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Wednesday, April 2, 2025

By all Means (Revised)

 

Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,

happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,

life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),

we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned, 

to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,

in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,

in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,

it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,

with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will !

Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....

 

Published on
3/3/25 12:37 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

My happiest moments (Revised)

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness,

your (Manic) depression,

your anxiety (disorder),

your bi-polar-ism,

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia,

social (disorders)

Narcissistic (disorders)

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

 

 

Monday, March 24, 2025

Conscience holds (Revised)

 

 

 

 

I place Almighty God (YHWH) as my witness, and stand before him with a clear conscience. That if it be through the expression bestowed or through poetic notes and other means, that I have tried to win the hearts and minds of those who hold (me) in contempt. 

Thou I practice a high state of awareness, I gather that Almighty God is not partial and that equal footing is granted to all who hold those virtues. The cheap shots taken against my character have no bearing...it is the actions that will eventually exchange and bring down the hostile acts...and this grieves me because I host no such sympathy.

The corruption of the spirit is the corruption of conscience, I have not embrace either one, as to being removed from the process of gainfully being draft back into the call that which we ultimately seek.
 

If controversy shadows (me) its the conscience that expands and that which broadens in overgrow seeks the proverbial "TRUTH" in all its manifestation. When one searches "The way"  Divine Truth' in light form, the controversy is removed. Martyrs and seeker's make use of the unusual, so that which tries to over-shadow makes no gains on the proverbial truth. So being a public enemy is the badge of honor that which thereof carries no shame or pain greater then the martyrs/witness themselves.

Just praise him while you can ! Just praise him !

Almighty Divine please allow (me) to praise, laud, worship and sanctify the Holiest name !
Rafa EL G Gonzalez

Published on
3/9/25 9:02 AM


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Friday, March 21, 2025

Everlasting Apologies/disculpas eternas (Revised)

There are times man/woman come across things in form of expression that cause a great stir in a person's soul. When it comes to feelings my body is less sensitive as it is my heart. The qualities of the Almighty and Divine, which are termed "fruits of the Holy Spirit"( which is the person of GOD) is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith. In other words one has to feel themselves through the body/person of Almighty God (YHWH), bless be his name to time indefinite. Some of us have these gifts in possession to a greater charity of the Holy Spirit it self.

If logic is absent, in the absent of this logic I have emotional intelligence, that supersedes the failures of stoic reasoning. As human-being we all have some kind of feelings, some kind of affection, sometime mutual...in others sometime a singleness of that attraction. In the process of bridging the gap, some come across stiff opposition in various forms. I'm not innocent in these attacks, the subject of interest are not the resistance...but those who have little access and question the superlative gifts, which in turn contrite the Holy Spirit.

The opposition acts as a controller in various forms, method, and schemes, reasoning it's for the good, undermining the access already in the work's through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest. And where I stand is firm with a clear conscience moving ever forward, in great lament.

Some have taken issues with the things written, fearing it's content and the very truth behind it. But it's not the fear making them stutter and stammer, it's the favor in expression of the Holy Spirit that which carries out a restless search.

Now that you know carry those feelings to the highest power, and we dress in the vestment of purity, and the Holiest-of-Holiest feels complete in the exchange of those expressions.

I wish to extend my apologies through the expression,

 

 

Let be the expression my everlasting apologies,

the poetic notes a sentiment searching it's host,

actions and reactions a misalignment of a bi-polarized model of radical

high's and low's,

that shifts, transition it's axis in complete despair ,

the room that filled the eagerness of heart,

love in the chills of ice,

colder and colder working it's web,

the end-times cycle (receiving end)...the assembly of faithful under the greatest of trials,

but the true word never failed,

a beginning or end...the signs all to obvious, 

the search not for the faint of heart,

I prefer you stay in your place and allow the expression to find it's audience and contend,

under severity, machinations of the hidden hand a small gathering at work,

So I praise and praise...Almighty God (YHWH) what's next ?

let (me) sing to you my song everyday "take me home a place suited for each other...but take (me) home ".


Que la expresión sea mis disculpas eternas, 

las notas poéticas un sentimiento en busca de su anfitrión, 

acciones y reacciones una desalineación de un modelo bipolarizado de radicalidad de altos y bajas, que transiciona su eje en completo desconsuelo, 

la habitación que llenó el entusiasmo del corazón, 

el amor en los escalofríos del hielo, 

más y más frío tejiendo su red,

el ciclo del fin de los tiempos (marcadores)... la asamblea de fieles bajo la mayor de las pruebas, 

pero la verdadera palabra nunca falló, 

un principio... un fin... las señales son demasiado obvias, 

la búsqueda no es para los débiles de corazón, 

prefiero que te quedes en tu lugar y permitas que la expresión encuentre su audiencia y contienda, 

bajo severidad, maquinaciones de la mano oculta una pequeña reunión en acción, 

Así que alabo y alabo... Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) ¿qué sigue? 

