feelings not my own, the love not own, the emotions not own, the compassion not own. You see it was all superlatively worked through the incubation period of 9 months and continuance to this day for the Glory of Almighty God himself. I take no credit for this contraption of flesh and bones, and my worth is property (copy right) of Jehovah himself.

One of the greatest tools or should I say attributes of the Holiest-of-Holiest is love, through this sublime quality He, bathe, showers, shields his creative subjects. Should I say anymore ?

Love : It maybe soft and all embracing, yet it can create all the commotion and greater, when understood in it's simplest form. It is a perfect expression,bonding and all encompassing. Yes it is also superlative and should be kept simple...perfecting it is not remote as we are from it.

It doesn’t matter how one peers into life affairs in it’s ups and down’s, we can fill ourselves with excuses and self gratification, we can look to the pass and make good of our judgment. We can make less of the lesser, causing the deep to make calls of spoils. We can showcase every good earned and the same with every good ill guided. I’m happy if your happy, I’m free if your free, but I shall remain that fixture of forbearance as I digest the ways sanity and insanity, how the activities of men are hollow and void with access trivialities. Some may seek to expand in fine gifts, some with the burden of conscience, so what is left of us the learned and the unlearned ? What foot-print do they follow ?


What spoils useful habits, vanity and what must be dislodged from a temporary gratification that easily entangles, that grandeur of self stimulus, that opium (great high) that strikes effortlessly...that comfort zone, the attachments to a set of self ruling predispose inherently chirping in the wind.
Go ahead and flatter yourself, my poverty is sufficient to me ! Vanity is and was a lost cause and can't take root, because I desire it not. All that is gained belongs to posterity !


I summons the Almighty and Sovereign God (YHWH) Jehovah, and serve him to be my witness. That I come before, with a clear conscience, that what I speak, expand and express be a testament to those who question, veil the true and illumination.
you who seek such righteousness can do the same, so rather than questioning the message question him (YHWH) his word doesn't deviate...It can not !
For the sake Almighty and Divine, through the operations of the Holy Spirit I was brought from the point of extinction to shine with his word evermore. In my lowest point I shall fight the good fight, and in the highest be grateful of the call.
Praise, sanctify, laud him while you can...glory to the Most High God !


Every twist and turns have it's own fault lines, without them we become an empty shell. Who envisions a yellow brick road without bumps, ? the whole human experience is a travesty. There are trip wires for every heroic triumph, and for the least travel roads a maze of land mines, vines, stumbling stones, and a host of the unknown.
So you wish to take the first steps ? in the gauntlet of life there is no choice, but a chance...a contrite heart or a self filling destination.
The story one wishes to add or subtract chapters, to suspend or make friendly for the peering, piercing eyes that cast lots on character and not substance. Why not both ?
By disguising meaning the whole human experience becomes a balancing act.

In the midst of those conflicts something far beautiful and exceeding merges. But the stagnant remains fixed, channeled in the balancing act.

I'm going to say it Satan's system is going bankrupt and everything with it...and that is what Almighty God's (YHWH) has said. And what awaits him very soon is a thousand years in the abyss...and Michael the chief warrant leads the prosecution.
When lightening (The Word) strikes through the dense darkness it exposes all fraudulent fabrications, his word (voice) expression in it’s purest form, feels like fire in my soul. Through the allotments granted I write so those actions convey what is rightfully his own
keep your eyes on the prize !

I see a new horizon coming into view, and what didn't shine will shine, and what was in it's dormant state shake in vibrations like morning mist to the field dressing. You the lilies of the grand scheme shall rise and given final calls blessings, because you were never the lesser. I see a Divine will all to clear and it never looked so wonderfully orchestrated, arranged in all it's grandeur, stay awake...stay focus...remain steadfast and on mission.
No human suffering can accommodate for the blessing ahead !

Out of the majestic gardens and the finest of jewels, paradise in our midst, a mornings wake, mid-day traffic of chorus chant, creation lauds and praises invisible host. Out of the priceless treasures she convocates eternal love...a mother...a lady what can replace a link, a bond so strong ?


Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,
Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,
become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,
Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause,
shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,
herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,
Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

Any human being with a God driven conscience, can express and feel the pain, suffering the lesser must go through,
Be silent...keep silent because of the hollow, bottomless void that fills your emptiness or express yourself accordingly to that which is Divine...LOVE.
All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and villainized for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.
When one keep's the expression silent it doesn't take root, it is obvious what is held in secret it is also held hostage and in bondage.
To let go of one's intentions take a lot courage, pride must be absent and this is very difficult in our days. It is true some things held in bondage are released in do time...and when thinking of time it's like we had authority over it, that is the greatest illusion.
Time makes the calls and we're but microscopic in it's infinite portals. If we were the time-keeper and some of us regarded that illusion, think about how far you have come ?
Praise the Almighty God,

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.
How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?
Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and villainized for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.


May your spirit fill us with holiness, courage and patience's, so that we can overcome the enemy.
The infamous slanderer that has cause great disturbance and has challenged our faith with countless schemes.
Give us insight into his treacherous acts to with-stand those machinations, Keep us in reserve for the final call, so that your Divine will take place timely and accordingly.
The true and faithful will not shrink when pressed beyond our means, we summons a higher power for those moments of glory to your honor.
Make us the strong rock, we ask in supplications and services to your Holy name. Deny us not this moment to shine as warrior’s for truth and faith, grant us these least of favors.
We’re not cowards, and bear witness of your Holy and Divine will. Instill into us the instrument for theocratic order with the seal of approval.
With perseverance and great endurance we, await your orders...with our eyes on the prize and on mission.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,
all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,
Express the self in purity,
express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,
fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,
Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,
express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,
what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,
water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,
water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,
as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,
this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,
remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,
make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,
Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,
call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,
your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,
remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.
04/15/24

dischoso es el hombre O mujer (subdito) al cual tu concedes contemplar tu belleza real,
aun los mas selectos en tu administracion tienen que usar velos para protecion radiante,
solo tu otorga eso privilegios,
Una luz eterna la mas brillante en los cosmos, remota y mas sobesaliente.
Pero en que lugar resides entre billions de illuminaciones ?
quien es el hombre para saber tu verdadero sitio de descanzo?
se me pasma la vista pero no el deseo en querete buscar,
me eres como una fogata ardiente en mi corazon, mi alma en busca de tu favor no tiene fin.
 
Happy is the man or woman (subject) to whom you grant to contemplate your royal beauty,
even the most select in your administration have to wear veils for radiant protection, only you grant these privileges,
An eternal light, the brightest in the cosmos, remote and most outstanding...
But where are you resident among billions of illuminations?
Who is the man to know your true resting place?
My eyesight is dazzling but not my desire to search for you,
You are like a burning bonfire in my heart, my soul in search of your favor has no end.

A person of conscience man/woman fit very well with Divine purpose and good will of Almighty God (YHWH) it is this exchange of moral purity, the conscience yearns and debates the other half, through this benevolent search the person of God is made manifest. The awaken remains alert, and engage the fruits of the spirit in form of expressive correspondence in relation to that internal alarm. In retrospect the well trained conscience invokes a greater plateau in which it can't be silenced.


Let (me) comfort you, my dear host-of-host...Holiest-of-Holiest.
I can recall how you felt cut to the heart as your covenant nation, which you considered in Holy matrimony (figurative speaking).
 
They went astray and absorbed by other adulterous nations of phallic worship.
How through Abraham the faithful, your promise came into fruition and Jacob, blessed with twelve sons (twelve tribes) and how you organized the growing numbers of these. The Northern Kingdom and Southern Kingdom. The constant rivalry and treacherous acts of disobedience, the blood letting of these offspring's. Yet your patience and everlasting love...kept you in mission and eye's on prize, the greater outcome.  
 
How you made calls after calls for their return,
 
How you appointed Kings 15 (fifteenth) in succession, 1,400 hundred years of Davidic dynasty. Judges, Prophets, and finally your begotten son (Jesus) welcome reign, the finalist in succession.
 
