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Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised
There are moment's hard to absorb, and moment's that absorb completely, moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, ...

Saturday, February 22, 2025
King of King's (Revised)
Monday, February 3, 2025
Eternity in love *Special guest
Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk,+For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8
Tuesday, January 7, 2025
Eternal Crush (Revised)
Jehovah God Almighty and Divine is my eternal crush,
There can not be any other parties between us,
We shall hold hands together and on the wings of love, (He) carries me home for the duration of that sublime sentiment,
I shall write and sing melodies, and from out of the deeps introduce new songs for the assembly, gatherings for the faithful,
Love and pain are equally matched, and there's nothing but love-joy...jubilation,
Birth pains are like disquieting storms and the finest theatrics in melodies they chant,
In patience I wait and my heart race like a meteor chasing across the mid-night skies.
I constantly inform you about her pleasantness and desire to make her our choice !
10/04/24 The perfect ten !
* Special guest!
Tuesday, December 17, 2024
Rise and Shine * D.A.N (Revised)
May my love be your battle field,
and my loyalty overlap eternity,
Why you feel agitated and spirit unease?
Why you seek a replacement ?
do you not know who guides your disquieting heart impulses?
Let me see you smile again and cause our father's person to rejoice until he becomes filled with your grace,
I have been observing your wonderful person, but there is one who can showcase
your true expression,
This morning I woke and there stood this omnipresence, this causative feeling and you were part of this drama,
once to often it takes hold of (me) like an instrument awaiting it's performance, stage-casting to audience in amazement,
If blessing and undeserved-kindness were to be summarized, you have gone
to far...I would prefer to remain in the ashes of creation,
If this be my last to a prelude, remember you have our standing ovation.
Que mi amor sea tu campo de batalla,
y mi lealtad se superponga a la eternidad,
¿Por qué te sientes agitada y tu espíritu excitado?
¿Por qué buscas un reemplazo?
¿No sabes quién guía los impulsos inquietantes de tu corazón?
Déjame verte sonreír de nuevo y hacer que la persona de mi padre se regocije hasta que se llene de tu gracia,
He estado observando tu maravillosa persona, pero hay alguien que puede mostrar
tu verdadera expresión,
Esta mañana me desperté y allí estaba esta omnipresencia, este sentimiento causante y tú eras parte de este drama,
una vez más se apodera de mí como un instrumento que espera su actuación, presentándose ante el público asombrado,
Si la bendición y la bondad inmerecida tuvieran que resumirse, has ido demasiado lejos... Preferiría permanecer en las cenizas de la creación,
Si este es mi último preludio, recuerda que tienes nuestra ovación de pie.
Rafael G Gonzalez
*D.A.N
12/17/24 4:17 AM
Sunday, December 15, 2024
My guest eternal presence
When you rise and shine praise him,
when you first open your eyes after a sound sleep laud him great,
every breath you take may that energy carries connotation of that Holy name,
for every exhalation may the witnessing carry great tidings,
every break you take and in between sanctify his kindness,
bless be the fruits of his Holiest spirit,
bless be his Holiest attributes,
make him your strong-hold in your contemptible state, his guidance never fails,
keep seeking the person of the Almighty, loyal, benevolent and Divine,
in your short comings count the victories that will amass to your favor,
your staying power and reliance will remind the enemy that Almighty God (YHWH) had the upper hand in all events,
Walk with him and cherish the moment that access granted,
With all power and expression bestowed feel him, energize your whole person in great shadows and grace.
Make him your guest and have an open invitation for eternal presence.
Rafael G Gonzalez
Thursday, December 12, 2024
God's Slave girl
In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.”