Déjame cantarte mi canción todos los días "Llévame a casa, a un lugar adecuado para cada uno...pero llévame a casa".

Published on
2/12/25 3:28 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez



Sunday, March 16, 2025

Steadfast reaching out






                   Steadfast reaching out

One can find themselves easy, if adjusting to a superficial environment is easy contention ! Where are the adjustments ?

But the unseen, sighing... and yearns with words un-uttered (unspoken). It collaborates with messengers, and porters to herald the words. Partially digested, patiently it awaits...awaits for the total consume and nourishment.

In place are a chess-board of players, each one moves accordingly to the chess-masters wishes. The play-ground and field in turn becomes the host to which moves are made, to fill vacuums and gaps...subjects in a Kabuki drama oblivious comma,

Ancient drama, players the same, millennium's in the making, hour glass sifting, markers and signs all to obvious. Nations in parallel, masses awakens, consumer and destroyer ever present, a menace to yearn sighing the unuttered.

A call is made...I hear...I feel...sounds, frequencies, vibrations, colorful spectrum's of lights, I reach the same...why I'm I here ? Nourish with completeness of sacred expressions moves the player.

The benevolent host unuttered the scheme, foundations shakes...playing fields rearrange, the play-ground fruitful, never the forgotten. The endless cycle...or so it seems, what do they do ? Trapped in the belly of a time capsule allotted wishes that never metastasize ! Able bodies in trivial matters, charger at the gauntlet...the other side the unspeakable !

Restless in the quest to remain the under nourished, the contention tailor made or made to order...the host running thin makes for the next move ! Selection, choices, calls not for the many.

03/08/17

By: Rafael G Gonzalez

The Trial (Revised)

I give thanks to the audience who have taken (me) back to the many pages written, and help (me) revise or reconsider any discrepancies that may need a finishing touch to current time.

 

For all my criminal activities (pass and present) I have a supreme Judge (YHWH the Almighty Divine) a prosecutor (Jesus, the millennium Reign; welcome Reign) and a hand picked jury some whom I have labored with hand-to-hand.

The accuser a counterfeit deflector, who has afflicted me from birth…..


The verdict a life sentence of love,compassion,mercy and undeserved-kindness, and a badge of honor for bravery, courage for standing up to a psychopath bully.


Stead-fast in all my tribulations, and yet those to come. I anticipate this trial as a symbolic death-role recipient, my opening statement, “Satan you’re a beast and you know it, because Jesus the King said so! Your warden !


In all these years in shackles I can truly say...let’s do this all-over again.

*Taking on the judgement sit, would equate in usurping the authority of the Almighty Divine. A mere moral can't read minds, hearts or home in on stress levels.The fine shepherd...(not the super-fine shepherd), that The apostle Paul warned about; can see through all our short comings. I put my trust less on humans in high places, and pull more confidently with the fine shepherd !

 

2 Corinthians 4:3
if, in fact, the good news we declare is veiled, it is veiled among those who are perishing,
 
2 Corinthians 4:12
So death is at work in us, but life in you.
 
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore, we do not give up, but even if the man we are outside is wasting away, certainly the man we are inside is being renewed from day to day.
 
Galatians 1: 9
As we have said before, so now I say again: If anyone is preaching to you a gospel contrary to the one you received, let him be accursed. *
" I include myself, if that be case...for that I have judge."

 

Our Codex Alimentarius is laced up with certain objectives, and that is to tinker with the sacred spiral or should I say the innate expression.
Did I say food supply...
Did I say vaccines...
Did say big-pharma...
Did I mention the man of lawlessness...or the man of sin

When a person of conscience that still has cognitive reasoning speaks or let go of what remains of those gifts some take arms against that.

When the love of many would get cold...according to Jesus in Matt. Chapter 24 He wasn't all clarifying, but I'm... if some still inherit free expression; you are a public enemy.

But If I become God's out law in a benevolent act of love, and time is not my side...and neither is patience. I would be pushing my father thresh-hold for the betterment countless, and I will take to my trial.

Rafael G Gonzalez

Published on
1/19/22 12:35 AM


If I boast ! (Revised)


 

If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.
Now that you know channel those feelings/energies to a higher power !
 
Also my dearest global family as a philosophy major and educated by a prominent family in Princeton, NJ * there is no greater wisdom then that which is from above. If anyone takes issues with what I write, take it with the one granting access to such wisdom.
 