You have overly extended, stretched the fruits of your Divine spirit, and undeserved-kindness.
I’m just a rogue (rough-man) of the nations, a pawn in the grand schemes of things…
 
I don’t fit your Saintly and Divine superlative yearns, but I will say this allow (me) to be a comforter, for those distressing calls not taken into account.
Your begotten son Jesus (welcome-reign) continued in the path of out-reach, to the nations tossed about  like  sheep's without shepherds. The heaviest of emotional sentiments poured like rain showers, Divine poetry alludes compassion beyond compare. How you wish to gather your personal property like a "hen gather's it’s chicks under it’s wing"...should I continue pressing the quality of your person ?
Jesus (welcome-reign) made good to reference your tireless work, and so he stated “if my father at work, so I’m at work.”
 
Through a selection of order, the Holy spirit commissioned Jesus (welcome reign) “son” and gave authority to bring about suitable vessels, for the final gathering. Til this day you have made (me) one of those selections.
I seek your presence once to often, and have not denied (me) access, this I well know!
 
It is through the expression that you have made right, so please make use of this vessel and hold nothing back, and take (me) home as you wish.
Allow (me) to reciprocate those distressing calls, yearns, signals and this slave be humbled at the least.
 
I don’t question your supreme authority or extreme, balanced power. I don’t need to see the waters divide, clouds of fire, great walls crumble, large armies defeated in one night, or Angel’s illuminate my darkest path.
You my dear have done charitable acts beyond my asking...in debt I shall be for life duration which is the eternal call.
 
Praised, laud, sanctify be your Holiest name (Jehovah=YHWH)
Rafael G Gonzalez
08/08/24


Take me home in victory and triumphant in all gratitude deprive not my life’s sojourn to serve out the allotment time and with meaningful aperture into the New World.

Let me, taste the expression of promise and the words of a loyal King. Life holds all meaning if we can cause the enemy of the Almighty God to slip with the little of expression he leaned on,

being the lesser was not on equal terms when we have guidance and power over the spirit through the Mightiest-of-Mightiest eternal host,

It wont be long before this wretched and decaying system goes into convulsions for a long awaited over-haul, and the victory song “ We shall overcome” and “take me to the promise” as we march ever forward with renewed strength and greatest of hope.

I can see the new horizon coming into view and it never looked so touching to glance at a distance and moments of pause,

There is a great crowd and a vast mixed company of parade-marchers moving steadfast and forward, with an army of light bearer’s in witnessing to the Celestial host (Jehovah God and welcome reign). So remain focus and “keep the eyes on prize and stay on mission” I be there with with you or die trying that is the call.

My greatest of LOVE is when I open my eye’s and see you there, in vows and oath...I can only hope we can hold hands together and eternity in LOVE embrace.

 

 There is no greater love then the love of sacrifice,
And I loved her the same,
Yet she couldn't get pass the fear of love,
for she knew it not,
in the absences of this love affair,
I summoned the ultimate sacrifice to show the way once more,
It kept (me) exhaustively waiting...and this it revealed !
Life and death is like a web, it is a fragile balancing act, yet to experience both is a blessing disguised in full display. This path is synonymous...one of the same,when the embodiment of love searches itself.
Rafael G Gonzalez
09/01/24 315am



“Only fear Jehovah, and you must serve him in truth with all your heart; for see what great things he has done for you.”—1 Sam. 12:24.

Praise, laud, sanctify the Almighty God Jehovah (YHWH).

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 Wednesday, November 20, 2024
Lord set me free *

 If I can't achieve it,

I exert him until he can set me free,

because I want to sing and ride like the wind,

destination free,

loyalty is the vestment, attire of the Almighty God,

and this quality I shall attain as the gift of trials,

I shall seek and earn his loyal love, his heart mend in the vastness of memories,

His saintly person radiate, vibrate with extreme joy and in that excitement feel

a total comfort, harmony of what is Divine,

Should I continue pressing the qualities of your person ? In my lowest point which is the deeps, a call is heard of that wonderful, awesome jubilee we share.

I wish to have known your works earlier to color ink those moments in pause,

take (me) home a place where we are suited for each other, in the cradle of paradise, in the clouds of invisible host, draft (me) into that stock pile of purest energy...but do as you wish, a Divine will be at work this much I'm well aware.

