Rise N Shine (Revised)

 

May my love be your battle field,

and my loyalty overlap eternity,

Why you feel agitated and spirit unease?

Why you seek a replacement ? 

do you not know who guides your disquieting heart impulses? 

Let me see you smile again and cause our father's person to rejoice until he becomes filled with your grace,

I have been observing your wonderful person, but there is one who can showcase

your true expression,

This morning I woke and there stood this omnipresence, this causative feeling and you were part of this drama, 

once to often it takes hold of (me) like an instrument awaiting it's performance, stage-casting to audience in amazement,

If blessing and undeserved-kindness were to be summarized, you have gone to far...I would prefer to remain in the ashes of creation,

If this be my last to a prelude, remember you have our standing ovation.

 

Que mi amor sea tu campo de batalla,

y mi lealtad se superponga a la eternidad,

¿Por qué te sientes agitada y tu espíritu excitado?

¿Por qué buscas un reemplazo?

¿No sabes quién guía los impulsos inquietantes de tu corazón?

Déjame verte sonreír de nuevo y hacer que la persona de mi padre se regocije hasta que se llene de tu gracia,

He estado observando tu maravillosa persona, pero hay alguien que puede mostrar

tu verdadera expresión,

Esta mañana me desperté y allí estaba esta omnipresencia, este sentimiento causante y tú eras parte de este drama,

una vez más se apodera de mí como un instrumento que espera su actuación, presentándose ante el público asombrado,

Si la bendición y la bondad inmerecida tuvieran que resumirse, has ido demasiado lejos... Preferiría permanecer en las cenizas de la creación,

Si este es mi último preludio, recuerda que tienes nuestra ovación de pie.

Rafael G Gonzalez

12/17/24 4:17 AM

Holy mist/Rocio Santo * N

 

 

Yes, one can refer to it as the superlative song !

 

 

Rocio Santo

Que los frutos del espíritu, Divino Todopoderoso, hueste de huestes Jehová Dios...Se conviérta en el rocio de la mañana, que energizan tu estructura subatómica.

 

Que a lo largo del día esta sinergia se convierta en la nueva raíz de colaboración profunda de la síntesis devocional,

 

Que seas la preferida entre los aderezos de los campos,

 

Que su impulso vibratorio se convierta en una masa de puente que canalice las transmisiones subliminales entre usted y el hueste Divino,

 

Serán esos códigos, impresiones, intercambios y mensajes los que el común apreciará tanto,

 

Será la descendencia de tales, a semejanza...parterres de flores destinados al taburete de un rey glorioso

 

Que el vientre: y será el altar, taller en el que brota y se despliega toda inspiración.

 

Joven y precoz, pero muy desirable...in las rotaciones de la guardia, mantienes todo en reposo y gran congelo.

 

* Special guest

 

Rafa El Gonzalez

Mayo 3, 2023
 

Holy mist

May the fruits of the spirit, Almighty Divine, host-of-host Jehovah God...become like the morning mist, that energize your sub-atomic structure.

 

Through-out the day may this synergy become the new root deep collaboration of devotional synthesis,

 

May you be the highly preferred among the fields dressings,

 

May your vibrational drive become a bridge mass that channels subliminal transmissions between you and Divine host.

 

It shall be those codes, imprints, exchange and messages the common hold so dear,

 

It shall be the offspring's of such, in likeness of flower beds meant for a king’s foot-stool,

 

May the womb : and it shall be the altar, work-shop in which all inspiration stems and rolls-out.

 

Young and early, but very desirable...in the rotations of the guard, you keep all in stand-still and deep -freeze.

 

Rafa El G

May 3, 2023

Steadfast reaching out

                   Steadfast reaching out

One can find themselves easy, if adjusting to a superficial environment is easy contention ! Where are the adjustments ?

But the unseen, sighing... and yearns with words un-uttered (unspoken). It collaborates with messengers, and porters to herald the words. Partially digested, patiently it awaits...awaits for the total consume and nourishment.

