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Wednesday, April 2, 2025

By all Means (Revised)

 

Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,

happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,

life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),

we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned, 

to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,

in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,

in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,

it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,

with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will !

Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....

 

Published on
3/3/25 12:37 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

My happiest moments (Revised)

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic) depression,

your anxiety (disorder),

your bi-polar-ism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

social (disorders)

Narcissistic (disorders)

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

 

 

asylum seeker's (Revised)


 

 * footnotes

 La consciencia bien entrenada debe resumir su postura,

El que es debil en espiritu tambien lo es fundamental en el alma,

El cuerpo occupado en asustos ajenos es una contienda para si mismo,

El pastor que favoreze a una oveja no apprecia a ninguna,

una lengua suerta y sin freno estralla mil veces,

un cuerpo en liderazgo de los supuestamente sabios pierde su funcion cuando menos se espera,

las mas grande de fortaleza's  abren sus puertas atraves del mero tiempo,

En un asilo de problemas de salud mental, sólo la sanidad puede liberarse,

Aquellos que exageran los resultados son los actores reaccionarios con poco espacio para maniobrar,

Mil años buscan la perfección, ¿quién entre los mortales podrá alcanzarla?

¡Los hombres débiles que  super imponen tal ley no han llegado a conocer a Dios!

El exceso de celos consume como un fuego salvaje y sus chispas propagan discordias que no son fáciles de extinguir.

 

A well-trained conscience must summarize its position,

 He who is weak in spirit is also fundamentally weak at the soul,

 A busy body preoccupied with other people's affairs is a struggle for itself,

 A pastor who favors one sheep appreciates none,

 A loose and unbridled tongue breaks a thousand times,

 A body led by the supposedly wise loses its function when least expected,

 The greatest of fortifications open their doors through mere time,

 In a asylum of mental health issues only sanity can break free,

those who exaggerate outcome are the reactionary actors with little space to maneuver,

A thousand years seeks perfection, who among the mortals can attain it ?

weak men who super impose such law have not come to know God !

being over zealous consumes like a wild fire and its sparks spread contention not easy to extinguish,
 

*Maybe by using a few picture some may get the meaning.

 Rafael G Gonzalez

03/15/25

Monday, March 24, 2025

Conscience holds (Revised)

 

 

 

 

I place Almighty God (YHWH) as my witness, and stand before him with a clear conscience. That if it be through the expression bestowed or through poetic notes and other means, that I have tried to win the hearts and minds of those who hold (me) in contempt. 

Thou I practice a high state of awareness, I gather that Almighty God is not partial and that equal footing is granted to all who hold those virtues. The cheap shots taken against my character have no bearing...it is the actions that will eventually exchange and bring down the hostile acts...and this grieves me because I host no such sympathy.

The corruption of the spirit is the corruption of conscience, I have not embrace either one, as to being removed from the process of gainfully being draft back into the call that which we ultimately seek.
 

If controversy shadows (me) its the conscience that expands and that which broadens in overgrow seeks the proverbial "TRUTH" in all its manifestation. When one searches "The way"  Divine Truth' in light form, the controversy is removed. Martyrs and seeker's make use of the unusual, so that which tries to over-shadow makes no gains on the proverbial truth. So being a public enemy is the badge of honor that which thereof carries no shame or pain greater then the martyrs/witness themselves.

Just praise him while you can ! Just praise him !

Almighty Divine please allow (me) to praise, laud, worship and sanctify the Holiest name !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Published on
3/9/25 9:02 AM


It falls on you to read this article...
Depende de usted leer este artículo...

Internal conflicts (Revised)

  I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free. 

And when I say free, it's not on my own accord, but by a new set of virtues absent of pass yearnings for the revelations to a higher state of conformity. Disowning the self is letting go completely all that which has been a hindrance, and embarking on a continuance journey of reparation and restoration of that newly acquire calling of awareness,

Being conscience of these out of body exchanges is an overgrowth of collective assignments in life's journeys and alignment with the internal conflicts. It becomes the life long experience and duration, that can become a question of selection and not chance. How many of us at one time or another felt like life affairs had no alignment with the internal conflicts ?