Published on
7/16/24 10:46 PM
Rafa EL G Gonzalez
 
*page access granted

https://www.poeticnoteandjourneys.com/2023/08/access-granted.html

Friday, March 14, 2025

Frail Web (revised) *

                                                                   

Frail Web :

While space allotments are available and one has the golden opportunity to shine, why not do so and become the friction to the machine grinding at the self-worth ! In today’s information age one should be trying to search out those who have the least gains...you may have. Of what purpose is gaining and self- preservation when at the end one has little to show for ? Your friends, contacts, and family deserve the best of you. If one is just using their medium of allotted time for selfies, social gossip, malicious rumors, and routines (broken rhythms), publishing articles of little relevance don’t expect light to drop in for a photo opportunity...you maybe lucky and fortunate. I will speak truth that is alien to man, so that the conscientious alarm carrying out it's internal conflicts, can set the stage for an awaken new self. 
 
If I can be that guide in my own struggles, then I can truly be free. I can boast and say well, here in Google in the years of stay my audience has remained loyal and steadfast. If 10,000 hits a month was worth it, I say let’s do it again. Here in my short years in face-book if its anything of worth, my Poetry has gotten plenty of exercise.

Either way I stay humble even from immature characters that pop-up every-now-and-then...in expectation of a consolation ! Its a fragile-web and only the well seasoned can plot its course. In a way I feel many will not fare well in the real test of time and times again. The Almighty Divine’ has been my guide, fine tuned. I stretch my mind far  and beyond...one would be lost !

Before someone does loose me or I loose them, I try and stay level-headed ! How one stays at that level ? The final call and  The mission !!!

Let us deviate for a while on that, in Chinese classic “ Ninja Wolves” were loyal servants, no equal. In Western society we have nothing close, that is why its Iron and clay...it doesn’t stick well, now I’m prophesying ! I count the seasons, carrying internal yearns for the global family as a whole...its deep. Many will miss the point beyond the signs and that is the hurt, too “all those we loved, their is a share of Burden “. Those left behind may very well be the front runners in the final call, but we never give up on the mission.

There is ominous signs, blacks clouds, clouds of fire hovering above us...the simple minded have little access too these markers, as those who have taken serious the awareness and expand that charity “here I’m” it calls restlessly. What mechanism will trigger the envisioned trajectory of lame sleep-walkers, slumbering in their own contrive? By remaining focus adjustments and re-alignments maybe worth those being properly nourished. How much of a “Ninja Wolf” cry, howling will harvest ?...I have the brightest guest !

At a cellular level today's newborns are more humanoids then the expected free expression, they are being restructured and modified by tinkering with the genetic code. Countless are void of free-expression, innate to normal development. As our environment continues to erode...our water, air, food supply and many commodities essential for human survival are also carriers of trans-genetic material making the course even greater in challenges. Today's communities of barbaric scientist have stretched the boundaries of ethics...and trashed the moral compass. 
 
Actually they are behind the social decadency, and the trans-human agenda, other Western and develop societies have disowned nefarious practices, experiments against humanity. Its worth mentioning that there is a conspiracy at full display like looking at a Hi-definition TV set without rousing conscience, now that is sublime as a carry out order.

Here is the next trouble-shooter I, count on you the global family to unite and peacefully break the shackles of the oppression ! The Global human race is Divine...but something, someone whether physical or spirit...bind or divide can’t overcome this resiliency of spiritual resistance. “Our cherished inheritance Earth’ calls out its spoils...but never the mission ! I give both what its worth in do time.

But time is ticking away…we are all one family ! If the struggles is going to be benevolent...don’t let it be without resistance. I may very well see us on the other side, but the fight is on...masses seek The Way’ out from aggravated chaos making claims at our potentials. We don’t want to become halves, divided, more likely bond by principles, virtues and the spirit, motivation which guides it. Encapsulating ourselves from reality can drive insanity dis-proportionally at new heights, unable to see through the jungle of trip-wire, the inexperience charge at the gauntlet like madness...by-passing all rules of what is common. 
 
There are weak links within the complex, these reactions can incorporate at any given time, any moment when transitioning engages at the gears. From a spiritual transmutation, the flesh is weak and fragile, yet the Spirit contends with both. Now we have the actuating driver...if the Spirit is more powerful then the flesh, where do we find ourselves at the space allotment ?