In place are a chess-board of players, each one moves accordingly to the chess-masters wishes. The play-ground and field in turn becomes the host to which moves are made, to fill vacuums and gaps...subjects in a Kabuki drama oblivious comma,

Ancient drama, players the same, millennium's in the making, hour glass sifting, markers and signs all to obvious. Nations in parallel, masses awakens, consumer and destroyer ever present, a menace to yearn sighing the unuttered.

A call is made...I hear...I feel...sounds, frequencies, vibrations, colorful spectrum's of lights, I reach the same...why I'm I here ? Nourish with completeness of sacred expressions moves the player.

The benevolent host unuttered the scheme, foundations shakes...playing fields rearrange, the play-ground fruitful, never the forgotten. The endless cycle...or so it seems, what do they do ? Trapped in the belly of a time capsule allotted wishes that never metastasize ! Able bodies in trivial matters, charger at the gauntlet...the other side the unspeakable !

Restless in the quest to remain the under nourished, the contention tailor made or made to order...the host running thin makes for the next move ! Selection, choices, calls not for the many.

03/08/17

By: Rafael G Gonzalez

Expandable/Human

 

What the normal eye see’s is what I don’t see, I’m going to get spiritual and philosophical. If one takes a simple rubber-band and flexes it proximity 50 times it losses flexibility, elasticity and eventually slaps. Or one can take the simple rubber-band and flex-it in full beyond the threshold and eventually it will break.

The human rubber-band is of the same function, we are in the middle between two highly opposing tents good/and bad, its a tug-of-war in which we are being utilized as instruments of choice and separated accordingly through the knowledge gained. We have free will to pick which side separates us, but not which side chooses us. The election by which we become the instrument, depending on which side wants it more. The good/benevolent reaches out and the opposing tent exercises contractual rights to do the same. For better or worse its expectation to remain expandable. Too what point ?

So there are two ways to break-down expeditiously or through momentum or accepting non resistance and eventually washing away without the knowledge. Gaining insight of why the ups /downs in our everyday struggles would balance the playing field, and the chessboard of player’s can reveal their hand more openly of the pulls and stretching, we our all subject one way or the other.

I have just revealed my hand of why we/us are being stretched thin and because of knowledge gained, remaining expandable...something will eventually break...and breaking is not that one throws in the towel, but through trial and perseverance access granted. Beyond the scope of reasoning why some are targets for the greater call or awakening is somethings that remains insolvent in a series of episodes I wish not to disclose.

Who is your equal, who is your rival, what's the opposition ? You the all seeing, all loving and benevolent, stage-cast the insensible like pawns in a borderless chessboard.

For every move made you're light years away and not one miserable among the mortals or immortals can access your hand unless granted.

this much I know!

Published on : 9/26/23 8:43 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Love where are you (Revised)

                                            
                                     Love where are you

I can love you for your fine qualities,

I can love you for being a great life source (mother),

I can love you for your enduring character,

I can love you for being a faithful helper and guide,

I can love you for being a precious expression few will ever see,

I can write you love notes, and from where love resides, defines, remote and isolated...I find my dearest nest in sublime charm.

I can love you for eternity,

I can love you for a thousand of years,

I can wait and be the sacrifice for your guarantee,

True love is not flattery, because I’m not disconnected from myself. It is the superior quality of endowment for those whom truly search it and find the source!

I can also love you for what you're not, imperfect being chasing a desire so innate, far from understanding,

I will love and continue to love...here today, tomorrow paradise. Seeking the source, disrupting its presences until it grants me access to a yearning few will ever manage to undertake.

Love emanates radiant light (heat source) life is found at its core...it is Divine, superlative, infinite starlight and beyond. Enigmatic riddles, puzzles the restless searcher to standstill in deep freeze.

Love where are you ? Where can I find you ? I have missed you ! Yet you are ever present...warm and cozy, delightful, my soul has found refuge ! Let’s walk up and down the park...let us sing happy melodies of our encounter. Let us praise while we can...let me find you in my memory !