Praise and laud the Almighty God, that of Abraham, Moses, Jacob and the rest of faithful.

*YHWH Special guest

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

  I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free. 

And when I say free, it's not on my own accord, but by a new set of virtues absent of pass yearnings for the revelations to a higher state of conformity. Disowning the self is letting go completely all that which has been a hindrance, and embarking on a continuance journey of reparation and restoration of that newly acquire calling of awareness,

Being conscience of these out of body exchanges is an overgrowth of collective assignments in life's journeys and alignment with the internal conflicts. It becomes the life long experience and duration, that can become a question of selection and not chance. How many of us at one time or another felt like life affairs had no alignment with the internal conflicts ? Our daily routines (life affairs) and conscience (internal conflicts) were at odds with each other, being that the call was placed on (me) and me not on the call. I feel singled out and privileged that the implants in form of conscientiousness can't be dismissed. The expression woven deep, hammered into our DNA by means beyond  human understanding is awakening, vibrating, seeking it's new path and focused with a revived charge to spark.

In retrospect what is internal become external and we engage the exchange with the freedom of purest invocation of that new self. So we carry on as light bearers, illuminating the darkest path in the most subtle substitution of enigmatic shades, light and darkness.

A mind...A heart...A conscience...A spirit... all encapsulated in a contraption of fresh and bones with these I'm suited to make spiritual warfare, and theocratic order !

Praise and sanctify the Almighty God (YHWH)

Rafael G Gonzalez
 
  Divine love is highly embracing, overwhelming, all encompassing...only cowards find it to be a challenge,

Those who have been searched (intentions read out loud) by the Holy spirit can give a thorough and complete witness in absences of fear,

loyal love echoes from the most remote, and this perfect quality can not be summarized, defined or expressed at it's least form,

The continuance expansion of this quality is fully dependent on nourishment, not something to be left along the side road as trivial matters,

I ask this question when does the teaching becomes antiquated, when does the rhythmic overtones exhaust the subject or when the subject require a different approach ?

In the presence of Divine Love the teaching is never antiquated ! The subject is never exhausting, by seeking it we endeavor to a higher state of consciousness as it can't be defined, summarized or in a cowardly manner fear it's true attachment !


El amor divino es sumamente abrazante, abrumador, abarca todo, sólo los cobardes lo encuentran un desafío,

Aquellos que han sido buscados (intenciones leídas en voz alta) por el Espíritu Santo pueden dar un testimonio completo en ausencia del miedo,

El amor leal resuena desde lo más remoto, y esta cualidad perfecta no puede resumirse, definirse ni expresarse en su forma más mínima,

La expansión continua de esta cualidad depende completamente de la nutrición, no es algo que se deje a un lado como un asunto trivial,

Hago esta pregunta: ¿cuándo la enseñanza se vuelve anticuada, cuando los matices rítmicos agotan el tema o cuando el tema requiere un enfoque diferente?

 ¡En presencia del Amor Divino la enseñanza nunca es anticuada! El tema nunca es agotador, al buscarlo nos esforzamos por alcanzar un estado superior de conciencia, ya que no puede definirse, resumirse o temer de manera cobarde su verdadero apego y hallazgo.

Rafael G gonzalez
 
 Yellow in memory of my loyalty and white the purity of faith and eternal love,

in paradise the chase is never ending.

The evergreens of everlasting attachments, and the thorns a delicate balance that choreographs the burning flame,

fragile as it may seem, the power it holds and the lasting impressions to the givers want,

a child of countless spring seasons, for generations to come and eternity to follow,

She awakens my dormant cells and cause a big bang in the deepest of heart, the expansion of that burst...a super Nova of explosive thoughts.

In God (YHWH) Almighty I trust that this affirmative actions of his own Divine will pull us together as energies aggregate in a massive collection and create that incredible spark.

Your absences a living memory, your silence my longest yearn, hear (me) you dream-weaver and Host-of-Host, are you not behind this cause ? My soul is restless in knowing you better, in this perpetual feelings fill our intrigues !
 