It is wishful-thinking the masses will wake up all suddenly re-start the machine and observe its mechanism, As mentioned before too many anomalies breaking down the Divinity of what is human. We’re all special when comes to superlativeness, from the miracle of life’ and descending into a black hole of contraptions, oblivious often duped beyond the normal parameters. The 80’s whence worth there can be little room to suggest humans are the factors behind the great awakening...if anything its a combination of both, the experiment and the exchange of conscience innate...absent of corruption. 
 
During the incubation period of nine months, what goes down the pipelines of life is heart retching. Today’s humanoids are hooked to a not So-Smart phone making decisions, constructs of sifting through information and not reading and discerning its content. If one was using other digital devices...Laptop, Desktop or a Tablet then things changes, because now one is not just sifting through small graphics, rather at leisure get the solid message, so many want to make available. As a consolation the Spirit takes pleasure in all Earthly activities. So whether one is transitioning or anchored in the trenches, it is this medium we all take for granted.

Truth has become a vigilant and fallibleness a link often invisible ancient curse, with these we wrangle, have we lost sight ? To the point we no longer care ? Could there be wishful thinking, that all are not left behind ? I gather we can do much better, and conspire with all who have traces of Divinity verses the counterfeits. The fraud is dismissed as imitations, to reflect on what is wholesome or emulate its pathological behavior is a obstacle-course and charts. The navigator plots the passageway...by no means of turbulence and hindrance can the focus be derailed. Keep the eyes on the prize O' yes, hard times ahead, but that is the essential to surviving the next course.


Truth

Let me rise with the words of truth,

Let me descend with the words of the same,

Give me truth for breakfast,

Give me truth for lunch,

Give me truth for dinner,

Give me truth in between and the night,

Give me truth in my dreams and nightmares,

Let me walk in the path of the light, and of darkness…

Like fire ignites, energizes let the truth be just as strong,

Let truth consume me, so that my call is

not be in vain,

I find truth or it will find me...there is no way out !

By : Rafael G Gonzalez 
 
03/08/2018

The Great Tribulation :

A tribulation so catastrophic pass events will look pale in comparison, pass conflicts enrolled with the present compounded with modern science...the frame work is already being laid out. Its been a slow process, but very methodical. At the final stages fast approaching only the signs in association, can be of value to trend seeker’s. If one can puzzle together these riddles of human manifestation, and connect the dots...we are somewhat ahead in what will encompass the whole earth. According to the “Georgia guide stone” the human population is to be reduced to 500,000 million. 
 
The earth population is at about 7 billion, at times I’m led to believe there is a kill switch for the global family. The wickedness of such demonic deviancy is not a joke...they’re on time and schedule, in a prophetic sense the protocols for this doomsday scenario is in sync with other prophetic writings of benevolent nature, certainly not for the great conspirator’s or men-of-sin! The men of lawlessness are the slave class for the dark forces since the beginning of time. They have Don the cloak of subversion and operate in complete clandestine secrecy, or so it seems !

As a matter of fact these degenerate boast in finishing the work of the next would be head-of-state, the world is their backyard for some of the cruelest abuse and human suffering. America Has Been at War 93% of the Time – 222 out of 239 Years – Since 1776. It will eventually turn its attention back home after failed attempts in one World domination. Woe to the gullible citizens who are hoodwinked in believing a greater tomorrow. The earth can be destroyed and rebuilt from the ashes countless times over...But who will remain as slaves to do the massive scale efforts ? Its a speculation so dear to them, its hard to embrace the fundamentals. 

To them a big-bang brings order out of chaos...going back to the barbaric scientist lap dogs’ the human cattle must be milked and then skinned for processing. *2019 will be another turning point in human activities...just like 1914 was a turning point of prophesies. The Anglo-apartheid system that emerge since 1776 along its sister nations, are part of seven world powers in succession. Seven is the last power to be annexed the same way who did the last six, its personal and Divine. I can prove all seven in time-lines but that would be much for me, I’m not a fluent writer and besides the information I already have. So the great conspirator has had seven chances to make right his accusations of universal sovereignty in question, the rebellion and many failed experiments should be of jubilee that he has not succeeded.

So we have a fight ahead of us...239 years to human reparations, these events will be the beginning for the final cataclysm. The great tribulation shall usher in turmoil and complete darkness for a period of time.


Armageddon :

All the elements from the four corners of the planet will be stirred, to survive this horrific damnation against wickedness, righteousness is choice one has already made. There are movies and speculation on how this will unfold, even the elites are building underground bunkers and food storage supply...why ? because they’re much aware just as many, that the writings on walls are the casting nets against all vileness.
The great flood of the pass destroyed all life not suitable and kept a selection in tact...in the next World wide cleansing operation, the celestial host-of-host has plans in marching orders. Stay tune and awake the messenger has not yet finished !