(C) right

04.18.17

Rafael G Gonzalez

Un tributo a la paciencia (Revised) *

 

Un tributo a la paciencia

 

Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,

 

a tu direcion,

 

a tus momentos designados,

 

 Te vestiste de gala y recevistes el premio major,

 

a tus actos benevulos,

 

cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,

 

Nunca me dejetes sin salida,

 

Me llenates de gran agaunte,

 

Me orientates en gran consuelo,

 

Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,

 

Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,

 

Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,

 

Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,

 

Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,

 

Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,

 

Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…

 

Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes 

 

deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia,

 

Mi celo por esta virtud es una lección de corazón aprendida!

 

 

A tribute to patience

 

Forgive (me) for not having conceded into your impulses,

 

to your direction,

 

to your designated moments, 

 

you dressed to the nines and received the major prize,

 

to your benevolent acts,

 

When I were most in need,

 

Never left (me) without a way out,

 

You fill (me) with great endurance,

 

You guided (me) in great comfort,

 

Like a pacemaker and hourglass,

 

you didn't keep track of time,

 

You were always within my reach,

 

Never bother with my ignorance,

 

You harden and yield with unforgettable reasoning,

 

Your actions towards (me) are superlative,

 

Your presence along my path will be my eternal company,

 

My impatience was not your brokenness, but your strength... You have 

 

acted like a Divine enigma,

 

and replenished my greatest desires...I will be in debt for time and duration of my existence,

 

My zeal for this virtue a heart lesson learned !

 

 * special guest      : }

10/1/24 3:44 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Eternity in love *Special guest

Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk,+For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8

Love is a Divine attribute, we as human beings can’t even come close in defining it...

 

embracing it... manifesting it... expressing it...

 

every effort we make of it, only causes greater commotion of how it finds 

 

traction in our lives.

 

I live for a time not to far in distance, where love resides at it’s highest peak in expression,

 

there I find my beloved nested in sublime charm.

 

Superlative like Divinity itself, of purest expression...no mortal can ever attain , 

 

but emulate in benevolence and eternity in love,

 

seeking immortality,

 

seeking the expression,

 

seeking the one I love.

 

* Special guest D.A.N

Published on

10/3/24 1:22 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised

 

There are moment's hard  to absorb,

and moment's that absorb completely,

moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, 

and moment's I left for mute,

yet a battlefield of contention's fill my soul,

my dearest I couldn't touch, has left the greatest scream lodged in my throat,

once again the saddest of moment's the inactivity of my yearns,

the brother I so much love ...the family in full embrace, the moment's I deeply hold,

mend my broken pieces...Almighty and Divine (Blessed) and Blessed greater the aching heart's of families torn apart,

soften the transitional path we must cross together and fill every hard breath of sighing with love-joy and jubilation,

comfort in the wings of love and protect, shield our beloved ones.

the revised version of all that is spoken...ask all the nations that have contended with the Almighty God (YHWH) and see for yourself how they fared ? and I have witnessed his gran mercies, undeserved kindness, how he heals beyond repair and brings back the broken into a state of extreme comfort.

What should I say ? Take me home with those who have received a moments touch, the internal healing and those in trying times stayed the course, in faith...prayers...under tribulations and the countless fronts that line-up against a small flock of men/woman that remain resolved against such questions.

What should I say ? praise him, and praise him while we can !

 

Praise and laud the Almighty God,

Hay momentos difíciles de absorber, 

y momentos que absorben completamente, 

momentos como un chillido, un grito que se siente en la garganta, 

y momentos que dejé en silencio, 

sin embargo, un campo de batalla de contiendas llena mi alma, 

mi ser más querido que no pudo tocar, ha dejado el grito más grande alojado en mi garganta, 

una vez más, el momento más triste, la inactividad de mis anhelos, 

el hermano que tanto amo... la familia en pleno abrazo, los momentos que sostengo profundamente, 

repara mis pedazos rotos... Todopoderoso y Divino (Bendito) y Benditos más los corazones doloridos de las familias destrozadas, 

suaviza el camino de transición que debemos cruzar juntos y llena cada respiración difícil de suspiros con amor, alegría y júbilo, 

consuela en las alas del amor y protege, protege a nuestros seres amados. Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso,

la versión revisada de todo lo que se ha dicho...pregunten a todas las naciones que han contendido con el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) y vean por ustedes mismos cómo les fue. Y yo he sido testigo de sus grandes misericordias, bondad inmerecida, cómo sana sin posibilidad de reparación y devuelve a los quebrantados a un estado de consuelo extremo. 