Friday, December 6, 2024
Special guest II * D.A.N (Revised)
I have missed her like a fleeting spring breeze of many seasons,
Her absences has become a memorial stamped in my soul,
I'm under the good impression that these forces will merge if there be a Divine will,
A call is heard and it's not your average day-break,
in places I have not known a hang-over of moments (Experiences) pass replace the void I eagerly embrace to often,
what stands against these verses have never expand the superlativeness/excellences of a quality so Divine,
yes, in life's journeys...truth, loyalty, and love are the sojourner's in the invisible presences it can no longer deny,
If I seek a comforter its a hollow void, and in these thoughts that emanate from the profound deep....certainly are my guide,
I must continue pressing forward until one totally consumes me,
as touching as it may seem, not so touching the absence, presences and all encompassing, that is God's slave girl that we hold so dear,
Our hearts are an open portal for your access, only a few in a selection and you one of them,
Until my heart gives up it's beats/rhythm...I shall praise God's (YHWH) finest of expressions, that reside and dwell deeply woven in the pipe-lines of life,
She lights up the house of God like a lamp stand, and her smile a thousand color spectrum and millenniums of love joy,
From what stockpile of those energies you released her, and after the fine-tuning what draft orders are in place ?
Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH)...just praise him !
La he extrañado como una brisa primaveral fugaz de muchas estaciones,
Su ausencias se han convertido en un memorial estampado en mi alma,
Tengo la buena impresión de que estas fuerzas se fusionarán si hay una voluntad Divina,
Se escucha un llamado y no es un amanecer común,
en lugares que no he conocido, una resaca de momentos (experiencias) pasado reemplazan el vacío que abrazo con entusiasmo y con demasiada frecuencia,
lo que se opone a estos versos nunca han expandido la superlatividad/excelencias de una cualidad tan Divina,
sí, en los viajes de la vida... la verdad, la lealtad y el amor son los peregrinos en las presencias invisibles que ya no se puede negar,
Si busco un consolador es un vacío hueco, y en estos pensamientos que emanan de lo profundo... ciertamente son mi guía,
Debo seguir presionando hacia adelante hasta que uno me consuma por completo,
por conmovedor que parezca, no tan conmovedor la ausencia, las presencias y todo lo abarcante, que es la esclava de Dios que tanto apreciamos,
Hasta que mi corazón abandone sus latidos/ritmo... alabaré las más finas expresiones de Dios (YHWH), que residen y moran profundamente entretejidas en las tuberías de la vida,
Ella ilumina la casa de Dios como un candelabro divino, y su sonrisa es un espectro de mil colores y milenios de amor y alegría,
¿De qué reservas de esas energías la liberaste y, después del ajuste-fino,qué órdenes preliminares están en vigor?
Rafael G Gonzalez
Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)... ¡simplemente alábenlo!
*YHWH (Slave girl) D.A.N
Wednesday, November 20, 2024
Lord set me free * D.A.N (Revised)
If I can't achieve it,
I exert him until he can set me free,
because I want to sing and ride like the wind,
destination free,
loyalty is the vestment, attire of the Almighty God,
and this quality I shall attain as the gift of trials,
I shall seek and earn his loyal love, his heart mend in the vastness of memories,
His saintly person radiate, vibrate with extreme joy and in that excitement feel
a total comfort, harmony of what is Divine,
Should I continue pressing the qualities of your person ? In my lowest point which is the deeps, a call is heard of that wonderful, awesome jubilee we share.
I wish to have known your works earlier to color ink those moments in pause,
take (me) home a place where we are suited for each other, in the cradle of paradise, in the clouds of invisible host, draft (me) into that stock pile of purest energy...but do as you wish, a Divine will be at work this much I'm well aware.
Praise and laud the Almighty God, that of Abraham, Moses, Jacob and the rest of faithful.
Señor libérame
Si no lo puedo lograr,
lo ejercito hasta que pueda liberarme,
porque quiero cantar y cabalgar como el viento,
destino libre,
la lealtad es la vestidura, el atavío del Dios Todopoderoso,
y esta cualidad la alcanzaré como el don de las pruebas,
buscaré y ganaré su amor leal, su corazón se remendará en la inmensidad de los recuerdos,
su santa persona irradiará, vibrará con alegría extrema y en esa emoción sentiré
un consuelo total, armonía de lo Divino,
¿Deberia seguir presionando las cualidades de tu persona? En mi punto más bajo que es lo profundo, se escucha un llamado de ese maravilloso, asombroso jubileo que compartimos.
