It's been no easy task...and in prayer's, supplications, talk's I commune with such' as I would with this audience as (the medium). Yes, the spirituality of this mind-set invoked a host which I would have never found otherwise. YHWH-through historical writings and signature of God, has made my search equal for the things you hear and read today, which is the ultimate expression.
Let (me) just clarify one last thing the mindset or state of mind, becomes a reality once, a person disowns all that is pass and embrace the higher learning or ultimate expression, which is the truth and let go free. With the truth we can harness the needful apparatus to undo, the great question ? of why so much pain and human suffering. The 30,000 thousand god's become subject for endless search, when the human mindset submits to greater call of spirituality.
"one can't experiment with truth"- Jiddu
I hope you get the point !