Rafael G Gonzalez
03/18/2018

Praise to the Almighty God (YHWH) * As I saw 2019 a turning point in human activities, the only revisions were grammar. The message is complete and thanks to the audience for helping me, look back at some of these writings.

Much love to the global family !

Wednesday, February 26, 2025

Expandable/Human

 

What the normal eye see’s is what I don’t see, I’m going to get spiritual and philosophical. If one takes a simple rubber-band and flexes it proximity 50 times it losses flexibility, elasticity and eventually slaps. Or one can take the simple rubber-band and flex-it in full beyond the threshold and eventually it will break.

The human rubber-band is of the same function, we are in the middle between two highly opposing tents good/and bad, its a tug-of-war in which we are being utilized as instruments of choice and separated accordingly through the knowledge gained. We have free will to pick which side separates us, but not which side chooses us. The election by which we become the instrument, depending on which side wants it more. The good/benevolent reaches out and the opposing tent exercises contractual rights to do the same. For better or worse its expectation to remain expandable. Too what point ?

So there are two ways to break-down expeditiously or through momentum or accepting non resistance and eventually washing away without the knowledge. Gaining insight of why the ups /downs in our everyday struggles would balance the playing field, and the chessboard of player’s can reveal their hand more openly of the pulls and stretching, we our all subject one way or the other.


I have just revealed my hand of why we/us are being stretched thin and because of knowledge gained, remaining expandable...something will eventually break...and breaking is not that one throws in the towel, but through trial and perseverance access granted. Beyond the scope of reasoning why some are targets for the greater call or awakening is somethings that remains insolvent in a series of episodes I wish not to disclose.

Who is your equal, who is your rival, what's the opposition ? You the all seeing, all loving and benevolent, stage-cast the insensible like pawns in a borderless chessboard.

For every move made you're light years away and not one miserable among the mortals or immortals can access your hand unless granted.


this much I know!

Published on : 9/26/23 8:43 AM


Rafael G Gonzalez

Tuesday, February 25, 2025

New Jerusalem (Revised)



New Jerusalem

O’ New Jerusalem, land of the brave and spirited warriors,
O’ New Jerusalem, land of majestic mountains and sweet waters,
Yes you O’ Zion, the coveted work of art whose tormentor is blinded by your beauty and Magnificence. (Evil doers know not)
The meadows have dressed you with the foliage that wing creatures can only dream of, in your battlefield hope is heard from its foreign visitors, they cry out in jubilee, sing well orchestrated chorus, their tunes are enchantment to the ears of the natives.

Creation spoke in riddles when you came forth, the almighty God stretched his right hand in blessings; you were the master’s achievements, He labored in pain with your up bringing,

O’ Zion, your spirit can not be broken and the enemies in the battlefield shake in fear because there is warmth in the fluid that sustains life. There is love and unity in what remains, that to be adequate because abundance is not necessary the advantage.

O’ Zion, the world see little of you and tongues and mad people of the world have distorted views of a land, which is creation, humans like all other and in many ways more prone to reason than all others,

The promise land is in your midst, paradise belongs to he who struggles for the good cause of its people, O’ Zion, I will see you in paradise or die trying.

Paradise does not belong to the faithless, who stoned the prophets, whose blessings God revoked,

O’ Zion, hold strong and roll well because blessings are sure in God almighty.

O’ Zion, land of the spiritual warriors of the mountains how many men wish to serve you! and how many have missed! Yet the struggle continues and I see the faces of many who took the call, their faces smiling with graceful humbleness, their memories like a mighty wave that gets stronger as it picks up time.

O’ Zion, motherland that shelters its off springs in the bosom of caves, peaks, valleys and evergreens, from the oppressor and destroyer…..awake...awake and consume them in your wrath and fire.
 
O’ Zion, if only God had error (in choosing a new people and He did not!) why did He not look any further in the pains of labour, the land of Faithful warriors? (Moreover He, has)…God almighty bless the fields of the new covenant and the Great Spirit be the driving force in all its actions. The mountain can move, the waters can divided, the underground can call it’s spoils, the days can darken and nights illuminate like the brightest stars, but Zion will stand and remain as God's almighty spirit visitant the everlasting faith based stronghold.
 
Published on: 6/24/14 4:58 PM

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written: 4/6/07

Monday, February 24, 2025

Love where are you (Revised)


                                            
                                     Love where are you



I can love you for your fine qualities,

I can love you for being a great life source (mother),

I can love you for your enduring character,

I can love you for being a faithful helper and guide,

I can love you for being a precious expression few will ever see,

I can write you love notes, and from where love resides, defines, remote and isolated...I find my dearest nest in sublime charm.