 ¿Qué debo decir? Llévenme a casa con aquellos que han recibido un toque momentáneo, la sanidad interna y aquellos que en tiempos difíciles se mantuvieron firmes, en la fe... oraciones... bajo tribulaciones y los innumerables frentes que se alinean contra un pequeño rebaño de hombres/mujeres que permanecen decididos contra tales preguntas. ¿Qué debo decir? ¡Alaben, y elogien mientras podamos!


 Rafael G Gonzalez

Take (me) home *

 

Jah, the Almighty and Divine...keeps the pot broiling in my soul,

in mid-nite presence he searches for my person and we find each other

through an encounter so natural to us,

Jah, is my love-joy and it's nothing to be alarmed about...but cherish moments

to embrace his wholesome attachments,

so my thoughts race evermore and with greater eagerness as his eternal presence 

makes the connection like fusion of superlative energies merge into a stockpile,

I'm just a rogue (a rough man) lacking in all accounts,

Why do you seek (me) so boldly ?

When was it you became indebted to (me) ?

in all submission and humbleness carry out your Divine schemes, and your slave child be in expectations throughout life's duration,

My love is not by chance and you have query it in the finest of search,

take (me) home...there you, will have the best of the hearts desire,

a place where we can engage in the intimate convocations and spirits merge, come together in endless continuity,

lost as usual in brain storm, but seeking the light is my greatest want.

Praise and laud be my Divine being...

*special guest (YHWH)

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

True Love on trial (Revised)

 

True love spent a short session in the worldly courts,

villainize and ostracized for expressing it's finest gift's,

feeling loaded down and heavy, under the scope of the so-called gathering,

those who hold the greatest of virtues in contempt,

those with ears but can't make sense/cause of the expression,

those with eye's and make misuse of the oversight,

those with the gift of tongue and spread poisonous substance,

true love spent a short session of this contemporary misalignment of  human activities, yet it remain the seeker's delight for the duration of that allotment,

everyday it flourished in (me)... praise and praise it called out with yearnings beyond compare,

on trial once to many and this new season, what brings worth it's misfits against, and what is the defense?

make my love your battlefield and once it accomplish it's call, you can take down with you,

in the trial's...in the courts...in the public squares...in the witnessing stand...under oath and testimony...but in secret it doesn't operate,

If under the trials of misunderstanding, we gave up all reasoning and the web working it's nefarious activities pulled the veil on us once too often, can we come together and mount under spiritual guidance a complete revival to make right ? 

there is much love and much more to come, so that through a thorough self validation, the power of the Almighty is made manifest and completely expand the finest qualities that are truly Divine.

Praise the Almighty God (YHWH) just praise him !

 

El amor verdadero pasó una corta sesión en las cortes mundanas, vilizado y condenado al ostracismo por expresar sus mejores dones,

sintiéndose agobiado y pesado, bajo el alcance de la llamada reunión,

aquellos que desprecian las mayores virtudes,

aquellos con oídos pero no pueden hacer causa/sentido de la expresión,

aquellos con ojos y hacen mal uso de la supervisión,

aquellos con el don de la lengua y difunden sustancias venenosas,

el amor verdadero pasó una corta sesión de este des-alineamiento contemporáneo de las actividades humanas,

sin embargo, sigue siendo el deleite del buscador durante la duración de esa asignación,

todos los días floreció en (mí)...alabanza y alabanza gritó con anhelos incomparables, en juicio una vez a muchos y esta nueva temporada,

¿qué hace que valga la pena contra él y cuál es la defensa?

Haz de mi amor tu campo de batalla y una vez que cumpla su llamado, podrás derribarlo contigo,

en los juicios...en los juzgados...en las plazas públicas...en el estrado de los testigos...bajo juramento y testimonio...pero en secreto no opera, 

 Si bajo las pruebas de la incomprensión, abandonamos todo razonamiento y la red que trabaja con sus nefastas actividades nos cubre con demasiada frecuencia, ¿podemos unirnos y montar bajo guía espiritual un avivamiento completo para hacer lo correcto?

hay mucho amor y mucho más por venir, para que a través de una auto-validación profunda, el poder del Todopoderoso se manifieste y expanda por completo las mejores cualidades que son verdaderamente Divinas.