 Our daily routines (life affairs) and conscience (internal conflicts) were at odds with each other, being that the call was placed on (me) and me not on the call. I feel singled out and privileged that the implants in form of conscientiousness can't be dismissed. The expression woven deep, hammered into our DNA by means beyond  human understanding is awakening, vibrating, seeking it's new path and focused with a revived charge to spark.

In retrospect what is internal (conscience) become external (life affairs) and we engage the exchange with the freedom of purest invocation of that new self. So we carry on as light bearers, illuminating the darkest path in the most subtle substitution of enigmatic shades, light and darkness.

A mind...A heart...A conscience...A spirit... all encapsulated in a contraption of fresh and bones with these I'm suited to make spiritual warfare, and theocratic order !

Praise and sanctify the Almighty God (YHWH)

Diré la verdad que es ajena al hombre, para que la alarma consciente que lleva a cabo sus conflictos internos, pueda preparar el escenario para un nuevo yo despierto. Si puedo ser ese guía en mis propias luchas, entonces podré ser verdaderamente libre.

Y cuando digo libre, no es por mi propia voluntad, sino por un nuevo conjunto de virtudes ausentes de anhelos pasados ​​por las revelaciones a un estado superior de conformidad. Desconocer el yo es dejar ir completamente todo lo que ha sido un obstáculo y embarcarse en un viaje continuo de reparación y restauración de ese llamado recién adquirido de conciencia.

Ser consciente de estos intercambios fuera del cuerpo es un crecimiento excesivo de las tareas colectivas en los viajes de la vida y la alineación con los conflictos internos. Se convierte en la experiencia y la duración de toda la vida, que puede convertirse en una cuestión de selección y no de azar.

¿Cuántos de nosotros en un momento u otro sentimos que los asuntos de la vida no estaban alineados con los conflictos internos? Nuestras rutinas diarias (asuntos de la vida) y nuestra conciencia (conflictos internos) estaban en desacuerdo entre sí, siendo que el llamado estaba puesto en (mí) y yo no estaba en el llamado. Me siento singularizado y privilegiado de que los implantes en forma de conciencia no puedan ser descartados. La expresión entretejida profundamente, martillada en nuestro ADN por medios más allá del entendimiento humano está despertando, vibrando, buscando su nuevo camino y enfocándose con una carga renovada para encender.

En retrospectiva, lo que es interno se vuelve externo y nos involucramos en el intercambio con la libertad de la invocación más pura de ese nuevo yo. Así que continuamos como portadores de luz, iluminando el camino más oscuro en la sustitución más sutil de sombras enigmáticas, luz y oscuridad.

Una mente... Un corazón... Una conciencia... Un espíritu... todo encapsulado en un artilugio de huesos y piel fresca con estos soy apto para hacer guerra espiritual y orden teocrático!

Alabado sea y santifique al Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH)

Rafael G Gonzalez

 
Published on
11/3/24 8:44 AM


The last call (Revised)

 

Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,

Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call" 

for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,

please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,

with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,

the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,

let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ? 

When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting,

I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down 

these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,

your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,

my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,

I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,

dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,

hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.

 Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez 


Published on
3/12/25 6:13 AM

 

 

Friday, March 21, 2025

Everlasting Apologies/disculpas eternas (Revised)

There are times man/woman come across things in form of expression that cause a great stir in a person's soul. When it comes to feelings my body is less sensitive as it is my heart. The qualities of the Almighty and Divine, which are termed "fruits of the Holy Spirit"( which is the person of GOD) is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith. In other words one has to feel themselves through the body/person of Almighty God (YHWH), bless be his name to time indefinite. Some of us have these gifts in possession to a greater charity of the Holy Spirit it self.

