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Saturday, February 15, 2025
To my brother Russel means (Revised)
I don’t entertain excuses or pardons, so
Wednesday, February 12, 2025
Everlasting Apologies/disculpas eternas
Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,
the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,
actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical
high's and low's,
that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,
the room that filled the eagerness of heart,
love in the chills of ice,
colder and colder working it's web,
the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,
but the true word never failed,
a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious,
the search not for the faint of heart,
I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,
under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,
So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?
let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".
Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas,
las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión,
acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo,
la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón,
el amor en los escalofríos del hielo,
más y más frío tejiendo su red,
el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas,
pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló,
un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias,
la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón,
prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda,
bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción,
Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue?
Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".
Rafael G Gonzalez
Thursday, January 30, 2025
La Ignorancia/Ignorance
"La verdadera Sabituria,
es reconocer tu propia ignorancia" Socrates
La perpiscacia me ayudado reforzar mis columnas de mas soporte,
La ignorancia es peor que una arma de fuego,
la ignorancia engendra extremismo, odio ciego, racismo, nacionalismo, patriotismo, feminismo, machismo, orgullo del arco iris y las ausencias más vil del razonamiento, obstinación testaruda que es la ruina.
La ignorancia es peor que un misil, que una bomba atomica, O' biologica prolongando en el aire,
que una bomba sucia con methodo y propositos nefarios,
que un viru sin conciencia,
que la ciencia sin escrupulo,
que la sustancia modificada,
que
la farmacia mal aplicada,
peor que la edición y
manipulación (juguetiando con la espiral sagrada) de genes para el
avance, estudio de la ciencia corrupta y en detrimento de la
especie.
que la obedencia mal guiada,
que la influencia reforzada con apparatos de intimidacion (chantaje) y ganancias personales, el dominio del libre albedrío,
es
el engendro mas destructivo del ser humano,
La
ignorancia ha sido uno de los artefactos y defensores más hostiles
de la experiencia humana,
La ignorancia desafia toda la logica, todo lo que es amor y los frutos todovia no nacidos.
Es sagrado permanecer ignorante a las cadenas que fuertemente enredan y son una trampa para los maestros que tan magistralmente reverenciamos.
Rafael
G Gonzalez
Insight has helped me to strengthen my columns of greater support,
Ignorance is worse than a loaded weapon,
Ignorance breeds extremism, blind hatred, racism, nationalism, patriotism, feminism, machismo, rainbow pride and the most vile absences of reasoning, headstrong stubbornness which is ruination.
Ignorance is worse than a missile, than an atomic bomb, or 'biological weapon prolonging in the air, than a dirty bomb with nefarious method and purposes,
that a virus without conscience,
that of unscrupulous science,
that of modified substance,
the poorly applied pharmacy,
worse than gene editing and manipulation (tinkering with the sacred spiral) for advancement, research of corrupt science and detriment of the specie.
that misguided obedience,
that of reinforced influence with intimidation apparatus (Blackmail) and personal gains, the overpowering of free will,
Ignorance has been one of the most hostile artifact and proponent through-out the human experience,
it is the most destructive spawn of the human being,
Ignorance defies all logic, all that is love and all offspring's and its fruits,
It
is sacred to remain ignorant to the chains that heavily entangles
and a snare to the master's we so masterly revere
02/07/23
01:06
Rafael G Gonzalez
Thursday, December 19, 2024
Slave girl II
May through her you find the pleasures of your works,
Rafael G Gonzalez
Thursday, December 12, 2024
God's Slave girl
In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.”
Friday, December 6, 2024
Special guest II * D.A.N (Revised)
I have missed her like a fleeting spring breeze of many seasons,
Her absences has become a memorial stamped in my soul,
I'm under the good impression that these forces will merge if there be a Divine will,
A call is heard and it's not your average day-break,
in places I have not known a hang-over of moments (Experiences) pass replace the void I eagerly embrace to often,
what stands against these verses have never expand the superlativeness/excellences of a quality so Divine,
yes, in life's journeys...truth, loyalty, and love are the sojourner's in the invisible presences it can no longer deny,
If I seek a comforter its a hollow void, and in these thoughts that emanate from the profound deep....certainly are my guide,
I must continue pressing forward until one totally consumes me,
as touching as it may seem, not so touching the absence, presences and all encompassing, that is God's slave girl that we hold so dear,
Our hearts are an open portal for your access, only a few in a selection and you one of them,
Until my heart gives up it's beats/rhythm...I shall praise God's (YHWH) finest of expressions, that reside and dwell deeply woven in the pipe-lines of life,
She lights up the house of God like a lamp stand, and her smile a thousand color spectrum and millenniums of love joy,
From what stockpile of those energies you released her, and after the fine-tuning what draft orders are in place ?
Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH)...just praise him !
La he extrañado como una brisa primaveral fugaz de muchas estaciones,
Su ausencias se han convertido en un memorial estampado en mi alma,
Tengo la buena impresión de que estas fuerzas se fusionarán si hay una voluntad Divina,
Se escucha un llamado y no es un amanecer común,
en lugares que no he conocido, una resaca de momentos (experiencias) pasado reemplazan el vacío que abrazo con entusiasmo y con demasiada frecuencia,
lo que se opone a estos versos nunca han expandido la superlatividad/excelencias de una cualidad tan Divina,
sí, en los viajes de la vida... la verdad, la lealtad y el amor son los peregrinos en las presencias invisibles que ya no se puede negar,
Si busco un consolador es un vacío hueco, y en estos pensamientos que emanan de lo profundo... ciertamente son mi guía,
Debo seguir presionando hacia adelante hasta que uno me consuma por completo,
por conmovedor que parezca, no tan conmovedor la ausencia, las presencias y todo lo abarcante, que es la esclava de Dios que tanto apreciamos,
Hasta que mi corazón abandone sus latidos/ritmo... alabaré las más finas expresiones de Dios (YHWH), que residen y moran profundamente entretejidas en las tuberías de la vida,
Ella ilumina la casa de Dios como un candelabro divino, y su sonrisa es un espectro de mil colores y milenios de amor y alegría,
¿De qué reservas de esas energías la liberaste y, después del ajuste-fino,qué órdenes preliminares están en vigor?
Rafael G Gonzalez
Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)... ¡simplemente alábenlo!
*YHWH (Slave girl) D.A.N
Sunday, November 24, 2024
The Conscience (Global Conscience)
"My only friend, counselor, and second in command,
the only voice that speaks to me on a regular basis with zero bias, I never feel alone with its presence. The conscience yearns and suffers with those of conscientiousness, as for those absent of conscience, their pain is suffering the limitations of their exploits.
The black clouds...eternal stain, the bottomless contrived, the ever present weaver of mischievousness, bridges that burn, souls that yearn, the stare that pierce the soul, the cries that molest my deep sleep, and the eternal alarm that never seems to flee."
If one is conscious, one is awake, alert, aware, one searches for something that fills voids. An individual seeks a treasure in the same matter, life saving knowledge is reserved for those yearning and sighing for greater revelation in their internal conflict. Yes the conscious is an internal conflict being carried out by your divine implants, our father loves his children, this self guiding exchange is ever present...why not seek it and stop the obstructions.
Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,
Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,
become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,
Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause,
shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,
herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,
Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.
I'm not your enemy Oh Almighty one' just merely a benefactor of your great benevolence, I ride the wind on behalf of your directions, I breathe this substance that energizes every cell in my contemptible state of folly and ignorance.Why would you hold such blindness to your stature? Allow me to serve out your time in the space allotment! Did you not received me with jubilee when I first cracked open the sacred chamber? Why do I perceive the Spirit in retrieval?
What has happened to my dreams of delight, where sons hold their father's hand and feel a sense of security! Were you not the master craftsman whom put words of meaning in my mouth? Shall we journey together or should I perish in the hands of tomb-robbers? and body snatchers! They plot against the Most Holiest day and night, my soul feels devastation from the twisted views, let me fight on your side Oh mighty warrior! Was I not the last out of a great crowd? and did you not plan my exit well? I was my mother's birthday gift, she was in a blissful joy in labor pains...you have rewarded her well.
Are you not the one referenced in your own writings, with extended hands, making invitations and selections? Then allow me to fatten myself for a little while until the final call, in the banquet table!