I can love you for eternity,

I can love you for a thousand of years,

I can wait and be the sacrifice for your guarantee,

True love is not flattery, because I’m not disconnected from myself. It is the superior quality of endowment for those whom truly search it and find the source!

I can also love you for what you're not, imperfect being chasing a desire so innate, far from understanding,

I will love and continue to love...here today, tomorrow paradise. Seeking the source, disrupting its presences until it grants me access to a yearning few will ever manage to undertake.

Love emanates radiant light (heat source) life is found at its core...it is Divine, superlative, infinite starlight and beyond. Enigmatic riddles, puzzles the restless searcher to standstill in deep freeze.

Love where are you ? Where can I find you ? I have missed you ! Yet you are ever present...warm and cozy, delightful, my soul has found refuge ! Let’s walk up and down the park...let us sing happy melodies of our encounter. Let us praise while we can...let me find you in my memory !

(C) right

04.18.17

Rafael G Gonzalez

Monday, February 10, 2025

Inform (me)

 

 It is the medicine every soul seeks,

An ancient remedy (formula) that soothes all aches,

condition's, illness, heart-troubles, and restores the imbalance, a soul 

under the greatest assault, 

It is a superlative design...I far from it,

remote where resides, present at all moments,

We seek it with all eagerness of heart, misplacing the enigmatic  

fellowship where incubated, causing so much commotion,

It weighs us down in thoughts, feelings that race like meteors in chase,

implants at fine-tuned frequencies,

it searches those energies and low-level vibrations to draft back into it's superlative acts

what are rightfully it's own,

If one was to query all this ? 

At a grand scale...all the intellectuals...all the thinkers...all the gifted in field of reasoning, what are your findings ?

what are your logical explanation, if there be any in that field ?

we may be granted access if we pause in the allotted time/space gained and return it, if that be the call ! it is inevitable in that time constraints...the wise who seek it becomes the chase, and that is sublime.

Almighty God (YHWH) at work

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 



 


Sunday, January 19, 2025

Love Arts secrecy (revised)




There are people with great energies that one can feel, I in particular feed into these energies, because our bodies is the personification of energies. One can sum the universe as the ultimate expression dynamic power...so we in turn are like a power plant or reactors. So I find this energy hidden or very visible it kinds of draws me in...it just my gifts of having greater access to these charges.




Love Arts Secrecy

Silently she whispered, like an echo I heard,

Silently she approached me, and silence I became,

Silently her heart thumped, and like a thunder I perceived,

In silence she loved me, and in silence I accept,

In silence her fragrance searched for me, and in silence they found me,

In silence she cried and in silence she laughed,

When her eye's looked at me, I became speechless,

all my earned talents and wisdom, were drained as she stared,

I became stunned like lightening striking me, silence and dumbness surrounded me.

Her walks resemble the mighty iron-horse, and her body movements a well orchestrated symphony.

I need you more then I, need food for you're my food of life.

I need to see you, just as I, need to see through a narrow road.

There's been stories of liking and loving, but ours is special !

I need to touch you to understand you're flesh, for you look so heavenly.

I need to feel your breath for it feels like the springs air in the lovely night.

When you touch me, you cure my pains, sorrows, sores, wounds, and even supply energy.


BY : Raphael G
April 9?
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Monday, January 13, 2025

Kintsugi (mend the broken) Revised


 

There are moment's hard  to absorb,

and moment's that absorb completely,

moments like a screeching, screaming felt in the throat, 

and moment's I left for mute,

yet a battlefield of contention's fill my soul,

my dearest I couldn't touch, has left the greatest scream lodged in my throat,

once again the saddest of moment's the inactivity of my yearns,

the brother I so much love ...the family in full embrace, the moment's I deeply hold,

mend my broken pieces...Almighty and Divine (Blessed) and Blessed greater the aching heart's of families torn apart,

soften the transitional path we must cross together and fill every hard breath of sighing with love-joy and jubilation,

comfort in the wings of love and protect, shield our beloved ones.

the revised version of all that is spoken...ask all the nations that have contended with the Almighty God (YHWH) and see for yourself how they fared ? and I have witnessed his gran mercies, undeserved kindness, how he heals beyond repair and brings back the broken into a state of extreme comfort.

What should I say ? Take me home with those who have received a moments touch, the internal healing and those in trying times stayed the course, in faith...prayers...under tribulations and the countless fronts that line-up against a small flock of men/woman that remain resolved against such questions.

What should I say ? praise him, and praise him while we can !