If logic is absent, in the absent of this logic I have emotional intelligence, that supersedes the failures of stoic reasoning. As human-being we all have some kind of feelings, some kind of affection, sometime mutual...in others sometime a singleness of that attraction. In the process of bridging the gap, some come across stiff opposition in various forms. I'm not innocent in these attacks, the subject of interest are not the resistance...but those who have little access and question the superlative gifts, which in turn contrite the Holy Spirit.

The opposition acts as a controller in various forms, method, and schemes, reasoning it's for the good, undermining the access already in the work's through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. And where I stand is firm with a clear conscience moving ever forward, in great lament.

Some have taken issues with the things written, fearing it's content and the very truth behind it. But it's not the fear making them stutter and stammer, it's the favor in expression of the Holy Spirit that which carries out a restless search.

Now that you know carry those feelings to the highest power, and we dress in the vestment of purity, and the Holiest-of-Holiest feels complete in the exchange of those expressions.

I wish to extend my apologies through the expression,

 

 

Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,

the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,

actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical

high's and low's,

that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,

the room that filled the eagerness of heart,

love in the chills of ice,

colder and colder working it's web,

the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,

but the true word never failed,

a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious, 

the search not for the faint of heart,

I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,

under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,

So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?

let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".


Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas, 

las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión, 

acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo, 

la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón, 

el amor en los escalofríos del hielo, 

más y más frío tejiendo su red,

el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas, 

pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló, 

un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias, 

la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón, 

prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda, 

bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción, 

Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue? 

Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".

Published on
2/12/25 3:28 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez



Thursday, March 20, 2025

*The great Paradox*


The great Paradox
If we were to observe the creatures that fly in mid heavens, the creatures down below and never take into account the microscopic activities of the simplest form below where commonly tread, than we have missed knowledge that cries out for understanding. As we become too busy and occupied with life anxieties, we somehow by-pass real meaning that ushers forth it's paradox.




We become trapped in a web, complex and entangling, so we have little insight of what is really unfolding before our eyes. This deceptive cycle never seem to exhaust or burn out, very persistent and unscrupulous in its behavior, timeless and infinite like space itself. We become subjects of a conspiracy so ancient yet real, it begs the question of why? Then wonder of with little to give or return to the question that becomes dependent of our very existence!

There is meaning to life and so death, have we accepted both to the point we no longer care? Is there a higher power in which we demean or boast of the little accomplished in our life time? When we rest and when we rise, also does the day and the night, when we energize throughout the day so does the large circle that sustains life, with laws beyond my reach! Have you notice anything lately that caused tremors in yourself? Why do you put hope in the efforts of mankind?

Has he done anything of worth and value? Look again and observe from the smallest of life form does creation not speak in silence? And if you could hear or capture its revelation, whom would you call to your banquet table and release the silence? Knowledge disguises like a prudent chameleon making available its true intentions to which it pleases and have the right heart condition.

Here I’m again calls the howling winds of change shifting from place to place like a nomad in search of oasis, like the rainy season timely yet unaccomplished to the stumbling eyes. There are hard times ahead I see what you have missed from long ago, I’m he whom you need…but cannot tolerate, because truth does not reside in you and love is remotely found. My calling has come, there to abide in the square box below in the cool resting place if there is a resurrection? I hope and wish my desire is manifest in the simplest of all life form, maybe it’s not so difficult after all.

 
Published on
12/8/12 8:06 PM
 
BY: Raphael G
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Monday, March 17, 2025

Rich N fame

Some of the riches and influential people in life became so through a novelty, they never plan in becoming rich or power players. They also are the happiest with that fulfillment.
 
Through hard work and foresight they reached satisfaction without burning any bridges. Others inherit great wealth and have little "experience the power it wheels,in turn becoming consumed, rather being the consumer". Money pays for all their short-comings, health, vacation(distractions) legal matters, their vanities and so forth. How about if through a process of renewing the tables were turned...this was the case of Job, a faithful servant...the contention; he is faithful because of these gains.
 