 

Alabado sea el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), ¡simplemente alábenlo!

Rafael G Gonzalez

1/1/25 = 9th son

 

 

 

 

 

My guest eternal presence

 

When you rise and shine praise him,

when you first open your eyes after a sound sleep laud him great,

every breath you take may that energy carries connotation of that Holy name,

for every exhalation may the witnessing carry great tidings,

every break you take and in between sanctify his kindness,

bless be the fruits of his Holiest spirit,

bless be his Holiest attributes,

make him your strong-hold in your contemptible state, his guidance never fails,

keep seeking the person of the Almighty, loyal, benevolent and Divine,

in your short comings count the victories that will amass to your favor,

your staying power and reliance will remind the enemy that Almighty God (YHWH) had the upper hand in all events,

Walk with him and cherish the moment that access granted, 

With all power and expression bestowed feel him, energize your whole person in great shadows and grace.

Make him your guest and have an open invitation for eternal presence.

Rafael G Gonzalez

God's Slave girl

Sister : Ann Butler, original writing please...click on the link here, to view at my drive. A very special poetic note, by one of God's finest (servant) slave girl. 

In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.”

Miracle of Life (Revised)*

 As dedicated bible-based (prophecies) researcher I have been fascinated and intrigued by the great resource work it really is...this wonderful time piece(Holy Book)can set the stage for all kinds of fact finding and guide to many topics. From science,archeology,history,family,genealogy,health,civil law; it's certainly an endless master work of infinite uncontested wisdom. I have included reference text to accompany this video as a compliment...since the miracle of life' rekindle and touches the fiber of every spiritual conscious able human being.

*The original film was narrated in part in Islam,the BBC owner had it remove on copy right laws.So here is the film again whom ever narrates it...I have zero affiliates with neither one.*

The original video was removed on copy right issues...it was quite amazing from conception to birth...and all the wonder.

• (Job 10:8) Your own hands have shaped me so that they made me In entirety round about, and yet you would swallow me up.
• (Job 31:15) Did not the One making me in the belly make him, And did not just One proceed to prepare us in the womb?
• (Psalm 22:10) Upon you I have been thrown from the womb; From the belly of my mother you have been my God.
• (Isaiah 46:3) “Listen to me, O house of Jacob, and all YOU remaining ones of the house of Israel, YOU the ones conveyed [by me] from the belly, the ones carried from the womb.
• (John 3:4)Nic·o·de′mus said to him: “How can a man be born when he is old? He cannot enter into the womb of his mother a second time and be born, can he?”
• Psalm 19:1) The heavens are declaring the glory of God; And of the work of his hands the expanse is telling.
• (Psalm 92:5) How great your works are, O Jehovah! Very deep your thoughts are.
• (Psalm 104:24) How many your works are, O Jehovah! All of them in wisdom you have made. The earth is full of your productions.
• (Psalm 111:2) The works of Jehovah are great, Searched for on the part of all those delighting in them.
• (Job 10:11) With skin and flesh you proceeded to clothe me And with bones and sinews to weave me together
  
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• (Ecclesiastes 11:5) Just as you are not aware of what is the way of the spirit in the bones in the belly of her that is pregnant, in like manner you do not know the work of the [true] God, who does all things.
• (Job 1:21) and say: “Naked I came out of my mother’s belly, And naked shall I return there. Jehovah himself has given, and Jehovah himself has taken away. Let the name of Jehovah continue to be blessed.”
• (Job 10:18) So why from a womb did you bring me out? Could I have expired, that not even an eye could see me,
• (Psalm 127:3) Look! Sons are an inheritance from Jehovah; The fruitage of the belly is a reward.

It is not without good reason that Psalm 104:24 says: “How many your works are, O Jehovah! All of them in wisdom you have made. The earth is full of your productions.”