 

Praise and laud the Almighty God,

Hay momentos difíciles de absorber, 

y momentos que absorben completamente, 

momentos como un chillido, un grito que se siente en la garganta, 

y momentos que dejé en silencio, 

sin embargo, un campo de batalla de contiendas llena mi alma, 

mi ser más querido que no pudo tocar, ha dejado el grito más grande alojado en mi garganta, 

una vez más, el momento más triste, la inactividad de mis anhelos, 

el hermano que tanto amo... la familia en pleno abrazo, los momentos que sostengo profundamente, 

repara mis pedazos rotos... Todopoderoso y Divino (Bendito) y Benditos más los corazones doloridos de las familias destrozadas, 

suaviza el camino de transición que debemos cruzar juntos y llena cada respiración difícil de suspiros con amor, alegría y júbilo, 

consuela en las alas del amor y protege, protege a nuestros seres amados. Alaben y ensalcen al Dios Todopoderoso,

la versión revisada de todo lo que se ha dicho...pregunten a todas las naciones que han contendido con el Dios Todopoderoso (YHWH) y vean por ustedes mismos cómo les fue. Y yo he sido testigo de sus grandes misericordias, bondad inmerecida, cómo sana sin posibilidad de reparación y devuelve a los quebrantados a un estado de consuelo extremo. 

 ¿Qué debo decir? Llévenme a casa con aquellos que han recibido un toque momentáneo, la sanidad interna y aquellos que en tiempos difíciles se mantuvieron firmes, en la fe... oraciones... bajo tribulaciones y los innumerables frentes que se alinean contra un pequeño rebaño de hombres/mujeres que permanecen decididos contra tales preguntas. ¿Qué debo decir? ¡Alaben, y elogien mientras podamos!


 Rafael G Gonzalez



Tuesday, January 7, 2025

Eternal Crush (Revised)

 


 Jehovah God Almighty and Divine is my eternal crush,

There can not be any other parties between us,

We shall hold hands together and on the wings of love, (He) carries me home for the duration of that sublime sentiment,

I shall write and sing melodies, and from out of the deeps introduce new songs for the assembly, gatherings for the faithful,

Love and pain are equally matched, and there's nothing but love-joy...jubilation,

Birth pains are like disquieting storms and the finest theatrics in melodies they chant,

In patience I wait and my heart race like a meteor chasing across the mid-night skies.

I constantly inform you about her pleasantness and desire to make her our choice !

10/04/24 The perfect ten !

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Thursday, December 19, 2024

Slave girl II

 
Slave girl :


May through her you find the pleasures of your works,
In the privacy of your intimacy (fellow-worker/relationship) bring her back home,
 
may her death-bed be a blessing, and not unsightly to onlooker's, a tower, a rock, one of the faithful of your choice.
 
May you strike her with energies beyond compare,
May your Divine will take order and completely restore your slave girl, in sound and perfect, today, tomorrow I shall wait.
 
Why do you cause so much commotion in my extremities?
Did you secretly woven us, that our dates of birth into this paradise of delight correlate, and we are one at your service ?
 
There is joy and pain that one, can't do without the other,
There is blissful birth pangs, and great joy that forgets all...I feel the same to many times from your undeserving kindness.
 
It is to much for me, since I was not born into your tent of holy blessings, I'm but a rough man of the nations.
 
I don't deserve your shield of protection to such extent, but your love has healed me and that is sufficient .
 
There is no Greater God (YHWH) then that of my ancestor's of faith...make me, one of those if so wish, but please bear, I'M just a rough man of the nations.
 
I can only pay a debt with a debt, but one to many. I hope someday you will take-up my resistance, to make right.

Rafael G Gonzalez
2/7/23 1:53 AM

Thursday, December 5, 2024

Almighty and Charitable (Revised)


 

 

 

Holiest and Divine if I stumble at times it's certainly my misjudgment

of your charitable person,

my trust fading like the Holy mist after it's complete cycle,

 I have misplaced the order of your Divine arrangements, just to follow it in my last death strokes, 

In the regrettable abyss you grant the least of calls,

I need you, and in my vastness of passion I feel an inseparable connection no other 

 force can attain,

I have come to know your statues, 

 I'm well aware of your intimacy, your fellowship and attachments,

your stronghold will not release,

freeze frame our expressions and allow these to flow when ever moments in pause stumbles, there I have your attention and charity of your Divinity !