So a malediction was placed upon him, and his comfort zone completely molested. The lost was total, did he thought about ever bouncing back from such afflictions ? He had little time from such suffering latched to on him.
Through the process of renewal he praised the one having authority over all things whether spiritual or physical...little did he know about the front accusing him, envying his solid-state against ambition and wanting to usurp the authority in question.
 
Some time back when in Facebook I associated with celebrities, entrepreneurs, radio host, and others with great ambitions. Someone with celebrity status made an indirect comment that I sat on a treasure box. What he saw as a shiny gem stone, I saw as a gem for decoration. And what he saw as a gem for personal gains I saw as a gem for others, exchanging the spirit of renewal.
 
Another celebrity made a direct offer...because of my looks and physical built I would make a body guard for a movie scene as a driver.. The only problem was location...another issue, I didn’t want distractions from my personal issues. Also at the Nuyorican Poets Café, one night I met several celebrities...yes, I could have taken the turn, but only if it was novel.
 
I give you another exchange what will be the outcome of countless millionaires multi-millionaires and billionaires, who hoard the worlds wealth? The front’ will be center stage contesting the fabric of those vanities, surely there is no way out !

From riches and fame, to a complete turn around.




 
 
 
 These are just a few, the world super rich are just awaiting the prophetical up stream-run...to the point of exhaustion. If not the riches, how about life, can't buy eternity or immortality ? Besides what are the memories and transitions from physical to immaterial ? Can't count on the sciences to extend process of premature aging ? All this goes back to being in like mined to the servant Job. Many are in the same frame of mind, after all there is no law against being wealthy and looking out for others.
 
Published on
3/16/22 8:42 PM
 
Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Sunday, March 16, 2025

Steadfast reaching out






                   Steadfast reaching out

One can find themselves easy, if adjusting to a superficial environment is easy contention ! Where are the adjustments ?

But the unseen, sighing... and yearns with words un-uttered (unspoken). It collaborates with messengers, and porters to herald the words. Partially digested, patiently it awaits...awaits for the total consume and nourishment.

In place are a chess-board of players, each one moves accordingly to the chess-masters wishes. The play-ground and field in turn becomes the host to which moves are made, to fill vacuums and gaps...subjects in a Kabuki drama oblivious comma,

Ancient drama, players the same, millennium's in the making, hour glass sifting, markers and signs all to obvious. Nations in parallel, masses awakens, consumer and destroyer ever present, a menace to yearn sighing the unuttered.

A call is made...I hear...I feel...sounds, frequencies, vibrations, colorful spectrum's of lights, I reach the same...why I'm I here ? Nourish with completeness of sacred expressions moves the player.

The benevolent host unuttered the scheme, foundations shakes...playing fields rearrange, the play-ground fruitful, never the forgotten. The endless cycle...or so it seems, what do they do ? Trapped in the belly of a time capsule allotted wishes that never metastasize ! Able bodies in trivial matters, charger at the gauntlet...the other side the unspeakable !

Restless in the quest to remain the under nourished, the contention tailor made or made to order...the host running thin makes for the next move ! Selection, choices, calls not for the many.

03/08/17

By: Rafael G Gonzalez

The Trial (Revised)

I give thanks to the audience who have taken (me) back to the many pages written, and help (me) revise or reconsider any discrepancies that may need a finishing touch to current time.

 

For all my criminal activities (pass and present) I have a supreme Judge (YHWH the Almighty Divine) a prosecutor (Jesus, the millennium Reign; welcome Reign) and a hand picked jury some whom I have labored with hand-to-hand.

The accuser a counterfeit deflector, who has afflicted me from birth…..


The verdict a life sentence of love,compassion,mercy and undeserved-kindness, and a badge of honor for bravery, courage for standing up to a psychopath bully.


Stead-fast in all my tribulations, and yet those to come. I anticipate this trial as a symbolic death-role recipient, my opening statement, “Satan you’re a beast and you know it, because Jesus the King said so! Your warden !