Me hubiese gustado conocer de antes tus obras, para dar color a esos momentos de pausa,
llévame a casa, a un lugar donde estemos hechos el uno para el otro, en la cuna del paraíso, en las nubes de un ejército invisible, llévame a ese depósito de energía más pura... pero haz lo que quieras, un Divino estará trabajando, de eso estoy muy consciente.
Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso, el de Abraham, Moisés, Jacob y el resto de los fieles.
*Invitado especial( YHWH)
*YHWH Special guest
Rafael G Gonzalez
Tuesday, November 12, 2024
Bridges (Revised)
A transmission medium highly synchronized, its frequencies fine-tuned to capture vibrational pauses and serene silence. If there is such a thing I shall find it !
Love is not bound by special interest, its infinite in its quest to bridge an innate feeling...of compassion, mercy, kindness, long suffering, a spirit of giving and not receiving.
Raphael G
Sat May 13, 2017
Sunday, November 3, 2024
Internal conflicts (Revised)
I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free.
And when I say free, it's not on my own accord, but by a new set of virtues absent of pass yearnings for the revelations to a higher state of conformity. Disowning the self is letting go completely all that which has been a hindrance, and embarking on a continuance journey of reparation and restoration of that newly acquire calling of awareness,
Being conscience of these out of body exchanges is an overgrowth of collective assignments in life's journeys and alignment with the internal conflicts. It becomes the life long experience and duration, that can become a question of selection and not chance. How many of us at one time or another felt like life affairs had no alignment with the internal conflicts ?
Our daily routines (life affairs) and conscience (internal conflicts) were at odds with each other, being that the call was placed on (me) and me not on the call. I feel singled out and privileged that the implants in form of conscientiousness can't be dismissed. The expression woven deep, hammered into our DNA by means beyond human understanding is awakening, vibrating, seeking it's new path and focused with a revived charge to spark.
In retrospect what is internal become external and we engage the exchange with the freedom of purest invocation of that new self. So we carry on as light bearers, illuminating the darkest path in the most subtle substitution of enigmatic shades, light and darkness.
A mind...A heart...A conscience...A spirit... all encapsulated in a contraption of fresh and bones with these I'm suited to make spiritual warfare, and theocratic order !
Praise and sanctify the Almighty God (YHWH)
Diré la verdad que es ajena al hombre, para que la alarma consciente que lleva a cabo sus conflictos internos, pueda preparar el escenario para un nuevo yo despierto. Si puedo ser ese guía en mis propias luchas, entonces podré ser verdaderamente libre.
Y cuando digo libre, no es por mi propia voluntad, sino por un nuevo conjunto de virtudes ausentes de anhelos pasados por las revelaciones a un estado superior de conformidad. Desconocer el yo es dejar ir completamente todo lo que ha sido un obstáculo y embarcarse en un viaje continuo de reparación y restauración de ese llamado recién adquirido de conciencia.
Ser consciente de estos intercambios fuera del cuerpo es un crecimiento excesivo de las tareas colectivas en los viajes de la vida y la alineación con los conflictos internos. Se convierte en la experiencia y la duración de toda la vida, que puede convertirse en una cuestión de selección y no de azar.
¿Cuántos de nosotros en un momento u otro sentimos que los asuntos de la vida no estaban alineados con los conflictos internos? Nuestras rutinas diarias (asuntos de la vida) y nuestra conciencia (conflictos internos) estaban en desacuerdo entre sí, siendo que el llamado estaba puesto en (mí) y yo no estaba en el llamado. Me siento singularizado y privilegiado de que los implantes en forma de conciencia no puedan ser descartados. La expresión entretejida profundamente, martillada en nuestro ADN por medios más allá del entendimiento humano está despertando, vibrando, buscando su nuevo camino y enfocándose con una carga renovada para encender.