Let the anointment and sacrifice take place as you so wish...but permit me to honor the Most High God and Holiest of Holiest.
Raphael G
Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)
Egret flower
To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.
All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.
It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.
Sunday, November 3, 2024
Internal conflicts (Revised)
I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free.
And when I say free, it's not on my own accord, but by a new set of virtues absent of pass yearnings for the revelations to a higher state of conformity. Disowning the self is letting go completely all that which has been a hindrance, and embarking on a continuance journey of reparation and restoration of that newly acquire calling of awareness,
Being conscience of these out of body exchanges is an overgrowth of collective assignments in life's journeys and alignment with the internal conflicts. It becomes the life long experience and duration, that can become a question of selection and not chance. How many of us at one time or another felt like life affairs had no alignment with the internal conflicts ?
Our daily routines (life affairs) and conscience (internal conflicts) were at odds with each other, being that the call was placed on (me) and me not on the call. I feel singled out and privileged that the implants in form of conscientiousness can't be dismissed. The expression woven deep, hammered into our DNA by means beyond human understanding is awakening, vibrating, seeking it's new path and focused with a revived charge to spark.
In retrospect what is internal become external and we engage the exchange with the freedom of purest invocation of that new self. So we carry on as light bearers, illuminating the darkest path in the most subtle substitution of enigmatic shades, light and darkness.
A mind...A heart...A conscience...A spirit... all encapsulated in a contraption of fresh and bones with these I'm suited to make spiritual warfare, and theocratic order !
Praise and sanctify the Almighty God (YHWH)
Diré la verdad que es ajena al hombre, para que la alarma consciente que lleva a cabo sus conflictos internos, pueda preparar el escenario para un nuevo yo despierto. Si puedo ser ese guía en mis propias luchas, entonces podré ser verdaderamente libre.
Y cuando digo libre, no es por mi propia voluntad, sino por un nuevo conjunto de virtudes ausentes de anhelos pasados por las revelaciones a un estado superior de conformidad. Desconocer el yo es dejar ir completamente todo lo que ha sido un obstáculo y embarcarse en un viaje continuo de reparación y restauración de ese llamado recién adquirido de conciencia.
Ser consciente de estos intercambios fuera del cuerpo es un crecimiento excesivo de las tareas colectivas en los viajes de la vida y la alineación con los conflictos internos. Se convierte en la experiencia y la duración de toda la vida, que puede convertirse en una cuestión de selección y no de azar.
¿Cuántos de nosotros en un momento u otro sentimos que los asuntos de la vida no estaban alineados con los conflictos internos? Nuestras rutinas diarias (asuntos de la vida) y nuestra conciencia (conflictos internos) estaban en desacuerdo entre sí, siendo que el llamado estaba puesto en (mí) y yo no estaba en el llamado. Me siento singularizado y privilegiado de que los implantes en forma de conciencia no puedan ser descartados. La expresión entretejida profundamente, martillada en nuestro ADN por medios más allá del entendimiento humano está despertando, vibrando, buscando su nuevo camino y enfocándose con una carga renovada para encender.
En retrospectiva, lo que es interno se vuelve externo y nos involucramos en el intercambio con la libertad de la invocación más pura de ese nuevo yo. Así que continuamos como portadores de luz, iluminando el camino más oscuro en la sustitución más sutil de sombras enigmáticas, luz y oscuridad.
Una mente... Un corazón... Una conciencia... Un espíritu... todo encapsulado en un artilugio de huesos y piel fresca con estos soy apto para hacer guerra espiritual y orden teocrático!
Alabado sea y santifique al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)
Rafael G Gonzalez
Friday, October 18, 2024
Weakness (revised) 25.24
Hypocrisy, greed, and falsehood are a bottomless contrive.
Just like Satan’s treachery and counterfeits are like a black hole in space.
A thousand years in the abyss is not fitting for such lawless-criminal, homeless, and debased fallen creature.
A thousand life sentences for such and all his devotee’s is little to invoke.
My plea so that the lessor can rest in peace. And there can be jubilee amongst the remnant.
Be charitable O’ you holiest-of-holiest and host-of-host...let them see the verdict, a one in a life time witness !