In all these years in shackles I can truly say...let’s do this all-over again.

*Taking on the judgement sit, would equate in usurping the authority of the Almighty Divine. A mere moral can't read minds, hearts or home in on stress levels.The fine shepherd...(not the super-fine shepherd), that The apostle Paul warned about; can see through all our short comings. I put my trust less on humans in high places, and pull more confidently with the fine shepherd !

 

2 Corinthians 4:3
if, in fact, the good news we declare is veiled, it is veiled among those who are perishing,
 
2 Corinthians 4:12
So death is at work in us, but life in you.
 
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore, we do not give up, but even if the man we are outside is wasting away, certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.
 
Galatians 1: 9
As we have said before, so now I say again: If anyone is preaching to you a gospel contrary to the one you received, let him be accursed. *
" I include myself, if that be case...for that I have judge."

 

Our Codex Alimentarius is laced up with certain objectives, and that is to tinker with the sacred spiral or should I say the innate expression.
Did I say food supply...
Did I say vaccines...
Did say big-pharma...
Did I mention the man of lawlessness...or the man of sin

When a person of conscience that still has cognitive reasoning speaks or let go of what remains of those gifts some take arms against that.

When the love of many would get cold...according to Jesus in Matt. Chapter 24 He wasn't all clarifying, but I'm... if some still inherit free expression; you are a public enemy.

But If I become God's out law in a benevolent act of love, and time is not my side...and neither is patience. I would be pushing my father thresh-hold for the betterment countless, and I will take to my trial.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on
1/19/22 12:35 AM


If I boast ! (Revised)


 

If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.
Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power !
 
Also my dearest global family as a philosophy major and educated by a prominent family in Princeton, NJ * there is no greater wisdom then that which is from above. If anyone takes issues with what I write, take it with the one granting access to such wisdom.
 
Published on
7/16/24 10:46 PM
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
 
*page access granted

https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2023/08/access-granted.html

To my brother Russel means (Revised)


 

          THE IRON RACE

Once a proud people,
Once a proud race,
once a proud land, 
now we naked and can't even bear fruits,

There is only remembrance of those who came not before us plundering, robbing, exploiting and leaving behind their madness that haunts us to death. That's why he That strives in ambition hate and egoism, comes and goes leaving a path of pain and sorrow.

Unfortunately this land and there people, do bear witness to the tragedies these ill-guided wondrous brought. We as a people, we as a nation, were in peace with ourselves, and our neighbors, now only a selected fist-full of valiant heroes of peace manage, to survive in captivity or reservations.
 
 
 

 

We have learned a great lesson from our white brothers,
and yet they have a lot to learn from us. If this is what civilization brings and if this is what civilization offers,
we want no part of insanity.

we have not celebrated or smoked peace pipes, to initiate the welcoming of land raiders who stain and tarnish the living.

© Right Protected

By:Rafael G

                                                       Infinite quotes
 
I find myself in one of the most difficult undertaking,
that's trying to bridge an understanding between human-kind,
I believe that we are all brothers and sisters...the same seed.
We all have a path filled with challenges, which must be recognized
and interpret in the order it comes, time makes the calls' we only are subjects of infinite space, time mass that pushes our limit.
I truly believe that people have good intentions or motives but somewhere in
time' the only drawback is that commitment is obscured by wasteful negative barriers that are preset.
By: Rafael G

Engaging in profound spiritual quest
to reach a higher state of spiritual enlightenment
to understand the beginning of things and ending of things
to be one in mind, soul and body...where one own conscience
guides the sober inner self.
Where there is ideas the possibilities are endless,
Do not follow in anyone’s footsteps as not to become discouraged,
A life time achievement...a relentless pursue of mind, body and spirit
the integration of excellence's and virtues.
It is not easy to become totally chaotic...it takes more strength that what one can image.
The mind wanders, the body and soul enables thoughts to become free of the physical realm,the spirit carries out an endless search that allows the mysteries to play there role in a web so fragile like the thought itself.