En retrospectiva, lo que es interno se vuelve externo y nos involucramos en el intercambio con la libertad de la invocación más pura de ese nuevo yo. Así que continuamos como portadores de luz, iluminando el camino más oscuro en la sustitución más sutil de sombras enigmáticas, luz y oscuridad.
Una mente... Un corazón... Una conciencia... Un espíritu... todo encapsulado en un artilugio de huesos y piel fresca con estos soy apto para hacer guerra espiritual y orden teocrático!
Alabado sea y santifique al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)
Rafael G Gonzalez
Thursday, October 31, 2024
Divine love *
Divine love is highly embracing, overwhelming, all encompassing...only cowards find it to be a challenge,
Those who have been searched (intentions read out loud) by the Holy spirit can give a thorough and complete witness in absences of fear,
loyal love echoes from the most remote, and this perfect quality can not be summarized, defined or expressed at it's least form,
The continuance expansion of this quality is fully dependent on nourishment, not something to be left along the side road as trivial matters,
I ask this question when does the teaching becomes antiquated, when does the rhythmic overtones exhaust the subject or when the subject require a different approach ?
In the presence of Divine Love the teaching is never antiquated ! The subject is never exhausting, by seeking it we endeavor to a higher state of consciousness as it can't be defined, summarized or in a cowardly manner fear it's true attachment !
El amor divino es sumamente abrazante, abrumador, abarca todo, sólo los cobardes lo encuentran un desafío,
Aquellos que han sido buscados (intenciones leídas en voz alta) por el Espíritu Santo pueden dar un testimonio completo en ausencia del miedo,
El amor leal resuena desde lo más remoto, y esta cualidad perfecta no puede resumirse, definirse ni expresarse en su forma más mínima,
La expansión continua de esta cualidad depende completamente de la nutrición, no es algo que se deje a un lado como un asunto trivial,
Hago esta pregunta: ¿cuándo la enseñanza se vuelve anticuada, cuando los matices rítmicos agotan el tema o cuando el tema requiere un enfoque diferente?
¡En presencia del Amor Divino la enseñanza nunca es anticuada! El tema nunca es agotador, al buscarlo nos esforzamos por alcanzar un estado superior de conciencia, ya que no puede definirse, resumirse o temer de manera cobarde su verdadero apego y hallazgo.
*Special guest
Rafael G gonzalez
Monday, October 14, 2024
True and Faithful
Rafael G
Frail Web (revised) *
While space allotments are available and one has the golden opportunity to shine, why not do so and become the friction to the machine grinding at the self-worth ! In today’s information age one should be trying to search out those who have the least gains...you may have. Of what purpose is gaining and self- preservation when at the end one has little to show for ? Your friends, contacts, and family deserve the best of you. If one is just using their medium of allotted time for selfies, social gossip, malicious rumors, and routines (broken rhythms), publishing articles of little relevance don’t expect light to drop in for a photo opportunity...you maybe lucky and fortunate. I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self.
Before someone does loose me or I loose them, I try and stay level-headed ! How one stays at that level ? The final call and The mission !!!
Rafael G Gonzalez
Praise to the Almighty God (YHWH) * As I saw 2019 a turning point in human activities, the only revisions were grammar. The message is complete and thanks to the audience for helping me, look back at some of these writings.
Much love to the global family !
Saturday, October 12, 2024
My special guest (Revised)
Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty and Divine blessed be your name to time infinite,
all these emotions, commotions all this burning and heighten feelings I must shift it all back to you.