Bless be you to time indefinite,

 

 Santísimo y Divino espiritu  si a veces tropiezo, es sin duda por mi error de juicio

de tu persona caritativa,

mi confianza se desvanece como la niebla sagrada después de su ciclo completo,

he extraviado el orden de tus arreglos Divinos, solo para seguirlo en mis últimos golpes de muerte,

en el abismo lamentable concedes la menor de las llamadas,

te necesito, y en mi inmensidad de pasión siento una conexión inseparable que ninguna otra fuerza puede alcanzar,

he llegado a conocer tus estatus,

soy muy consciente de tu intimidad, tu compañerismo y tus apegos,

tu fortaleza no me liberará,

congela nuestras expresiones y permite que fluyan cuando cada momento de pausa tropiece, ¡ahí tengo tu atención y la caridad de tu Divinidad!

Bendito seas hasta el tiempo indefinido,


Rafael G Gonzalez

 12/05/24


Friday, October 18, 2024

Weakness (revised) 25.24








 
 
 
 
 



 

 

Hypocrisy, greed, and falsehood are a bottomless contrive.

Just like Satan’s treachery and counterfeits are like a black hole in space.

A thousand years in the abyss is not fitting for such lawless-criminal, homeless, and debased fallen creature.

A thousand life sentences for such and all his devotee’s is little to invoke.

My plea so that the lessor can rest in peace. And there can be jubilee amongst the remnant.

Be charitable O’ you holiest-of-holiest and host-of-host...let them see the verdict, a one in a life time witness !

I have a thorn at my side, and through my weakness your spirit contends...the weakness has become silenced and also the thorn. I’m completely confident, if I remain in weakness the thorn and all it's activities has over-come Satan in all his schemes.

Our enemy has conspired against said short-coming to create a divide of conscience, yet through your compassion, love, mercy and infinite reasoning, I’m set free!


The greatest of wars have been fought in the spiritual world and not the other way around.

Like a prodigal son and social disease, my compassion for all the afflicted and needy of such protection for said tragedy.

The martyr stays in mission and not on trivial matters. This place where it dusk and dawns, this place of my dilemmas, persecution, laments...I know it will go into convulsion soon...and this affirmative action keeps me in expectation.

How do one (a person) educates ignorant people beyond their means ?

Ignorant masses are more dangerous then a loaded weapon aimed at the populace,

It takes such to do harm. Not the other way around !

Beyond their means, but not the spirit… for it is greater then the flesh.

So here is the contention, find the self through the spirit… and extract the thorn in the flesh !

What binds the flesh can’t bind the spirit...and through what means ?

The corruption of the spirit...is the corruption of conscience.

Now that you’ have the means, channel those energies to a higher power !

 
 

La hipocresía, la codicia y la falsedad son un ingenio sin fondo.

Al igual que la traición y las falsificaciones de Satanás es como un agujero negro en el espacio.

Mil años en el abismo no es adecuado para tales sin ley-

delincuente, sin hogar, y degradado criatura caída.

Es poco que invocar mil cadenas perpetuas para tales y todas las de su devoto.

Mi súplica para que el arrendador pueda descansar en paz. Y puede haber jubileo entre el remanente.

Sea caritativo O’ usted más sagrado-de-santo y anfitrión-de-anfitrión...dejar que se vean el veredicto, uno en un testimonio de tiempo de vida !

Tengo un espina a mi lado, y através de mi debilidad tu espíritu sostiene...la debilidad se ha silenciado y también la espina. Estoy completamente seguro, si permanezco en la debilidad, la espina ha superado a Satanás en todos sus esquemas. 

Nuestro enemigo ha conspirado contra dicha deficiencia para crear una división de conciencia, sin embargo, através de tu compasión, amor, misericordia y razonamiento infinito, ¡estoy en libertad!

Las guerras mas grandes se an peliado en el mundo espiritual,y no en las fisicas.

Como hijo prodigo y enfermeda social, me compadesco te todos los afligidos y necesitados de proteccion de dicha trageria.

El martyr se mantienen en mission y no en cosas triviales,

Este sitio donde amanece y oscurece, este sitio de mi dilemas, persecuciones, lamentos, se que pronto se convulcionar y esto me mantienen en grande expectacion.

 

 ¿Cómo se educa a la gente ignorante más allá de sus posibilidades? 

Las masas ignorantes son más peligrosas que un arma cargada dirigida contra la población. Se necesita a alguien así para hacer daño. ¡No al revés! 

Más allá de sus posibilidades, pero no del espíritu… porque es más grande que la carne. Así que aquí está el argumento: ¡encuentre el yo a través del espíritu… y extraiga la espina de la carne! 

Lo que ata a la carne no puede atar al espíritu… ¿y a través de qué medios? 

La corrupción del espíritu… es la corrupción de la conciencia. Ahora que tiene los medios, ¡canalice esas energías hacia un poder superior!


Rafael G

7.5.20