By: Rafael G

 
Truth is separate than any other rules or values, it stands alone!

truth is unwavering in it's convictions, it will question a person

inner and outer self...seeking to understand...rather than to punish

it will punish when all things have failed.

It is a perfect value among imperfect subjects...it endures a life time, for all those who seek it.

By : Rafael G 

If we want to achieve a higher state of spiritual endowment
we must shun off the works of the flesh.

By doing this we become like holy ones in reason and understanding
we become teachers of the science that is good...deciphering the mental state

of chaos...where confusion and order are constantly re-evaluated.
It would be oblivious for man to grasp the fundamental things of life and be lost in the clouds thought.

When a man loses everything in life whether that be hope or inspiration, his inner strength and spirit leaves him, he goes and seeks a different sense of awareness where he reconciles with his inner counterpart to awaken the slumber or true virtues of dreaming minds, where thought is not chastise or wandering souls disregarded in absence of motive.

I don’t entertain excuses or pardons, so
that the intentions of the heart can reach its target,
and so one can’t wash darkness with me,
thread lightly into the light as to not being blinded by it.
Day and night comes in many shades and spectrum's…seek he who doesn’t change,
He who is like a timeless statue yet…hosts myriads of reasoning.

Ink and paper
The ability to self-express, I mean really to convey the true person (the secret person) individual,takes on a whole dimension and approach.
Being spontaneous to many is like bursting with words and actions aimlessly. But to the well trained and sight, being the true-self, took on a life time of achievements.

The emotional-self(nurturing being)and logical-self(mechanical being) these characters are at a cross-point, since the beginning of time, and just as ancient ! The balance of gifts, may take someone a life cycle and then at our last death stroke we become endow with the ultimate expression.

To be truly free is not rationalizing that we are the wind...to ride the wind is an abstract mindset.

To flow like a mighty river or a gentle stream invokes great passion, when the spirit is stirred it reveals wonders...yet there is a hollow void that chokes at the end.

So where are we ? When the questions and answers are so inspiring crafted, that seeking the ultimate-expression can lead to a host of the unknown !

Again I take to the Ink and white paper, they hold and record the knowledge...lost and found, seeking its audience, breaking all barriers...setting a path on which there can be guidance, not demanding nor dictating , just benevolent...patient and all embracing.

10/20-1/2016


I give thanks to all my subjects that become part of my tragedy, knowing or not' they brought out the best in me. In my pains, depression, loneliness, my sadness...also I give great thanks to my Lord and master, the creator of all things for sticking with me in my hardship. It's really been a blessing knowing that through-out these years God Almighty has been preparing a place in his kingdom for me. He has given the knowledge to pen my thoughts in stone sought of speaking...because thoughts flowed and I had nothing around to record the memories.


© Right Protected

Friday, March 14, 2025

Frail Web (revised) *

                                                                   

Frail Web :

While space allotments are available and one has the golden opportunity to shine, why not do so and become the friction to the machine grinding at the self-worth ! In today’s information age one should be trying to search out those who have the least gains...you may have. Of what purpose is gaining and self- preservation when at the end one has little to show for ? Your friends, contacts, and family deserve the best of you. If one is just using their medium of allotted time for selfies, social gossip, malicious rumors, and routines (broken rhythms), publishing articles of little relevance don’t expect light to drop in for a photo opportunity...you maybe lucky and fortunate. I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. 
 
If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free. I can boast and say well, here in Google in the years of stay my audience has remained loyal and steadfast. If 10,000 hits a month was worth it, I say let’s do it again. Here in my short years in face-book if its anything of worth, my Poetry has gotten plenty of exercise.

Either way I stay humble even from immature characters that pop-up every-now-and-then...in expectation of a consolation ! Its a fragile-web and only the well seasoned can plot its course. In a way I feel many will not fare well in the real test of time and times again. The Almighty Divine’ has been my guide, fine tuned. I stretch my mind far  and beyond...one would be lost !