Rafael G Gonzalez
10/22/24
 
  Jehovah God Almighty and Divine is my eternal crush,

There can not be any other parties between us,

We shall hold hands together and on the wings of love, (He) carries me home for the duration of that sublime sentiment,

I shall write and sing melodies, and from out of the deeps introduce new songs for the assembly, gatherings for the faithful,

Love and pain are equally matched, and there's nothing but love-joy...jubilation,

Birth pains are like disquieting storms and the finest theatrics in melodies they chant,

In patience I wait and my heart race like a meteor chasing across the mid-night skies.

I constantly inform you about her pleasantness and desire to make her our choice !

10/04/24 yes she is the perfect ten !

* Special guest!
 
 

I can feel your power,

I can feel your harm embrace,

your celestial chariot ever moving in a synchronized way,

it won't be long before I join the rest,

there be a call that fills in so many ways, 

a void so hollow, your tear drops from-heavenly realm wash away,

I learnt a new song and on the way home, you carried (me) like a weightless feather

and I praised and praised,

in the deepness of true love there can't be any pain, and if there be pain it's called the greatest of joy,

your whole person is the attire of the highest love and there is no equal,

the insensible have deviated from the true expression and feel hurt at the sight of love, yet I seek it because of you,

your cause stretch beyond the visible cosmos and human activities are shameful at the least,

foolish mortals is what I make of their distractions and shower them with the greatest of feelings, so they can cast themselves out of the lot and remain ill and foolish. 

May your Divine person pace with (me) and it's shadow in full guard embrace, yet we in love...a slave chase a master's treasure...a heart, a song take (me to the promise, take me home.

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

Published on
4/12/25 10:31 PM
 
 

Oh LORD (YHWH) I can feel your power, and warm embrace,

I can feel your grace,

So lean on (me)... lean on (me)

yes, let it rain on (me)

I say let it rain.... just let it rain..... I can feel your Spirit move through (me) and in Holy showers you bathe (me) in holiest embrace,

let's walk through the rain, holding hands just take (me) away,

and allow (me) to sing our new song,

victory at hand, victory at hand...we shall come together beyond eternity, your saintly person find our place

so please let it rain, it let rain... wash away pain, sorrows my yearns fully embrace,

 Oh LORD...Oh LORD take (me) away....

 
Published on
4/7/25 8:03 PM
 
 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic) depression,

your anxiety (disorder),

your bi-polar-ism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

social (disorders)

Narcissistic (disorders)

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafael G Gonzalez


 * footnotes

 La consciencia bien entrenada debe resumir su postura,

El que es debil en espiritu tambien lo es fundamental en el alma,

El cuerpo occupado en asustos ajenos es una contienda para si mismo,

El pastor que favoreze a una oveja no apprecia a ninguna,

una lengua suerta y sin freno estralla mil veces,

un cuerpo en liderazgo de los supuestamente sabios pierde su funcion cuando menos se espera,

las mas grande de fortaleza's  abren sus puertas atraves del mero tiempo,

En un asilo de problemas de salud mental, sólo la sanidad puede liberarse,

Aquellos que exageran los resultados son los actores reaccionarios con poco espacio para maniobrar,

Mil años buscan la perfección, ¿quién entre los mortales podrá alcanzarla?

¡Los hombres débiles que  super imponen tal ley no han llegado a conocer a Dios!

El exceso de celos consume como un fuego salvaje y sus chispas propagan discordias que no son fáciles de extinguir.

 

A well-trained conscience must summarize its position,

 He who is weak in spirit is also fundamentally weak at the soul,

 A busy body preoccupied with other people's affairs is a struggle for itself,

 A pastor who favors one sheep appreciates none,

 A loose and unbridled tongue breaks a thousand times,

 A body led by the supposedly wise loses its function when least expected,

 The greatest of fortifications open their doors through mere time,

 In a asylum of mental health issues only sanity can break free,

those who exaggerate outcome are the reactionary actors with little space to maneuver,

A thousand years seeks perfection, who among the mortals can attain it ?

weak men who super impose such law have not come to know God !

being over zealous consumes like a wild fire and its sparks spread contention not easy to extinguish,
 

*Maybe by using a few picture some may get the meaning.