It is because of you, I spend restless nights evoking your Divine person,
so that the credit all falls back on your saintly schemes and Holiest of operations,
I'm awake, alert and in full expectations,
take me home and make use of this vessel,
you so rightly have claim over as personal property,
as a closing statement...if I must say it only a few have access,
energies link with superb energies,
My dear please comfort her with the gentlest of touch make her our choice,
it is through these lost moments I find reality to be a blitz, and brain storming to be the true nature of your framing what the heart can weave,
yes, it takes me away deep into the night and your spirit doesn't release,
with the sweetest of dreams, you comfort and entertain with the of greatest gifts, a child could ever wish,
Your love is all embracing and lacking or needful my heart is all content to the fullest.
*special guest (YHWH)
Rafael Gonzalez
10/12/24 3:33am
Thursday, October 10, 2024
Divine schemes * Special guest
Monday, October 7, 2024
Consumed (Revised) *
Faith has its limits, so death becomes the logical option...as a death roll recipient, it is the most viable battle cry. As I peer into the unseen, the drama...above the average, a grotesques portrait is magically revealed like a master's paint brush... canvas its timely piece. I reach out for something to save me from this selective service, I question how do I carry this out-of-body challenges...spiritual, physical consumed by its indiscriminate blindness.
Again and again, the human suffering, the news of the helpless, the rubber-band stretches and stretches to the point it breaks countless...the unaware! Like the leaves driven and tossed by the winds of change into relevant places...the mothers, fathers, the little, the young, the unborn and so death.
The relief so long anticipated, the challenges never to metastasize, the selective service for which we became a call of duty to decipher the higher revelations.
Remember the pains of labor, all the pain equates to the joyous harmony of everlasting attachments between the two opposing forces. It's not the time, but that moment spent nourishing the energy whether positive or negative...one is being discovered. Don't see time...seize the opportunity !
1/19/17
Let the light shine (Revised) *
Let (me) comfort you, my dear host-of-host...Holiest-of-Holiest.
I can recall how you felt cut to the heart as your covenant nation, which
you considered in Holy matrimony (figurative speaking).
They went astray and absorbed by other adulterous nations of phallic worship.
How through Abraham the faithful, your promise came into fruition and Jacob, blessed with twelve sons (twelve tribes) and how you organized the growing numbers of these. The Northern Kingdom and Southern Kingdom. The constant rivalry and treacherous acts of disobedience, the blood-letting of these offspring's. Yet your patience and everlasting love...kept you in mission and eye's on the prize, the greater outcome.
How you made calls after calls for their return,
How you appointed Kings 45 (forty five) in succession, 1117 B.C.E.(Saul first King). In fulfillment of this kingdom covenant toward David, there
followed a line of kings of Jerusalem all in the family line of King
David. Counted from David’s kingship in Jerusalem in 1070 B.C.E. this
kingdom with a dynasty of Davidic kings in Jerusalem lasted for 463
years, or till 607 B.C.E. So this means that, when we count from the
year 1117 B.C.E., when the prophet Samuel anointed Saul as king over all
Israel, the nation of Israel had visible kings for 510 years. However,
Jehovah was the invisible King. of Davidic dynasty. Judges, Prophets, and finally your begotten son (Jesus) welcome reign, the finalist in succession.
I’m just a rogue (rough-man) of the nations, a pawn in the grand schemes of things…
I don’t fit your Saintly and Divine superlative yearns, but I will say this allow (me) to be a comforter, for those distressing calls not taken into account.
Your begotten son Jesus (welcome-reign) continued in the path of out-reach, to the nations tossed about like sheep's without shepherds. The heaviest of emotional sentiments poured like rain showers, Divine poetry alludes compassion beyond compare. How you wish to gather your personal property like a "hen gather's it’s chicks under it’s wing"...should I continue pressing the quality of your person ?
Jesus (welcome-reign) made good to reference your tireless work, and so he stated “if my father at work, so I’m at work.”
Through a selection of order, the Holy spirit commissioned Jesus (welcome reign) “son” and gave authority to bring about suitable vessels, for the final gathering. Til this day you have made (me) one of those selections.
I seek your presence once to often, and have not denied (me) access, this I well know!