Before someone does loose me or I loose them, I try and stay level-headed ! How one stays at that level ? The final call and  The mission !!!

Let us deviate for a while on that, in Chinese classic “ Ninja Wolves” were loyal servants, no equal. In Western society we have nothing close, that is why its Iron and clay...it doesn’t stick well, now I’m prophesying ! I count the seasons, carrying internal yearns for the global family as a whole...its deep. Many will miss the point beyond the signs and that is the hurt, too “all those we loved, their is a share of Burden “. Those left behind may very well be the front runners in the final call, but we never give up on the mission.

There is ominous signs, blacks clouds, clouds of fire hovering above us...the simple minded have little access too these markers, as those who have taken serious the awareness and expand that charity “here I’m” it calls restlessly. What mechanism will trigger the envisioned trajectory of lame sleep-walkers, slumbering in their own contrive? By remaining focus adjustments and re-alignments maybe worth those being properly nourished. How much of a “Ninja Wolf” cry, howling will harvest ?...I have the brightest guest !

At a cellular level today's newborns are more humanoids then the expected free expression, they are being restructured and modified by tinkering with the genetic code. Countless are void of free-expression, innate to normal development. As our environment continues to erode...our water, air, food supply and many commodities essential for human survival are also carriers of trans-genetic material making the course even greater in challenges. Today's communities of barbaric scientist have stretched the boundaries of ethics...and trashed the moral compass. 
 
Actually they are behind the social decadency, and the trans-human agenda, other Western and develop societies have disowned nefarious practices, experiments against humanity. Its worth mentioning that there is a conspiracy at full display like looking at a Hi-definition TV set without rousing conscience, now that is sublime as a carry out order.

Here is the next trouble-shooter I, count on you the global family to unite and peacefully break the shackles of the oppression ! The Global human race is Divine...but something, someone whether physical or spirit...bind or divide can’t overcome this resiliency of spiritual resistance. “Our cherished inheritance Earth’ calls out its spoils...but never the mission ! I give both what its worth in do time.

But time is ticking away…we are all one family ! If the struggles is going to be benevolent...don’t let it be without resistance. I may very well see us on the other side, but the fight is on...masses seek The Way’ out from aggravated chaos making claims at our potentials. We don’t want to become halves, divided, more likely bond by principles, virtues and the spirit, motivation which guides it. Encapsulating ourselves from reality can drive insanity dis-proportionally at new heights, unable to see through the jungle of trip-wire, the inexperience charge at the gauntlet like madness...by-passing all rules of what is common. 
 
There are weak links within the complex, these reactions can incorporate at any given time, any moment when transitioning engages at the gears. From a spiritual transmutation, the flesh is weak and fragile, yet the Spirit contends with both. Now we have the actuating driver...if the Spirit is more powerful then the flesh, where do we find ourselves at the space allotment ?

It is wishful-thinking the masses will wake up all suddenly re-start the machine and observe its mechanism, As mentioned before too many anomalies breaking down the Divinity of what is human. We’re all special when comes to superlativeness, from the miracle of life’ and descending into a black hole of contraptions, oblivious often duped beyond the normal parameters. The 80’s whence worth there can be little room to suggest humans are the factors behind the great awakening...if anything its a combination of both, the experiment and the exchange of conscience innate...absent of corruption. 
 
During the incubation period of nine months, what goes down the pipelines of life is heart retching. Today’s humanoids are hooked to a not So-Smart phone making decisions, constructs of sifting through information and not reading and discerning its content. If one was using other digital devices...Laptop, Desktop or a Tablet then things changes, because now one is not just sifting through small graphics, rather at leisure get the solid message, so many want to make available. As a consolation the Spirit takes pleasure in all Earthly activities. So whether one is transitioning or anchored in the trenches, it is this medium we all take for granted.