*Published : 12/3/12 3:03

One longest standing video in the blog and much visited. Thank brother bring it back !

My special guest (Revised)

 

 Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty and Divine blessed be your name to time infinite,

all these emotions, commotions all this burning and heighten feelings I must shift it all back to you.

It is because of you, I spend restless nights evoking your Divine person,

so that the credit all falls back on your saintly schemes and Holiest of operations,

I'm awake, alert and in full expectations,

take me home and make use of this vessel,

you so rightly have claim over as personal property,

as a closing statement...if I must say it only a few have access,

energies link with superb energies,

My dear please comfort her with the gentlest of touch make her our choice,

it is through these lost moments I find reality to be a blitz, and brain storming to be the true nature of your framing what the heart can weave,

yes, it takes me away deep into the night and your spirit doesn't release,

with the sweetest of dreams, you comfort and entertain with the of greatest gifts, a child could ever wish, 

Your love is all embracing and lacking or needful my heart is all content to the fullest.

 *special guest (YHWH)

Rafael Gonzalez

10/12/24 3:33am

 

El Coqui (revised)

The Native frog from Puerto Rico and Hawaii that causes much commotion to the restless soul's...Or is it the other way around? One of my original poems...about this creatures journey's to strange lands.

Copy (R)
Raphael G

03/24/13 2:44 AM

Raindancer

 

 

 

 If I the rainmaker,

 

I would give command to a special cloud called glory, too follow your footsteps closely and make those tear drops of rain into heavenly flower-beds in which your grace can tread on.

 

In the paradise of Almighty God (YHWH) you would kick-start every springs parade of marchers and fashions delight,

 

The meadows, prairies, oasis and the parched regions all await your vibrational drive, the fields dressing...your shadow in holy blessings.

 

Collaboration is root deep, exchange mutual, guard what is sacred, honor your call.

 

You are essential beauty and nature relies on you,

 

Divine poetry dazzles upon you,

 

nothing like you in absence, nothing like your presence...just an unforgettable aura.

 

 

Si yo soy el hacedor de lluvia,

 

Yo daría orden a una nube especial llamada gloria, para que siguiera de cerca tus pasos y hiciera que las gotas lagrimosas de lluvia se convirtieran en celestiales campos de flores en los que tu gracia pueda pisar.

 

En el paraíso de Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH), iniciarías cada desfile de primavera de manifestantes y modas delicias,

 

Los prados, las praderas, los oasis y las regiones áridas esperan tu impulso vibratorio, los campos visten... tu sombra con santas bendiciones.

 

La colaboración es raiz profunda, el intercambio es mutuo, guarda lo que es sagrado, honra tu llamada.

 

Eres belleza esencial y la naturaleza se apoya en ti,

 

Poesia divina deslumbra sobre ti,

 

nada como tu en ausencia, nada como tu presencia...solo una aura inolvidavible.

 

* Special guest!

Rafael G Gonzalez

Love notes

 

Love is the most powerful elixir, the greatest of tonics, the most prescribe remedy, an ancient-alien formula, nothing like it in absentia, nothing like it when administered in the right doses.

 

It is the perfect gift found deep remote in the vastness of the soul and beyond. Ask me if I know such thing ? and I will say this...only in concept. 

 

Understanding the expression is my life greatest drive. One day I shall be filled in true holiness, in love with the emptiness that has shadowed me, and the expression as my companion for the souls duration.

Only for you !

The greatest expression of Love, is giving it all back to it's rightful owner. It is unselfish, loyal, faithful, superlative, Divine and beyond. It is patient because eternity shadows side-by-side, it is in firm relationship with the vastness of enigmatic strangeness we so dearly hold. Perfectly binding as the ultimate expression, the few get to truly experience. Ancient like infinite itself, sweet and all embracing, soul searching as it makes the calls, the choicest subject trapped in its web...love-joy and jubilee, flowers beds rest.

Praise and laud the Almighty God (YHWH) to time and time indefinite !