It is through the expression that you have made right, so please make use of this vessel and hold nothing back, and take (me) home as you wish.
Allow (me) to reciprocate those distressing calls, yearns, signals and this slave be humbled at the least.
I don’t question your supreme authority or extreme, balanced power. I don’t need to see the waters divide, clouds of fire, great walls crumble, large armies defeated in one night, or Angel’s illuminate my darkest path.
You my dear have done charitable acts beyond my asking...in debt I shall be for life duration which is the eternal call.
Praised, laud, sanctify be your Holiest name (Jehovah=YHWH)
* Special quest (YHWH)
Rafael G Gonzalez
08/08/24
Victory Song "we shall overcome" *
Take me home in victory and triumphant in all gratitude deprive not my life’s sojourn to serve out the allotment time and with meaningful aperture into the New World.
Let me, taste the expression of promise and the words of a loyal King. Life holds all meaning if we can cause the enemy of the Almighty God to slip with the little of expression he leaned on,
being the lesser was not on equal terms when we have guidance and power over the spirit through the Mightiest-of-Mightiest eternal host,
It wont be long before this wretched and decaying system goes into convulsions for a long awaited over-haul, and the victory song “ We shall overcome” and “take me to the promise” as we march ever forward with renewed strength and greatest of hope.
I can see the new horizon coming into view and it never looked so touching to glance at a distance and moments of pause,
There is a great crowd and a vast mixed company of parade-marchers moving steadfast and forward, with an army of light bearer’s in witnessing to the Celestial host (Jehovah God and welcome reign). So remain focus and “keep the eyes on prize and stay on mission” I be there with with you or die trying that is the call.
My greatest of LOVE is when I open my eye’s and see you there, in vows and oath...I can only hope we can hold hands together and eternity in LOVE embrace.
“Only fear Jehovah, and you must serve him in truth with all your heart; for see what great things he has done for you.”—1 Sam. 12:24.
Praise, laud, sanctify the Almighty God Jehovah (YHWH).
* Special guest
Rafael G Gonzalez
Saturday, October 5, 2024
Main event (Host-of-Host) * Special guest
If my sleep deviated for a moment it was worth all the while...several hours meditating, several hours writing, a few here and there in prayers. And then day-breaks from the far-east a piercing light boldly, slowly cast darkness into surprising delight. Day-walker's march to the chant of feathers in flight, choreographic muse like a choir fine tune.
From the stage (heavenly realms) to the audience (Earthlings), Divine poetry showcase the finest amphi-theatrics(open-air), drama...the main attraction like no show on earth. The main event cracks open curtains (clouds) and unveils a host of intrigues, fascination for the imagination the spectacle of true love joy and all embracing...but who the invited, and who the guest ? and the performers that never wear or burn out.
The greatest and priceless events we all take for granted, to the extent the insight doesn't fit all. So ladies and gentleman what you see today, you may not see tomorrow ! But some here today will be entertained for life's duration and beyond, that is eternity...seeker's delight !
* YHWH
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
Potter's vessel (Revised) * Special guest
May the order and kingship have no end, and not just bound to earth. May the universe be the expanse of loyal subjects to colonize, your works are marvelous and in all my humbleness I speak in riddles not yet foreseen,
When the Holy spirit convicts (love,mercy,compassion,undeserving-kindness,long-suffering) a person, it has no where to run.
What the King desires the King gets, there is no point denying that.
For better measures it wont leave me alone. In submission I recognize these activities
as a grand scheme, of a father’s yearn to reconcile with his beloved child.
Day and night it’s like a tug-of-war, yes expressions,gifts woven deep in the sacred chamber (womb) God Almighty work-shop.
The King won’t be denied...I stand convicted and there is healing in that great name !
So here I am... send
me, send me I bow to these mysteries only two can consent. In all my
humbleness and new beginning stretch this potter’s vessel.
Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH) is my eternal crush!
* YHWH
Raphael G
01/05/22