I have a thorn at my side, and through my weakness your spirit contends...the weakness has become silenced and also the thorn. I’m completely confident, if I remain in weakness the thorn and all it's activities has over-come Satan in all his schemes.
Our enemy has conspired against said short-coming to create a divide of conscience, yet through your compassion, love, mercy and infinite reasoning, I’m set free!
The greatest of wars have been fought in the spiritual world and not the other way around.
Like a prodigal son and social disease, my compassion for all the afflicted and needy of such protection for said tragedy.
The martyr stays in mission and not on trivial matters. This place where it dusk and dawns, this place of my dilemmas, persecution, laments...I know it will go into convulsion soon...and this affirmative action keeps me in expectation.
How do one (a person) educates ignorant people beyond their means ?
Ignorant masses are more dangerous then a loaded weapon aimed at the populace,
It takes such to do harm. Not the other way around !
Beyond their means, but not the spirit… for it is greater then the flesh.
So here is the contention, find the self through the spirit… and extract the thorn in the flesh !
What binds the flesh can’t bind the spirit...and through what means ?
The corruption of the spirit...is the corruption of conscience.
Now that you’ have the means, channel those energies to a higher power !
La hipocresía, la codicia y la falsedad son un ingenio sin fondo.
Al igual que la traición y las falsificaciones de Satanás es como un agujero negro en el espacio.
Mil años en el abismo no es adecuado para tales sin ley-
delincuente, sin hogar, y degradado criatura caída.
Es poco que invocar mil cadenas perpetuas para tales y todas las de su devoto.
Mi súplica para que el arrendador pueda descansar en paz. Y puede haber jubileo entre el remanente.
Sea caritativo O’ usted más sagrado-de-santo y anfitrión-de-anfitrión...dejar que se vean el veredicto, uno en un testimonio de tiempo de vida !
Tengo un espina a mi lado, y através de mi debilidad tu espíritu sostiene...la debilidad se ha silenciado y también la espina. Estoy completamente seguro, si permanezco en la debilidad, la espina ha superado a Satanás en todos sus esquemas.
Nuestro enemigo ha conspirado contra dicha deficiencia para crear una división de conciencia, sin embargo, através de tu compasión, amor, misericordia y razonamiento infinito, ¡estoy en libertad!
Las guerras mas grandes se an peliado en el mundo espiritual,y no en las fisicas.
Como hijo prodigo y enfermeda social, me compadesco te todos los afligidos y necesitados de proteccion de dicha trageria.
El martyr se mantienen en mission y no en cosas triviales,
Este sitio donde amanece y oscurece, este sitio de mi dilemas, persecuciones, lamentos, se que pronto se convulcionar y esto me mantienen en grande expectacion.
¿Cómo se educa a la gente ignorante más allá de sus posibilidades?
Las masas ignorantes son más peligrosas que un arma cargada dirigida contra la población. Se necesita a alguien así para hacer daño. ¡No al revés!
Más allá de sus posibilidades, pero no del espíritu… porque es más grande que la carne. Así que aquí está el argumento: ¡encuentre el yo a través del espíritu… y extraiga la espina de la carne!
Lo que ata a la carne no puede atar al espíritu… ¿y a través de qué medios?
La corrupción del espíritu… es la corrupción de la conciencia. Ahora que tiene los medios, ¡canalice esas energías hacia un poder superior!
Monday, October 14, 2024
Frail Web (revised) *
While space allotments are available and one has the golden opportunity to shine, why not do so and become the friction to the machine grinding at the self-worth ! In today’s information age one should be trying to search out those who have the least gains...you may have. Of what purpose is gaining and self- preservation when at the end one has little to show for ? Your friends, contacts, and family deserve the best of you. If one is just using their medium of allotted time for selfies, social gossip, malicious rumors, and routines (broken rhythms), publishing articles of little relevance don’t expect light to drop in for a photo opportunity...you maybe lucky and fortunate. I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self.
Before someone does loose me or I loose them, I try and stay level-headed ! How one stays at that level ? The final call and The mission !!!
Rafael G Gonzalez
Praise to the Almighty God (YHWH) * As I saw 2019 a turning point in human activities, the only revisions were grammar. The message is complete and thanks to the audience for helping me, look back at some of these writings.
Much love to the global family !