 Rafael G Gonzalez

03/15/25

 

Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,

Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call" 

for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,

please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,

with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,

the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,

let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ? 

When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting,

I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down 

these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,

your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,

my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,

I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,

dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,

hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.

 Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on

3/12/25 6:13 AM
 

May my love be your battle field,

and my loyalty overlap eternity,

Why you feel agitated and spirit unease?

Why you seek a replacement ? 

do you not know who guides your disquieting heart impulses? 

Let me see you smile again and cause our father's person to rejoice until he becomes filled with your grace,

I have been observing your wonderful person, but there is one who can showcase

your true expression,

This morning I woke and there stood this omnipresence, this causative feeling and you were part of this drama, 

once to often it takes hold of (me) like an instrument awaiting it's performance, stage-casting to audience in amazement,

If blessing and undeserved-kindness were to be summarized, you have gone to far...I would prefer to remain in the ashes of creation,

If this be my last to a prelude, remember you have our standing ovation.

 

Que mi amor sea tu campo de batalla,

y mi lealtad se superponga a la eternidad,

¿Por qué te sientes agitada y tu espíritu excitado?

¿Por qué buscas un reemplazo?

¿No sabes quién guía los impulsos inquietantes de tu corazón?

Déjame verte sonreír de nuevo y hacer que la persona de mi padre se regocije hasta que se llene de tu gracia,

He estado observando tu maravillosa persona, pero hay alguien que puede mostrar

tu verdadera expresión,

Esta mañana me desperté y allí estaba esta omnipresencia, este sentimiento causante y tú eras parte de este drama,

una vez más se apodera de mí como un instrumento que espera su actuación, presentándose ante el público asombrado,

Si la bendición y la bondad inmerecida tuvieran que resumirse, has ido demasiado lejos... Preferiría permanecer en las cenizas de la creación,

Si este es mi último preludio, recuerda que tienes nuestra ovación de pie.

Rafael G Gonzalez
12/17/24 4:17 AM

 

 

There are times man/woman come across things in form of expression that cause a great stir in a person's soul. When it comes to feelings my body is less sensitive as it is my heart. The qualities of the Almighty and Divine, which are termed "fruits of the Holy Spirit"( which is the person of GOD) is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith. In other words one has to feel themselves through the body/person of Almighty God (YHWH), bless be his name to time indefinite. Some of us have these gifts in possession to a greater charity of the Holy Spirit it self.

If logic is absent, in the absent of this logic I have emotional intelligence, that supersedes the failures of stoic reasoning. As human-being we all have some kind of feelings, some kind of affection, sometime mutual...in others sometime a singleness of that attraction. In the process of bridging the gap, some come across stiff opposition in various forms. I'm not innocent in these attacks, the subject of interest are not the resistance...but those who have little access and question the superlative gifts, which in turn contrite the Holy Spirit.

The opposition acts as a controller in various forms, method, and schemes, reasoning it's for the good, undermining the access already in the work's through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. And where I stand is firm with a clear conscience moving ever forward, in great lament.

Some have taken issues with the things written, fearing it's content and the very truth behind it. But it's not the fear making them stutter and stammer, it's the favor in expression of the Holy Spirit that which carries out a restless search.

Now that you know carry those feelings to the highest power, and we dress in the vestment of purity, and the Holiest-of-Holiest feels complete in the exchange of those expressions.

I wish to extend my apologies through the expression,

 

 

Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,

the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,

actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical

high's and low's,

that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,

the room that filled the eagerness of heart,

love in the chills of ice,

colder and colder working it's web,

the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,

but the true word never failed,

a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious, 

the search not for the faint of heart,

I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,

under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,

So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?

let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".


Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas, 

las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión, 

acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo, 

la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón, 

el amor en los escalofríos del hielo, 

más y más frío tejiendo su red,

el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas, 

pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló, 

un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias, 

la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón, 

prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda, 

bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción, 

Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue? 

Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".

Published on
2/12/25 3:28 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

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