Truth has become a vigilant and fallibleness a link often invisible ancient curse, with these we wrangle, have we lost sight ? To the point we no longer care ? Could there be wishful thinking, that all are not left behind ? I gather we can do much better, and conspire with all who have traces of Divinity verses the counterfeits. The fraud is dismissed as imitations, to reflect on what is wholesome or emulate its pathological behavior is a obstacle-course and charts. The navigator plots the passageway...by no means of turbulence and hindrance can the focus be derailed. Keep the eyes on the prize O' yes, hard times ahead, but that is the essential to surviving the next course.


Truth

Let me rise with the words of truth,

Let me descend with the words of the same,

Give me truth for breakfast,

Give me truth for lunch,

Give me truth for dinner,

Give me truth in between and the night,

Give me truth in my dreams and nightmares,

Let me walk in the path of the light, and of darkness…

Like fire ignites, energizes let the truth be just as strong,

Let truth consume me, so that my call is

not be in vain,

I find truth or it will find me...there is no way out !

By : Rafael G Gonzalez 
 
03/08/2018

The Great Tribulation :

A tribulation so catastrophic pass events will look pale in comparison, pass conflicts enrolled with the present compounded with modern science...the frame work is already being laid out. Its been a slow process, but very methodical. At the final stages fast approaching only the signs in association, can be of value to trend seeker’s. If one can puzzle together these riddles of human manifestation, and connect the dots...we are somewhat ahead in what will encompass the whole earth. According to the “Georgia guide stone” the human population is to be reduced to 500,000 million. 
 
The earth population is at about 7 billion, at times I’m led to believe there is a kill switch for the global family. The wickedness of such demonic deviancy is not a joke...they’re on time and schedule, in a prophetic sense the protocols for this doomsday scenario is in sync with other prophetic writings of benevolent nature, certainly not for the great conspirator’s or men-of-sin! The men of lawlessness are the slave class for the dark forces since the beginning of time. They have Don the cloak of subversion and operate in complete clandestine secrecy, or so it seems !

As a matter of fact these degenerate boast in finishing the work of the next would be head-of-state, the world is their backyard for some of the cruelest abuse and human suffering. America Has Been at War 93% of the Time – 222 out of 239 Years – Since 1776. It will eventually turn its attention back home after failed attempts in one World domination. Woe to the gullible citizens who are hoodwinked in believing a greater tomorrow. The earth can be destroyed and rebuilt from the ashes countless times over...But who will remain as slaves to do the massive scale efforts ? Its a speculation so dear to them, its hard to embrace the fundamentals. 

To them a big-bang brings order out of chaos...going back to the barbaric scientist lap dogs’ the human cattle must be milked and then skinned for processing. *2019 will be another turning point in human activities...just like 1914 was a turning point of prophesies. The Anglo-apartheid system that emerge since 1776 along its sister nations, are part of seven world powers in succession. Seven is the last power to be annexed the same way who did the last six, its personal and Divine. I can prove all seven in time-lines but that would be much for me, I’m not a fluent writer and besides the information I already have. So the great conspirator has had seven chances to make right his accusations of universal sovereignty in question, the rebellion and many failed experiments should be of jubilee that he has not succeeded.

So we have a fight ahead of us...239 years to human reparations, these events will be the beginning for the final cataclysm. The great tribulation shall usher in turmoil and complete darkness for a period of time.


Armageddon :

All the elements from the four corners of the planet will be stirred, to survive this horrific damnation against wickedness, righteousness is choice one has already made. There are movies and speculation on how this will unfold, even the elites are building underground bunkers and food storage supply...why ? because they’re much aware just as many, that the writings on walls are the casting nets against all vileness.
The great flood of the pass destroyed all life not suitable and kept a selection in tact...in the next World wide cleansing operation, the celestial host-of-host has plans in marching orders. Stay tune and awake the messenger has not yet finished !

Rafael G Gonzalez
03/18/2018

Praise to the Almighty God (YHWH) * As I saw 2019 a turning point in human activities, the only revisions were grammar. The message is complete and thanks to the audience for helping me, look back at some of these writings.

Much love to the global family !