* Special guest

Rafael G Gonzalez

Deep-Freeze (Revised)

 

She is truly an expression of Almighty God reserves,

 

She puts (me) into a deep-freeze as I go about my ways,

 

I would love to approach her and carry on simply, but its not that easy or trivial,

 

So if I walk away from these interludes, its because I must first come down from these high’s and return to homeostasis (low’s) to express myself freely from a long thawing process.

 

As I pen these short words from absences, her presences shadows (me) and surely I’m lost in those episodes, her ways are much welcoming and there's nothing to reproach. 

 

She is above average, and has the guidance, coaching of exceptional parents.

 

when you read this I'm moved by my love for you to connect, exchange, and shake with vibrations, while every cell in my body breathes, exhale and searches for that fine-tuning.

 

Patience becomes enigmatic, timing eludes (me), the space between us becomes a chasm, yet I seek to capture every moment with the resiliency of an able body.

 

I can’t say no more...

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Ella es verdaderamente una expresión de las reservas de Dios Todopoderoso,

 

Ella me pone (a mí) en un gran congelo mientras sigo mis caminos,

Me encantaría acercarme a ella y continuar simplemente, pero no es tan fácil ni trivial.

 

Entonces, si me alejo de estos interludios, es porque primero debo bajar de estos altos y regresar a la homeostasis (bajos) para expresarme libremente de un largo proceso de descongelación.

 

Mientras escribo estas cortas palabras desde las ausencias, sus presencias me ensombrecen y seguramente me pierdo en esos episodios, sus maneras son muy acogedoras y no hay nada que reprochar.

 

Ella está por encima del promedio y tiene la guía y el entrenamiento de padres excepcionales.

 

cuando leas esto me conmueve mi amor por ti para conectarme, intercambiarme y sacudirme con vibraciones, mientras cada célula de mi cuerpo respira, exhala y busca esa sintonía-fina.

 

 La paciencia se vuelve enigmática, el tiempo se me escapa, el espacio entre nosotros se convierte en un abismo, pero busco capturar cada momento con la resiliencia de un cuerpo capaz.

 

 

 no puedo decir mas...

 

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Rafael G Gonzalez

Dones especiales/special gifts (Revised)

 

 

 

 Por cada bocanada de aire que se toma, falta un elemento, 

  

Por cada descompresión como para exhalar, 

 

Algo sale de las bóvedas secretas,  

 

Ella completa el ciclo de los anhelos de mi vida, 

 

A medida que avanzo en mi día, sus presencias me acechan, 

 

Su colorido es como lo sagrado del arco iris,  

 

Como el vacío de los cielos huecos a mitad de camino, ella (me) llena con la gloria y la alegría de los dones espirituales,  

 

Ella expía todo lo que falta y me completa,  

 

Por momentos siento una correlación, una conexión, como un vínculo, como un portal, como una masa de puente que estamos dispuestos a colisionar y crear esos canales a los que nos atraemos... o debería decir un ser supremo.  

 

Tengo la impresión de que lo que el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ha unido ningún poder puede desatarlo,  

 

Ella es la esclava de Dios, anterior a (mi) en el despertar y debo seguir ese camino hasta mi último aliento si ese es el llamado.  

 

En la cámara sagrada (taller) ella es y será el gozo del amor de Jehová Dios…. ¡No puedo decir nada más!

 Rafa EL G Gonzalez

 

For every stroke of breath taken, there is an element missing,

 

For every decompression as to exhale,

 

Something leaves the secret vaults,

 

She completes the cycle of my life's yearns,

 

As I go about my day her presences stalks (me),

 

Her colorfulness like the sacredness of the rainbow,

 

Like the emptiness of midway hollow skies, she fills (me) with the glory and joy of spiritual gifts,

 

She atones everything missing and makes (me) whole,

 

At times I feel a correlation, a connection, like a link, like a portal, like a bridge mass that we are set to collide and create those channels to which we attract...or should I say a supreme being.

 

I’m under the impression that what the Almighty God (YHWH) has brought together no power can untie,

 

She is God’s slave girl, prior to (me) in the awakening and I must follow that path to my last breath stroke if that be the call.

 

In the sacred chamber (workshop) she is and will be Jehovah’s love joy….

I can’t say no more !

 

* Special guest

 

Rafael G Gonzalez